AutScape2021
from
SituationalAssessmentTemplate2017
Introduction/Definition/etc
As previously mentioned
(where ? OutSideDogs2021 ?
Nope: SVLaVagaBlonde2021 ...)
I've registered for
AutScape2021
despite my better judgment
given AutScape2020
AutScape2020LightningTalk.txt
and associated
DisCord experiences...
Body
Original Text
BackGround
Perhaps a what's my motivation
here,
after three (3x) consecutive AuTreats
(2010-2012 inclusive InPerson
online wasn't even considered
see
AutismLinks
which may contain most of them
but in general look for
Autreat2010PoorPitifulMeAndTheTreatmentsIRantOn
Autreat2010Foods
SomeGoodThingsAboutAutreat
AutieCultureAndReentryIntoNormalSociety
Autreat2011
MoreAutreat2011PostProcessing
Autreat2012
...
)
Developed a Bucket List item
to get to the other one
but required overSeas
travel which is Expensive,
requires a PassPort, Visa, etc ...
approximately 8 years pass,
(going on 10 by now)
PanDemic
JustSayNoToConVid2020
happens
and hear from being on email lists
and it's OnLine so I signed up
and attended (traumatically?)
AutScape2020
even giving a Lightning Talk (5 min max)
on AAGW,
local support group involvement
AutScape2020LightningTalk.txt
at last year's...
Similar but different
StanFordNeuroDiVergentSummit2020
AutismExPlainedTeachAbleCon2020
AutismMedia2020
is most
but maybe not all of them
(
OxFordPhiloSophyDisAbilityAndSocialChangeVirtCon2020
kind of TanGential)
for background reading
if interested/
necessary/
extremely bored...
More may exist,
smaller events
and had a Mozart And The Whale
movie screening which i created a
separate PBWorks site,
but lost that
when not updated,
ReClaimed space by host server...
Registration
A while before the
(Friday BeFore) deadline,
may have helped,
and doing from home,
off public WiFi and inside...
This time PayPal did the trick
converted US Dollars $
to British/ UK Pounds
bank charged $1? (n%)
in foreign transfer
transaction fee?
about 20Pounds
turns into about $30
with fees, etc...
Last year, I was outside sweating
into a screen and my eyes,
plus i couldn't see well in the sun,
overheated from walking or bicycling there,
registering last minute
(time zones with deadlines? +/- UTC)
from a library public WiFi outside,
being spit upon too, iirc,
it seemed by kid(s) walking by,
(cars along the way also possible
as is my own snot &/or sweat etc)
so not so clear how
what happened last year...
Later checking with a bank to transfer
wanted $20 more in fees
and money tight,
figured maybe paying this year
helps make up for it,
but don't have to do work study
type assignment either...
IIRC AuTreat (see AutismLinks etc)
has had to participate/ volunteer,
not sure it was even reduced fees
to get in that way or not...
Work/Study and/or Scholarship like...
And registration closed last Friday?
(extended?)
so likely not as much stalking
as has happened recently
and elsewhere...
Will see...
Yet another reason not to hang out
on DisCord...
DisCord Dumped
A bad experience there
difficulty getting in
link didn't work,
PDF instructions,
wanted already logged in,
and hadn't used in months,
app updating, etc...
Eventually got in,
and a ticket to get all the way in,
which wanted the registration code
from TicketTailor or similar booking site,
Poked around see what channels,
Multiple Chats 1, 2
kind of an overflow, afaict,
some people gathering around
on channel(s),
but not really chatting to me,
but there, and didn't want that,
perhaps a MozartAndTheWhale like
experