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AutScape2020

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AutScape2020

from

SituationalAssessmentTemplate2017

Introduction/Definition/etc

Since AutismLinks

the European Con has been on my

radar/ bucket list,

something to head to

across the pond, but given

JustSayNoToConVid2020

,,,

ConVid19WalkInTesting2020

HeatProblemsWithConVid19Hours2020

ConVid19ContinuesIn2020

most IRL (In Real Life)

travel is inadvisable still,

so since it went online,

and for 20Pounds Sterling,

(conversion is about $25 USD

but hidden fees likely)

The British / English Autism

by and for Autistics

Conference (unOfficial Bastardization

of any Proper Names),

this year online,

with software like

DisCord (social comms),

Zoom (video and audio conferencing),

TeamUp (calendaring),

(not the M$ Teams even Arlington uses,

and Not FaceBookLive, either) luckily,

even Zoom (proprietary, not

open source Jitsi meet)

made me wonder if I wanted

to really bother registering...)

and likely others YouTube video

mentioned on one presenters

(Red Blue? Play),

so will see...

Body

Original Text

PreCon

Registering

So coming up with the money,

when some bills not paid,

some juggling,

for AldiCantFind2019

etc

turns out the local bank offices are closed

so converting Laundry quarters

(rolled and not) and depositing them

is impossible,

took all the bills ($6)

I had and remaining balance (~$20),

but somehow

TicketTailor or whatever the software

went to PayPal which for foreign does

something else, but got an email

DisCord invite and started learning that,

sent in email about

my bank doesn't show it and

not wanting the other shoe/foot to drop

bounce fees could easily

be over the Con fee at $35 each,

for some unknown,

number of additional hidden fees

Looking international banking fees stuff up

seems to be 3% max,

but add an intermediary of PayPal,

but that's only a dollar or so,

however, banks sell credit,

(promise to pay fees, but unspecified

amounts, see online, make guesses

only to find out incorrect?)

mortgages, cars, etc

and not very helpful,

for some reason we've bailed them (banks) out,

makes cryptocurrency seem worth learning

about...

Registering while at Library in HeatWave Issues

gMail outside the library,

bocks away from the DARPA

office which helped create the

InterNet in the first place

the backbone is free, right?

starting off bombs/ nuclear war

shuttling data between computers,

down to how to deliver ads to see

videos, gDrug/ YouTube makes

money that way, nay?

Invalid dates on the library app,

(cancelling holds?)

and books not showing up,

35 or so were returned,

week(s) before

but a couple more waiting to clear,

some holds, and

sweating into my eyes,

likely not helped,

someone maybe fired for not helping,

discrimination and harassment,

the guard was fine

even with my inline mobility aid

during the heat wave,

~100+ heat index?

but typical Arlington

you're not what we want here,

and maybe even spit at,

unruley kids were in line,

or snot or something

sweat in my eyes and couldn't see,

glasses go to sunglasses, glare, etc

had to go outside,

seemingly enjoying saying that,

having just been in A/C obstructionist,

say your name/ address/ showed a bill

with address on it,

but some reason that's not good enough

tents covering the line is one thing,

nobody there that day, only a few waiting,

but Real People with Cars sit in Air Conditioned

Comfort, those they (read she and kids/others?)

don't like enjoying saying you have to go outside,

and other innuendo for WiFi after adding paper

cash, no coins, ...

WiFi monitoring and comments,

reading my emails,

while trying to do things

most would do at home,

the time change and

want to see if have to go

back to the bank & library,

try changing coins for bills

(somewhere)

to add more,

but nothing helping,

only too hot to be out, so just punted,

will see if that costs hundred(s) for a

$25 registration $20PoundsSterling

with hidden fees/ bounce, etc..

electronic funds transfer exist

for people doing it often but isn't that

what PayPal is doing?

and protecting who we are,

from small transactions,

or is that not

what happened?

Someone saying we'll pay for that,

with an unknown speaker

while stalking/ listening in/

monitoring/ though possibly protecting

as may have been related to

firing the obstructionist library woman

and protective services,

but didn't seem to help with

being spit upon, if that happened

as i suspect...

BST British Standard Time v. EST Eastern DayLight Time, GMT, UTC, Zulu, etc

The registration deadline has passed,

Midnight Thursday BST?

(Means Wednesday night

or Thursday end of Day into Friday?

the 24th?) for registering

and time zone issues

likely throughout this

whole thing...

BST British Standard Time, roughly UTC?

GreenWich (sp?) Mean Time

(GreenWich is in England, no?)

so -5 Hours, 11 AM start there

means 6 AM EDT (Eastern DayLight Time)

and other conflicts, for a three day,

plus / minus some before and after times,

not sure about a lot of stuff,

lots of British-isms

(Cheers, Mate, etc),

American-isms (Trump means Fart),

general social awkwardness,

tired and doing from home,

don't have to shower to start,

but camera in my face,

i put a BandAid

over one of the two smartphones lenses,

this desktop/laptop/

notebook HPProBook645In2018

running Ubuntu202004DevelOnHP2020

doesn't even have one, so no worries,

some Zoom tries with it and Jitsi

presented in Legacy2020

so will see, both devices, need some input

method,

and reading/ sitting/ listening/ much less

processing, even seeing the characters,

font sizes,

No Zoom App for Linux?

but found

the web page says download app

but something blocks it,

(Ad/PopUp?Privacy?)

and your left unconnected,

likely while missing the conference

for some unknown technical reason

and no support, as would need the

connection for support...

Basically dead outside a phone booth

that doesn't work, possibly intentionally

i.e. inaccessible...

Others who use it for work,

and/or school may have experience with it,

but like many monopolies,

telecom and elsewhere,

just don't give a shit...

But for some reason

they get paid, for not serving

disableds needs,

and guess who's paying for this?

DisAbled? or DifferentlyAbled,

as the PC term may be like...

DisCord Ubuntu Linux Install

Found DisCord's

LInux .Deb DebIan package

and installed that with

sudo apt install ./discord*.deb

from the Download directory

with

pushd Downloads

cd ~/Downloads

~/ being /Home/$USERNAME

it brought in the required packages,

a kernel upgrade as well,

been off this for a bit,

then

sudo apt autoremove

older kernels

(+ something that broke my WiFi

and had to drop to previous kernel)

and start getting used to being up

6 am, this a Saturday,

Friday seemed like Saturday,

spending most of the last day(s)

from Noonish Thursday thru Friday on,

my first Direct Message,

kicking the tires/tyres

on DisCord,

a messaging, chat, video/audio

used as social space,

and some oddities itself...

Channels Named after British AutScape Sites MeaningLess To Noobs

Problems of naming Rooms/ Channels

after previous British

venues like TonBridge,

instead of TonBridgeYYYY

for those that don't know the British Towns,

Villages/ Venues

Channel

and generally better with numbers

than Names...

Turns out it's about 15 of them,

manageable to know 15 meaningless

names to you, and remember them,

no? Can't people just remember 7

things which is why phone numbers

work, supposedly, right?

now double it, add another,

and make it purposefully confusing

for someone else's benefit?

Create meltdowns to dominate

the unwanted, likely me,

given this process

and experiences...

GardenSlowMode

To try to handle overload,

SlowMode pausing so you

can't enter again,

30 seconds changed up to a minute,

all waiting on crowds

and what it's going to be

like with a hundred+ more people

typing at once (turned to ~350?

joined that server, wonder how many

dropped because 100+ in a Zoom room

was a lot)

a little like setting YouTubeLive

to TopChat drops some noise

(how determined?),

(for comparison

JimmyBuffett Cabin Fever had thousands)

when so many people on a Live

you / i get lost reading it all,

some blocking not done,

but found people just disappear,

so many channels,

catching up when off,

you / i have the history

of messages/chat while you were out,

to catchup on,

so makes one try to stay on

all the time, but eating, sleeping,

thinking, journalling (sp?),

and other concerns,

an all intrusive not inclusive

technology,

a little like immersion in itself,

afaict.

add StockHolm syndrome

and GroupThink after

a while too...

Bar

A mod who side lined me

in DM Direct Message

pushing me to virtually drink,

adding Lemon at the bar,

so I left, and eventually more sober

options showed up...

Garden? Pets?

I also blocked her,

stopping that conversation which

had gotten Dominating,

which i'm not really into

being treated badly

by people with 'power'...

Something i would proTest

and am...

Cafe

(anti English,

no English language allowed)

my high school French nas (nes?) pas

(not good?) and

mange (skin problems mostly in pets)

to mangia, (Italian to eat),

and start getting all emoji food

like UniCode instead,

as graphical is likely a universal language,

French, one or two years?

from early High School

i make a little sense out of,

root language (latin?)

and some words similar,

but looking stuff up,

selecting text from a chat message,

on SmartPhone v. DeskTop version

editing my own messages,

and it's so text based,

when my first diagnoses were

DysLexia and DysGraphia,

though my ranting here is largely text,

(Photos take a lot of space,

video even more,

and then gPicasa went to gPhotos

losing a lot of the graphical history here)

screen saving would have others identities,

other Servers/ Communities and stuff

exist on largely FanDom? like some Wiki

DiisCord may be big with Gamer too...

Having headsets with Mic and Speaker

already learn that technology,

starting with extra hardware,

then voice quality,

multitasking I/O

channels, windows/tabs,

messaging etc..

Other Channels

Other channels were being created

but had to ask for them,

and a status symbol for

getting one created,

other just another

LU$er nor Root/Admin/Mod

SuperHero/ Jail Guard Priviledge

status/ lack of Peer = HierArchy/

AbleIsm...

Lounge

maybe call it the lobby/ Foyer?

high volume waiting area...

Lizard was the smirky (sp?) name /

mascot i'd like for it...

Snake Pit maybe later,

as so crowded/ high volume...

Games

DND, your father's game?

still active 40 years later,

maybe some Retro? appeal

like That 70's show?

some dice rolling, manually isn't good

enough to participate,

physically rolling dice,

odd 6+ sided, and

an observer participant,

similar to RacismAnonymous

TaviStock Group Relations Conference,

Ironically TaviStock is an English town name,

where they did a lot of World War like

research in groups, relations, etc...

DiceMaiden eventually chosen,

I did

!roll -help

which gave the brief manual

commands

lilke

!roll 2d6 ! roll 2 x dice 6 sided

many other geeky options exist

exploding, etc...

Pets

i enjoyed photos of people's pets,

but the rats took over for a while...

Calming and visual stim for

a highly textual experience...

and others popping up

Late Routines

Even signing off, like kid not wanting to

go to bed, might be something happening

missing, critical information not seen,

(FLIMO? Feeling Like I'm Missing Out?)

the Mods being like parents,

immune to even Garden Slow Mode...

and what we don't know yet,

they are likely deciding on the fly

and/or aren't telling us,

Hence Con, figuring out the

Con saves some heartache,

and exploitation, by other Auties,

to other Auties...

The Jig is Up on this, folk$...

Like Steal This Book by

Jerry Rubin?

Abbie Hoffman

I'm listing the Cons/ tricks,

be fair and kind,

which this wasn't

that kind of process,

imo...

Nite nite

and by the time i leave no one

to say even that to me,

so learning the online

customs on top of Autie ++ Aspie,

and co-morbid issues, will see...

That human pleasantries,

social conventions, don't really

hold with Auties,

InterActionBadges

IRL (In Real Life)

might give a clue,

don't talk to me

can easily be snobbishness

as not caring about emotional state,

as irrelevant, even hostile,

YMMV

ConDay1

Rested?

Maybe 5 hours sleep,

up early as con starts 6a EDT

given time zone BST = EDT -5

or some such algebra,

transitive properties help in solving

as well as military time

1600 - 1200 (noon) = 4pm

12 being noon,

so calculation

with noon barriers...

Practice Zoom

Sessions existed,

but required sign up,

filled up quickly

and odd times,

so seemed like for

presenters only,

and not to try,

given hostile like

environment i didn't

Practice...

First hit is Free,

Get Your Zoom here,

We Got Hot Zoom...

/CommercialSalesCrap

First Orientation

and attempts at Zoom

eventually found the Zoom Linux client

download, but would not start,

thinking it was an App

for Mobile, which there is,

but for keyboard, larger screen,

saving chat text,

sharing screen,

etc...

Home aka small Group(s)

Registered / joined one,

and same time each day,

0700 for me,

people thinking later in the day,

when earlier (you're home

before you get to a Con right?

residential you sign in,

find your room,

start your day,

Home to Con, this is

Plenary (big main talks)

then Home, so orientating

personally not Here Are The Rules

Live By Them, at AuTreat

was a legal packet to

mail in, register and pay

AutScape virtually conflicting

with my Food Day, and didn't have

slides, so no hand out,

legally no copy of it,

didn't sign, so how upheld?

given so many problems,

probably deliberate

Muting, Excluding, Shunning, etc

right?)

SmallGroup familiar in clinical

for these

like check-in (how are you?

assumes emotion, and trustworthy

people, done with two therapists

as have someone else in the room,

and safety, this online only one

and a non professional

i.e. peer w/o training?),

some people instead of

nameless crowds,

and friend request from someone

i hadn't even talked with,

takes a while...

Friends of Friends and confidentiality

and getting rather social for my

preferences...

Got in eventually,

and a few minutes late,

many things start 5 minutes late.

5-10 people like SmallGroup

in CDT

or FishBowl TaviStock

school group classes

T(raining)Groups groups

see

RacismAnonymous

for TaviGroups

Get Food IRL

My weekly food pantry,

ThePracticalitiesOfFoodDistribution2012

BeggarsCantBeChoosers2017

ZinebsPersonalTortureDungeon2020

so no real options but to get food,

can't buy, no money with registering

and don't want to run out,

some stuff spoiling,

heat, time and energy

in wandering to find clearance bargains,

etc...

Low BandWidth WiFi Listening

Try listening in on talk with few WiFi signal bars

but so noisy environment and interruptions

I didn't get to hear much of it

and that with strong lights in my eyes

and the usual hell...

Unknown error with Zoom?

doesn't allow pause connection

while going to another

server/ WiFi AccessPoint,

(just rudely hangs up, equivalent)

links not easy to find and start,

as from TeamUp to a browser to an app

and some remembers some state

(settings/values name email, etc)

and then waiting and they let you in?

or not... If the link is even good...

General Overload

Can't read 50+ messages on DisCord

while missing main talk

Drinking From a FireHose

like i just wanted some water,

it's a heat wave out here,

and you put the Dobermans

German Shepards,

attack dogs

Civil Rights hosing Blacks

in the South, etc is the image

i think of, not policing,

I Can't Breathe may be the modern

equivalent, for those that weren't alive

in the 1960's... I was young,

but seen more later,

VietNam, McCarthyism,

Hippie movement,

Kent State students killed,

Police State, etc...

Quiz Left OutSide

Wouldn't let me in,

said waiting to start

15-20 minutes later

after whining on several channels

someone mentioned Linux client

gDrug search and found .deb file

like DisCord above download

and install, got in, few minutes left,

asking about a number but not heard

the question

no prize

Trivia? on AutScape itself and newbie

/ Noob so not going to know the answer

unless relates to AuTreat

or general knowledge

which then wouldn't be trivia..

Suggest Lightning Talk 2 min gloating time

(like Congress:

i yield the remainder of my time

to the xyzr from EtherVille,

...)

Break in HardTime not Translating

get 10-15 mins between

stay on same main/plenary channel

given hard times in BST

which are misleading for USA EDT

so how long from Live time helps

adjust if watching recording which doesn't

come out for a month or so...

CookSomething

Not full SmallFries2020

CookSomeThing2019

but instead of prepared

no bread nor sweets, which i would

normally eat a whole pie or something

as at least day old,

(maybe moldy already)

8 chicken hot dogs

mustard, spicy

can of kidney beans

linguine (new packaging design)

crushed Tomato es

Suggesting v Notice to Booking etc

Channel names meaningless...

CircumLocutionDeptThere GoTos

Try another channel,

go elsewhere, happens enough

and general disarray and it's

east to feel like you're not wanted here..

TaviStock groups set the chairs in

pointing random directions

and tell people not to straighten

them, they have to be kept where they

are, say bolted to the floor in a prison

situation, and emotions are likely,

bad / negative ones...

No Right Door Abuse

The process, online being worked out,

organizers/ mods may know,

but we mere particiPants

are left to stumble around

as it's being determined, refined, etc

Notice Board Posting to Suggest / Book OpenCon like Space

JDwC🐨🇺🇸(Black🚫📷NoPhoto)Today at 11:58 AM
Computer mediated FeedBack. on a personal level Late in the Con, focusing on the con, myself as an exmaple, I would need a Second, since that is how things get booked here, and try seeing things from the other side, presenting/facilitating, I don't use video, but others could, so screen share, and interact, trying different methods, for those who have had issues with this medium and not. Some is personal feedback,, and text plus voice needed, but many may prefer video, AAC welcome, but i don't know how to use, Other Language Welcome, but i don't speak much else, some claim my English ain't so good, and as an American, it's just not British, eh, Mate, AussieAccent... So anyone up for purging on the event. NoVAPeers.PBWorks.com is me, if you know me from that, you might guess how it will go. If you don't there's 10+ years of my life up there, EnJoy. (overate like a snake, hotdogx2 can beans, linguine and sauce with picked up food pantry distribution, so likely going down for a snake like nap (Dirty Jobs viewers may relate) (max chars?)

(might put in modified below? w crlf? YEP)

yeah, ABove might seem like the writing here

without carriage returns/line feeds

the DisCord Server Doesn't deal with them,

that's the enter/save editing your own post,

usually a typo or something in it...

Nap?

break/ tea time there? seems to be slow/ social time

previous days and ate 8 hot dogs,

can of Kidney Beans

and Linguine with Crushed Tomato s

(less sugar than usual pasta sauce?

Maybe remember to charge while doing that?

Turn off notices? so alarms buz doesn't get me

but neighbors/ etc might

Evening

Likely did some other things

wandering around and checking DisCord

messages, but

DrinkingFromAFireHoseProblems

voluminous messages in each channel

trying to keep up,

or efF'It

missing stuff

while exhausted and need rest too

Sparklies LightShow

I liked it, but late in the day/night

for me

feeling bad i didn't bring anything to show

and a less than feeling again

BeComingByMichelleRobinSonObama2019

describes quite well..

Left before time, to take a break/

F'it prevents overload, afaict...

But getting up again,

dress and show up type persistence...

/PerSeverAnce

ConDay2

OverNight?

Any more sleep?

some but not much

SmartWatch (Create Link?)

won't tell me,

sitting seems to be counted as sleeping...

Only some hours are sensitive to

sleep, evening, sleeping during the day

not counted,

Needs FirmWareUpGrade?

and that's without taking it off to charge,

shower, etc...

But would not have heart rate

O2 levels as not on human(s)...

HomeGroup

I appeared earliest,

some tech problems in adding

other people

same people

but links and access rights,

worked while other didn't

really share time well,

talking stick in SmallGroupToo?

I meanwhile type into chat

(disabled elsewhere

globally on presentations

instead of individual preferences

for each of the 200+ viewers)

references like

AspieGirls book

etc

Talks

Young People

Well researched and large slide deck

but ran out of time...

Mentioned AuTreat

Aut$peaks

Considering saying Ditto

and mentioning it as a tough act

to follow, but missing some stuff

too, TheCrazyBlonde

CureBies (sp?)

lookmeintheeyemylifewithaspergersByJohnElderRobison

and having been at some of that stuff

ASAN Protesting Aut$peaks

on the Washington Mall, etc..

but not

TempleGrandin2013

TempleGrandinDVDSPOILING

nor

lookmeintheeyemylifewithaspergersByJohnElderRobison

ExtraordinaryMeasuresScienceInCinemaAndAFIAccommodating

NIHOSEandAFIResponse

across the street from

HugATreeNotAWeapon2010

Stacked Tightly

Not a lot of breaks before

and 10AM EDT start

only heard a few hours before

about accepted into Lightning

a Few Slides, i guess the reading

speed of some, and plain text

has been rejected/ not liked by

others, ridicule like as everyone

does PDF an ADobe private format,

M$PoiwerPoint,

OpenOffice, etc...

LightningTalk

AutScape2020LightningTalk.txt

FinePrint: I don't speak for either/any orgs,

(except NoVAPeers?)

as a PITA participant

Bullied by the Panel?

showed up early

but they couldn't hear me,

called the topic not by name

and unexpectedly/quickly

when muted,

and someone looked up/ contacted

the topic contact, but not registered

nor seen, so maybe upstaged?

I put in to Talk then last minute

get him cancelled,

(aka cancel culture)

he can't talk about that,

and other LessThan Messages

We Can't Hear You

(because we have you muted)

Would you restate?

(x3+ from Mods.)

You're not Clear

and other bullying tactics

several instances from Mods

on DisCord and my posting deleted

without reason

FreeDom of Speech

Due Process

This Channel is only for Posting Notices

your idea/ comments aren't heard

because: we don't like you

your English is wordy

Not sure about your type

Not What We Want To Hear

...

kind of a Gong show type environment

let's embarrass these presenters

being felt...

Compounded with he's

Emotional, we hate that,

/VulcanStare

Notes, written quickly

with typos, not well thought out,

and during a Fun Time

socially awkward

many people wouldn't present

the first time out/ at an event/Con

many just lay low see how it is,

but there are professional like presenters

who do the circuit, reuse stuff,

and have an elevator speech in

their back pocket for any occasion,

and are hams on stage most of the

time, and i know this,

but i'm not that much of an extrovert,

nor would i want to be...

Let's bore people with academic like

lecturing, for all i know my

sound was muted and they

ran out the clock,

with smirks of we are better than

the USA and AuTreat

where some of AutScape is based,

according to some,

not to mention the typical

know it all Aspie type attitudes,

Academic Snobbery/Bias, etc...

Scheduled third,

outing people,

speaking for the org(s)

or as a participant,

(grey area not in it for the titles

but librarian, incorporation talk, etc)

basically you are less than,

we don't want you here,

yet again,

not the welcoming environment

one might want,

but given the day started with

a dual hat academic clinician who did

Clinicians want to Start on Time,

but we were given 5 mins grace

which she didn't like)

AutAngel, the tone of the day

was getting clear,

what we rebel against

perhaps in Peer Movement(s)...

ProSumers like double dipping...

Crabs climbing over each other

to get to the top...

Really killing each other, probable...

Someone after me pimped his book,

shout out style,

when asked to elaborate,

try an elevator speech,

I'm familiar with Lightning Talks

from where it may have started/

inherited in tech cycles

Legacy2019

Legacy2017

etc...

Buffalo Language Lightning Talk

Odd inheritance

fish of the fish of the fish

up the chain

like parent of parent

etc...

ironic with DancesWithCars

/Wolves

Tonka (buffalo from the movie?)

Chinese characters Lightning Talk

decomposing

with hand written characters,

someone did their home/

prep work...

No Chat

Conflicting channels Chat on Zoom

where Closed Captioning would be

in large text usually over some lower

stuff on the presenters screen,

missing info from slides,

also cluttered

and interrupting,

likely irrelevant/ critical

but not audio

or DisCord Channel which requires

two software at once,

and multiple screens/ devices)

Chat had turned off, Globally,

earlier in the day,

some found it distracting,

but others of us like talking back

to the talking heads/ experts

lecturing us, condescending (sp?)

talking down to us

so no feedback GAGGED

they finally figured out

something i had mentioned earlier

two channels

DisCord feedback or ZoomChat

feedback, and many of us could

not have both up at one,

to even see...

and starts to be like the Scream

painting, almost felt like crying

after the bullying

not that different than

AVeteransSonLaughsAndSpitsAtMe2011

bullied and then less than for the

rest of the Con/ Event/ Month

used as a warm cadaver (sp?)...

No Questions/FeedBack on My Lightning

but voluminous on others

besides using Emacs

to create your slides,

when at that point were presented

as is...

See we're better than you,

the Popular Kids, BMOC, etc..

Speaking Pacing/ Timing

A young plenary/ Mains

presenter before me

had problems with time

management, so knowing how long

it takes to read out pages of text,

really just hop skip and a jump

rocks like skipping them on the water

IslandHopping

Mind Maps?

and didn't get to say much about

but how it related to where i was talking

"boring people to tears, if hadn't already",

stating the obvious in that monotone

voice people see/ hear in

Visine (eye drops) commercials

(could have done with an OLPC

Speak synthesizer

(HAL, Open The Pod Doors Please

_AudioSampleHere?_)

Try SugarLabsLive

SugarOnAStick?

as one old OLPC XO-1

not booting?

Screen went?

HW Surgery?

Parts?

Cost? Availability?

Speaking Channels/ Modes

with disabilities some don't speak,

some don't hear,

some want text,

others overstimulated by certain things

a virtual mine field

of ways of getting info across...

output and input combined

One presenter did present

with AAC Assistive tech

and some were under time,

not combining to give time back,

questions might have been later,

idk...

Leave Them Wanting?

Some say leave people wanting

more...

(

HippieClownCamp2011

for example)

And know when to end,

not stupid about that,

as how does it relate to what

they haven't wanted to

acknowledge

hear so far

NACK in computer terms...

No Acknowledge

mostly criticism,

which if heard would be

a more pleasant experience

for more participants, IMNSHO...

EveryThing goes to the BitBucket

as FireHosePresenting/Comments

50+ messages/ channel

a rich environment indeed,

but not conservative

don't save , drop the channel

and the history

we've gotten your feedback

sample, next donor/subject...

The Right to be Heard,

ReDress...

BullyPulpit

Abrupt Cut Off Zoom Timings

Zoom time runs out

and the room closes,

automagically,

the host probably has the timer,

i could have asked for a 30 seconds

before end to wrap up but just ran out

the clock as didn't feel that friendly to me,

presenter survival of the fittest,

not that different than a thesis defence,(c/s)

afaict...

Use a Timer, MySmartWatch Failed & Venting/Ranting

Tried playing with my SmartWatch

and start a timer locally,

but moving my wrist and

stops itself, try sometime

when not under pressure...

And audio check time

know the interface,

given CoModerator status,

and Screen Save

other goodies didn't have

long enough to enjoy,

as GO 5Mins

can't see feedback from

the audience as nose down

in reading and organizing

thoughts, so even coughing

rolled eyes, cues from friendlies

not possible the public humiliation

channel, afaict, StupidHumanTricks

and we got them on Film/Audio/

Radio ShockJock...

DumbAmericanOnLineOne

/HeHeHe

a kitchen timer would have helped,

used to those with stuff like

AlaNotIntCon2018

Basically rehearse

prepare, public speaking is

a technique/ skill

practice it,

know your lines

as actors might...

(I have even worse memory

post College ShakesPeare)

Dry First Read,

not good in front of 100-200

globally

much less online...

BreakOut Groups

assigned and from someone who sent

the accepted for lightning talk email

i'd only gotten that overnight/

early morning (while NoticeMod above

disAppeared/ deleted/ no Positive response

but no time frame for waiting either

we don't know him/ can;t go out on a limb

mods will get rid of him,

delete his stuff, maybe he'll just

go away, ...

Shunning/ etc?

etc)

others were trying to add last minute

and didn't get to so the 50 minutes were

not all booked, some overhead and

many wishing they had heads up,

if the local people were attending

dump it on him/ them instead,

who's out and full names

is difficult as once incorporated

it's kinda public to anyone who

finds incorporation documents...

I never went on boards i helped

create

and

Founders Syndrome ABounds

these groups are startup and

how to scale up to supporting

many more, transparency,

between presentation meetings

and open to hear, even if can't

talk, to get to know how people are

talked about, what decisions are made,

and getting to be feeling used,

surveys by academics only let in those

that say what we want,

Paid to Play v. Pay to Play

filtering those who count and

can get there to vote,

the we are doing great type stuff

of we've only allowed the poster children

successes of the systems we control

to be the ones to give feedback,

surveys with only answers they want

to hear, and some other basic

Civil and Human Rights

As the baby of the King Marches

John Lewis Lays in state,

Trump won't even go,

let Obama bury him, i guess,

Racism in the USA/ World Wide,

and schools being renamed

confederate to Civil Rights,

while Evictions and other civil

unrest abounds...

Failed to be Recognized to speak in BreakOut Room

Left the break out room after not

being recognized, heard, couldn't

speak to give feedback,

while others had many hits at the apple/

microphone talking stick,

favoritism in who gets to speak

and not a representative governance

of the event, yet again...

Heads rolling in the background

as people being caught

bullying when not even living up

to their own participation rules...

DisCord message(s) on

heavy handed moderation

reported to the board of the organization

inexperienced moderators likely

doing it for their own egos,

parents used to talking down to,

taking away from instead of building up

and quickly gets to be the StanFord

Prison experiment,

Concentration camp turning on

your own kind to save your own skin

type stuff, known from colonialism,

from where it BeGan,

England, etc...

ConDay3

Rested?

Days blur together in a 24 hour cycle,

lack of sleep and TimeZone

writing up this, early am here,

end of the day before BST even

starts for me

But not melting down as much as

some who had problems with tech,

not adjusting to Virtual,

and talking about others on other channels,

asking permission to talk about someone

when in HippieClownCamp2011

CodePurple/ or Blue/ WhatEver

would be a group hug,

how you do that with 200+ people

virtually on Zoom, DisCord, etc,

IDK, but if someone is lost/ dies/commits,

they might have to find out,

but would we even know?

Someone left hanging, literally (sp?)

on a channel disparate and not

helped even noticed,

can't say it hasn't happened,

but would we even find out until

later, if we are even told?

Support and Advocacy are two different

things,

For RacismAnonymous

TaviStock groups you had to be

declared well and signed into/

referred, as intense situations,

crying, kill off the leader(s),

AVeteransSonLaughsAndSpitsAtMe2011

had to have a doc sign you in,

checks locally on you before accepting

you for a month in the hills of WVA

Stang may have been a doc who

died/committed and named after,

pre Halloween, even Med/Doc

suicides are up, one doc is documenting

that, but costs to go toe the training

film documentary even online...

Losses during JustSayNoToConVid2020

are high, infection isn't the only killer

isolation, desparation (sp?),

the bleak war like zone losses,

thousands of people dying alone

unsupported in hospitals and the

last to see them since in isolation

with virus takes a toll,,

likely even for concentration camp

killers, body after body mass extinction,

and other dark stuff...

Music Clams the Savage Beast

https://youtu.be/6Ejga4kJUts

TheCranBerries Zombie

Turns out she's passed,

got here success,

but alcoholism, etc...

and the video paints a different

picture, now 1Billion Views

later, IreLand and Violence

with kids, etc...

lost a day here?

not time to enter/ and start forgetting

Themed Looking InWard

Each day had something themed,

never really got into that,

but might help generalize the

talks into categories...

Psychiatry Suicide & Sex

A presenter, a(n?)

MD gave results

on a survey done a previous year,

which had high suicide rates,

ideation, etc..

I'm guess maybe biased

as Auties trusted the MD,

not a Psychiatry and on Spectrum

but an anestheologist, consultant like,

i guess it takes an outsider

to change the GoodOldBoy NetWorks

Tory like MedInDustrialComPlex...

For some reason lit's like being gay,

used to be a clinical diagnosis and considered

a sickness, likely as being Black/

a Slave and Draptomania

(running away,

the slaves should just be happy

where they are

being whipped,

wives raped,

lousy living conditions, etc)

Channels

Support

Non Support

tried putting up an example of non support

but an image, so no images allowed

we have problems with too much,

can't say that here,

really anti-support...

Feedback/ Parallel

Channels DisAppearing in a Day

we can dump but what we say really

doesn't matter here,

no action is taken,

just play time, while being tortured/

abused by a system that says other

things other places, while likely making

money at it too...

Sex talk and disturbing noises

some trying to be discrete

describnig kink, or whatver,

and others kind of explicit

with a background noises

of likely some

male masturbating,

so i just left...

Nap

somewhere in here

went down for a bit,

break like time

coming back to near middle/end of

Silent Autie Disco

having posted on the NoticeBoard

a leaked suggestion?

HomeGroups compete...

Like AutiesGotTalent

but nothing in response,

ignored?

I couldn't really get in

too crowded

someone famous

may have showed up,

idk, not gotten into it,

really

so I added Who called the

Police?

(Sting's old group song

SynchroNicity

or similar)

YouTube Song to the text

SharedPlayList Idear

Oddly people didn't create

common playlists

something that took a long

time at Autreat2012

or so,

sensory stuff took a lot of effort too,

which lights would cause basically

Autism epilepsy, if not regular

with flashing disco lights?

a mirror ball with lights shining on it,

or just LED Xmas like lights

a manorah, etc?

Glow/ Lava lamps other milder

ones...

Loud noises?

Bother service animals?

trained pretty well loud car noises/

backfires bur rescue animals,

emotional support, pets, etc...

Much less people

Anyways, we DJed shared time,

play what you want,

so 3 hours and in 20 minute

blocks that's 5 songs or so,

depending, FreeBird, etc,

Monsterrock

WareWolvesOfLondon,

SendLawyersGunsAndMoney

slow dance stuff,

Ballet

Techno?

1970's PopCorn song, etc

Disco was the theme

and people did silent to whatever

they had there, dancing by themselves

very Autie, but to a different tune

Harry Chapins Roses are Red

i mentioned and put a link up,

Cats in a Cradle for

AlaNotIntCon2018

special event UnConditional Love

etc...

So finding that specail song,

say from the High School Prom

you didn't go to anyways,

PinkFloyd the Wall

Time

WishYouWereHer

Dogs of War

Learning To Fly

many thing druggie, but some just spacy

relaxing, etc for others...

Eminem, Rap, but Whigger style,

heavy beats and

Explicit lyrics added i thought might be

sensored

Taps for John Lewis

some respect(s)

I have a playlist from the event

and it's public

but not been gone thru

edited...

raw harvested manually

but see if GrokAutScape

and run before Sunday?

snce don't seem to save any other

way and can't read/ don't want

to lose, scrolling as not traditional pages

Next Previous, etc...

!Purge All

A mod went off?

deleting everyhing?

messages appear, but might have lost

privs, IDK some shake up,

only two mods mentioned

at ending thanks,

but that went Closed quickly

and a come back didn't know...

when i went ot add myself

Entertainment not Recorded/Saved

_out of sequence_ Move Above to Day4

Down

Too tired for much else....

ConDay4

Rested? Self Care?

Need to include eating too,

as not a lot one day,

early then nothing,

not take the time and general

uneasiness, wondering if some

zombie processes, usernames in

chat/ voice had just left/ died

thinking need a security person

going around to make sure

people were ok, not left with a

body on the other end of the line,

say a payphone suicide in the virtual

world, and would we hear,

that certainly would kill the party

buzz atmosphere, but with depression

etc, MH talk, suicide mentioned

and heavy loads on people,

i could and does happen,

but some of the worse going on

not even mentioned,

I skipped the Mental Health breakout

discussion, organizer(s) said it was

confidential and i thought it likely

toxic stuff shared, i would not have

resources to process, to just left

at that point, dropped off the con call/

video Zoom room...

Support wasn't really support

didn't care what i had to say,

my proposal for feedback taken down,

ignored, no Second and embarassing

LightningTalk was my only option for

feedback, Chat had gone away,

then maybe after this, daily write up

about the FreeDom of Speech etc,

(a US only thing apparently)

turns out you can put chat in a window

but not turn it off easily

on the SmartPhone app,

so three things competing for the bottom

of the screen, slides, closed captions

(transcripts when done audio to text)

and Chat, pops up, but too much,

random interruptions, many critical

distracting, and with a commerical

Zoom not open source can't change

it yourself, font size/ colour,

where it's displayed, basically a disabled

con chose inaccessible software

probably thinking it was their only

option, but self fulfilling too,

as don't support say Jitsi and can't

compete with funded/ oppressive Zoom

a monopoly dominating while not

accommodating / Accessible,

so can't have a client that say has

Flap instead of Clap

Wave instead of raise hand,

and other more common for Autie,

Deaf, accessible means of communication

so basically a hell hole experience in

many ways...

_Jumping to Conclusion here_

where above

might have been better in that section...

Entertainment

No formal Closing

no feedback

other than a Particpandeedback email,

not something i care to do,

It home group i said they can read this

and told they wouldn't

so sounds like generally don't care...

Free? MemberShip

Got an email,

I|Participant

could get to be member/

Dear Participant

free membership

form letter/ email

but likely want other information

vote on the board,

at an unknown time of

Annual General Meeting

(AGM) but several reasons

not to privacy most likely

as membership lists might be

public, likely want full name,

and internationally how that

works out, UK/SomeOtherIsland

law is likely different,

but AutUN is something that might

be needed, i chatted it several times,

ANI is Autism NetWork International

but not as active with a Con for a few

year(s) now...

so overlapping,

the real stuff is sign this DNR

with PanDemic heard of

in EU even

more and targeting disAbled

elderly and likely just left to die

unSupported...

EsCapePod

Preparing an escape

ala from Scape

AutieCultureAndReentryIntoNormalSociety

path to survive,

the analogy i used if this were a TV

show, not

MozartAndTheWhale another

PBWorks.com back in PBWiki time likely

but disappeared as a set event;and

didn't get updated...

Given links/ invites to other DisCord

Servers, and trying to find

a similar support community

not that AutScape was very supportive

in the traditional sense,

but similar, as all that was / is going

to be lost...

But notices/ pop ups,

mute and introductions

not just one diagnosis/

condition/ lifestyle,

so too much info (TMI)

required to really participate

Can't seem to turn it off,

Silencing the popups

going at 2am 5 am

any time the phone is on,

and not worth it?

will see when / if have time

to look at other servers,

non event not disApperaing ones...

Modified Text

Notice Mod

JDwC🐨🇺🇸(Black🚫📷NoPhoto)Today at 11:58 AM

Title: Computer Mediated FeedBack.

on a personal level

When?: Late in the Con, focusing on the con,

using myself as an example,

I would need a Second,

since that is how things get booked here,

and try seeing things from the other side:

presenting/facilitating,

I don't use video, but others could,

so screen share, and interact,

trying different methods,

for those who have had issues

with this medium and not.

Some is personal feedback,

and text plus voice needed,

but many may prefer video,

AAC welcome,

but i don't know how to use, (other than his wiki)

Other Language(s) Welcome,

but i don't speak much else,

some claim my English ain't so good,

and as an American, it's just not British,

eh, Mate, AussieAccent...

(I'm Pissed in UK means Drunk, so may go 12Step

on Y'all;s arses...)

So anyone up for purging on the event.

NoVAPeers.PBWorks.com is me,

if you know me from that, you might guess how it will go.

If you don't there's 10+ years of my life up there, EnJoy.

(overate like a snake, hotdogx2 can beans, linguine

and sauce with picked up food pantry distribution,

so likely going down for a snake like nap

(Dirty Jobs viewers may relate) (max chars?)

What's Missing?

Roberts Rules of Order?

Nomination process?

Clear Procedures?

or Noobs not expected to understand?

it wasn't a packet of things to sign

and return like F2F AuTreat, that i recall

rules regs, going in as Media, etc...

But anonymous, and privacy,

confidentiality,

etc..

NTs probably get picked on,

Noobs too

and red haired step children from the USA?

/Ducks

What Can Be Found?

Text, More Text and Text,

GoTos

(we're busy look it up equivalent,

TeamUp

Zoom,

DisCord, almost all text...

Suggested Renaming SideConverstaionOnPresentations

GoToClass

and have a link each time

and one to slides...

TeamUp like a menu

Zoom Links

DisCord DisCussions/

Stills in various fun spaces

Lots o Lots o distractions

What Can Not Be Found?

easy scrolling on DisCord with the laptop

version, my scroll bars are basically invisible

show a screenshot here as a Dark example?

How To Analyze?

Lenses

Noob

That's ME this year,

FreshMEat?!

but all are new to online Con...

Kid

Likely some but hopefully have supervision...

Aspie

Let me tell you everything i know

until bored to tears not listening

and walk away, ever happen to you?

Vous?

Moi?

Autie

IDK, Aspie is technically an Autie

just a special case, on the Spectrum

some might say...

Depressive

Leave me alone, i just want to sleep...

More Sleep... Need Sleep...

DysGraphic

not playing scribble like game

identify my Picaso like drawing,

as i've learned over my lifetime

don't do it

but making a graphic for an avatar

given Black (No Photo) interaction

badges, and them taking comments

from people directly will see if i go

White/ Yellow or even (Rarely) Green,

DysLexic

So much text so far, WiFi and data plan

hard wired likely required if constantly

on video across the pond,

likely worse when the work

weekday start and internet traffic

picks up...

Spell check?

Garden gives some time,

edit?

add more there in last?,

or finally check what you're typing?

General Public

Might not care, so few people

percentage / prevalence (sp? e a) of

Autism Spectrum Disorder/

Autie/ Aspie and related,

but when TheShortOfIt

thinks Selectively Mute

or something else,

then get hearing more about it?

and costs, to society,

that We Have a Dream,

all People, Black White,

DisAbled, Poor,

English/ American/ Others

living in peace, nonviolence,

and other political demigod

type stuff...

TheShortOfIt

Assumptions

Couldn't hurt, right?

Or could it?

Can't be that different than in the US?

Or could it?

Virtual v. IRL?

Differences?

Worth looking into?

At What Cost($)?

Time Limits

Registration has closed,

not running day of,

so some privacy in an experience

without more joining last minute,

part of why i waited to journal

this, not sure what's happening

on this continent with

AutTreat/AutSpace, etc...

my last Autreat2012

AutismLinks might contain a consolidation?

haven't looked at it much since...

CountDown emails in Days

Wednesday or Thursday

DisCord opened,

only a couple days,

three days intense

and for some reason resistance to

keeping it open the year after until

planning and starting next years...

Some reason mods are

being overloaded,

but like Alum the learning curve

and the venues,

IRL still exist,

just the people all disappear,

visiting a campus/ConCenter

you've been to is possible,

but in Ether

it disappears too...

Poof

Time's Up

AlaNotIntCon2018

had software environment

(named?)

and that stayed open,

my postings disappeared,

and eventually

I didn't even log in much,

nothing really saved,

and a loss,

imnsho...

As a support function

the people could stay connected,

something largely impossible,

after investing in the learning curve

of the software(s)/ environments,

why not keep it running,

it's the mods?

organizer(s)?

it's not the same,

and that's a plus on some things

a minus on a lot of other,

will see how it weighs in

Pounds?

Grams?

Stones?

Etc

Book Data

All sorts of things to learn,

British books on Autism,

Luke Jackson was mentioned

might look him up as a British Aspie

author...

ISBN

Bound

Pages

index

Links

AutismLinks

Autreat2012

Autreat2011

Autreat2010PoorPitifulMeAndTheTreatmentsIRantOn

Autreat2010Foods

AutieCultureAndReentryIntoNormalSociety

TheAutismCookBookBySusanKDelaine2019

IveBeenEdited

SomePublishedWorks

and likely others

/GoFish

See Legacy2020

GrokAutie/Aspie

AutScape.org

Presentation

and other stuff up there

but registration closed Friday MidNight

so out a luck this year, sorry charlie...

AutScape2020LightningTalk.txt

Freaks Geeks and AssBurgers aka

Luke Jackson

(author reference instead of title)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Freaks,_Geeks,_and_Asperger_Syndrome

The CranBerries Zombie Vevo

https://youtu.be/6Ejga4kJUts

see elsewhere for Content Warnings

save my links, the ones i put up?

DWC has some saved

browser histories, etc...

but between devices screenshots?

and privacy issues...

Be very selective in what graphics i put

up for this Con with the implied

confidentiality, though likely advocates

are rather out about their status,

not everyone is, BlackBadge

(NoPhoto) myself

not really respected see

AutismLinks

for more, but that was Face2Face...

F2F...

TempleGrandin2013

TempleGrandinDVDSPOILING

etc...

lookmeintheeyemylifewithaspergersByJohnElderRobison

Robinson/ Robison spelling diff, etc..

AutTreat

AuTreat.org

ANI/AuTreat seems to be inactive

since 2013

Founders Syndrome?

Burn out?

Wanted to be NonVegan

and someone in charge didn't

so didn't do?

Health issues?

PanDemic issues, IDK

AutSpace

AutSpace.org

goes to AutScape

but there's another one in USA

to find

In the Midwest may be doing something

but only seen for last year,

not a lot of carry over?

Link Harvesting?

mostly for myself but share/

publish?

privacy issues?

Conclusion

Summary of experience or similar

Nothing much first day(s)

frustration with not being heard,

my postings on naming

with British Town names

as meeting locations,

maybe 15 years of

new to me town names,

got removed,

not rewriting/ editing history,

in an AddEvent channel

after Registration

some channels have a Lock on

and enter password oddities,

public like WiFi and settings/ configuration

and mostly decoding how it works

with all the differences,

most want to go to the Bar,

i was pushed to drink,

even virtually,

and the other problems of social

like stuff, one of the reasons

i stopped going to AuTreat

but will see, some of it's me,

some of it's organizing,

Herding Cats

(for dog people?)

MeatForVegetarians

BachelorsRicePuddingVeganOption

OrangeDriedBeefMirage

on through

IveBeenEdited

No tshirt, to prove I survived it,

or even attended, virtual badges,

and other souvenirs (sp?)

memorabilia, given almost

Momento like short term memory

issues likely due to depression meds,

can't perseverate (sp add)

on things you can't

remember, right?

PreEvent Anxiety calmed some

then accepted for LightningTalk

and then didn't want to,

had said maybe, but did it anyways

Courage is doing it anyways

somewhere between that an

removing all doubt..

YMMV

Set the bar / expectations low

for increasing

participation...

See TomSawyer/HuckFinn WhiteWashing

Fences, etc..

So after the event, ended, and a little

rest, but not much, overnight Friday

early am, how to conclude / wrap this up?

One big pile o shit?

(Emoji Shit is categorized as a Person

not Object perhaps like the ShitHead

SignLanguage sign?)

Coding/Scoring Messages Idear

Automating the process of reading

messages, because of the volume

and time, in gMail i may star something

to know i've looked at it,

if not read it,

but other ways of doing that on

other software,

so if Objects were mentioned

Cat say add one of the Cat Emojis

face laughing? crying?

or just sideways cat or cat face

blank?

Verbs? Activities?

Animals?

find a match?

some not found

Otter existed but Seal didn't for example

Leaves

Sprouts

but what they are called

Maple leaf exists,

but ivy like poison ivy didn't

3 Leaf Clover existed?

but not 4 (considered Lucky)

and a symbol of Irish??

Ferns not found, so use what instead

and some for content,

like suggesting Lawyer which didn't

exist, police, and Judge but nothing

on your side/ in your favor,

Professional Medical

Staff with Serpent/ Snake Cadecus(sp?)?

Ambulance exists

several busses,

Trains as Transit very popular

with lots of pictures,

but Scary

say tunnels going where?

Rats existed

Mice existed

and Computer Mouse

so a cute cat photo

make a joke about needs a mouse

to play with (likely kill?)

Say Tom & Jerry like

Cat & Mouse

have a few options...

so not a direct one to one relationship,

and iwthout all the data being dumped

can't process it,

can't get my own data,

as notice put up

and they downgraded to the Suggestion

when Notice really

and didn't move it myself so basicially

what you said doesn't matter,

BitBucket

Spend time getting feedback

but not saving

and not shared,

so a planned experiment on participants

which violates the research thing,

and skipped that,

research Autism if Autistic

seems to be the life path

some have followed,

but it's academic,

perhaps mentors thesis advisors

panel members etc,

but likely more Exploitive

gather many Auties and sell

attendance to researchers,

then set up a room/ presentation

and they interact with Subjects

not Humans/ People...

instead of some clear Sponsors

like Pharm...

Academic Bias

For Venue perhaps finding summer

digs/ place to meet and Academic

facilities, but having an in with them

requires a Faculty Contact,

otherwise expensive

A Summer Intro to College for DisAbled/

DifferentlyAbled

to get to know how things work,

even accessibility for campus,

Vegan Menu, likely sounds/ problems,

ramps, social situations, etc.

and gets a heads up on that,

Summer Research program

small summer jobs elsewhere

before graduating High School

was one of mine,but i had done

community college classes while

in High School, not that helpful,

but CC was a low cost alternative

and might be all that many can/

will do given economy etc...

Paying back my dad for tuition

his 2 year for Private

4 years + a car for Public

showed a Bias as well,

good enough for him

though i think he had other

Grant, possibly religious

and private may have a been

a painful lesson going away to school

is culture shock, mine pretty bad,

AdultLearning and DisAbled

he liked his job, but i guess i

never did, some things i liked

there was topic on work accommodations,

and many people wanting support for

work/ money issues,

but DisAbled generally means can't

work, this NoVAPeers.PBWorks.com is

Hobby, takes a lot of time,

sometimes more than the Con itself,

a 3 day even can take lots of changes

writing, editing, and time thinking about

which isn't even contact time (think hours)

_interruption(s)_

Joined Other DisCords

but Friends is DisCord wide

not just Server,

so confidentiality is broken on other

Servers?

So that boundary is odd...

in TaviGroups terms...

YouTube too

subscribing to someones feed

give them your name/ account info

commenting too,

so quickly becomes a privacy

nightmare...

Just Quit

Like Survivor shows,

just tap out before 21

or 30-40+ days,

it's a Fail, but many legitimate

reasons to do so,

health, others care,

nothing to prove,

not learning anything,

permanent damage

constipation colon blocked

requires surgery if left impacted

serious dehydration,

not meeting personal goals set for it,

etc...

Honorary Autie

The Ask an NT Panel

not described above

i suggested an Honorary Autie

prize/ award to Participants

maybe Autie Friendly

or something as a downgrade

given Academic Bias,

Cultural Bias, etc

How that translates to Black

culture, he's lightskinned,

someone Black likes him,

etc not sure...

individual Beefs say with Vegans

Meltdowns etc especially recorded

and with Organizers/ Mods

might be entertainment

but liable, censored, etc

also abuses of power,

and remedy, soon gets to be

legal problems and international,

at that, EU may not help

if BrExit, Cancel Culture,

can't support Italy high

tough society in Southern EU

a little like New Orleans but that

was a natural disaster

PanDemic is part human

not blame game, but

Greece, high touch culture

OCD and Muslim face mask

like Barka (ultru conservative sp?)

and other stuff gets in the way,

not looking means not breathing

in that direction too,

so centuries old traditions

may have some practical values

as once a century as the only

history we have for Plague,

Germ theory, etc..

Online Only School

As school openings are sounding

online only, maybe that is what

the technology of schools,

and accommodations for Flap

not wave, and other changes

Font Sizes and Positions,

Transcript/ interpretations,

voice not text, text not voice

slowdown, live vs more time,

and other accommodations for

inputs and outputs,

create your own, and locked down

commercial only options

limit what can be changed,

and/or required by law

to be able to change like ADA

as more goes online more

needs to change,

if say Perl is the glue that

holds the internet / Web

together, or Java or PHP

etc being able to come unglued

ot refactor the society/ culture

embodied in software needs to

change too, ALM

(AutieLivesMatter

AllLivesMatter

depends upon it too,

Compression free and open standards,

and other infrastructure to make

it all work likely required too..

Memes

Create your own,

was one talk, but not something

that speeds up things for me

like Chinese characters there are so

many, precompiled like difficult to

process stuff, like my coding messages

with icons/emojis animals that represent

the behavior, bear wants honey,

cat needs mouse entertainment

because human is preoccupied

more lap time, but dogs need to

go out, be walked,

cats can use litter, what about rabbits?

etc. FreeRange and other pet/

companions that help people hold on,

to live past the PanDemic,

SummerHeatWave, other stressors,

going to college, my pet Pony needs

to be near, so a Rural School,

pulls my DogCart of books

computer technology, Gaming collection,

etc. DIY shared helps that,

here's my DIY Light show,

safety and laws when wheelchair/

eBike etc takes to the trails

noises animals don't like

some sensory humans, Auties,

AudiPhiles etc don't like the

spoke/ motor sounds, scares

the deer/ bunnies/ raccoons/fox

coyotes/ penguins, Eagles don't

nest near x,y,z, while auties

are not animals, some sensitivities (sp?)

and diversities, neuro and not,

may help understand and make

a more caring world...

can't we all Get ALong?

isn't that a Human Right?

or is that just a nicety when times

are hard, panDemics, economic

downturns go out the window

NonProfits, startups Governments

ignore, and let those people die,

DNR and other stuff not helping

those others, Black ArmBands

Minorities, extra care needed

as many on the RoofTops

Waiting for Support

and if not get, likely New Orleans

like Abandonment results..

Discussion

A place for feedback on the page presented

What makes a community welcoming?

Is it the RainBow flag outside Churches

when many are Bibilically (sp?) opposed?

IS it saying Hello and Greeting,

or is that a NT (NeuroTypical)

PointLess SmallTalk and a waste

of breath/air/ masks?

Does it translate to Americanisms?

What supports and differences are there

in the American and British/ EU systems

given ADA is turning 30 Years Old

if the theme of the Con is Visions,

and the year is 2020, what might

2025 and 2030 be like?

How about 2060? given 30 years of ADA?

WHO and ICD learning given some

people's (well, trump's) on WHO?

Is Fauci a Doc or a Politician?

What PanDemic effects are positive,

if it puts stuff online, that otherwise

would have required expensive,

and bureaucratic messes like getting

a PASSPort, VISA, subjected to Bangers

and Mash, Haggis, and Fish and Chips

much less Reliance on Tea

and Colonialism($)

Am i still the Same PITA

like No Matter Where You Go There You Are,

BuckaRoo BonZai across the 8th Dimension?

Or is it a GeoGraphical Cure to another Problem?

Compare and contrast commerical

YouTube videos with Ads,

would that be alllowed in school?

or free Premium implied,

no ads,

so how long does it take to do

that media project given unknown

commerical break times?

License

Creative Commons Share and Share Alike,

Non Commercial, Non Derivative,

for the whole site's contents

unless otherwise explicitly stated

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20200731 Jerry

adding some Day 4
notice page goes 70+Kb(orB)
so getting pretty big
separate into Day Pages instead?
that gives Header Level 4
visible as Level 3
oddly -level as a DisCord command
may do something else...
and reaching conclusions
had proposed a FeedBack session
which might have gone awray (sp?)
divergent, instead of converging
so might be a while,
Sunday the worse when it's flushed
the Server gets deleted/
thinking they have to have mods
when really their own insecurities,
controlling nature(s)

20200730 Jerry

editing
sectinoalizing
add day3-4?
late start plenary

20200729 Jerry

post day processing,
early mourning drivel
some typos
add link(s)
soundtrack to the movie rights?
more drivel/ MourningPages2019
FreeWriting, less editing,
get through the event,
then clean this up?
SelfCare helps in a marathon type event
schedule like this
and that is just as a participant
Synergistically with depression(s)
I'm not generally an event person,
as might sleep through the time frame
like i did for finals in collage early on
GF was more interesting than Books
+Dsylexia
=17 year program for BS/BIS degree
and with disability Masters program didn't
make sense...
Even with Ph.D. Parents
and professional degree sibling
YMMV
Do ti while you are Young,
you may not have the energy later
type advice in research environment(s)
i worked in...
LabRat101Circa2012
AdNausium

20200728 Jerry

adding LightningTalk

20200727 Jerry

Adding ConDay1
some Sectionalizing
Stay Tuned?
or take a nap?
IDK heat wave here again 100Degrees Heat Index
but at least not Texas storms/ Hurricane?

20200725 Jerry

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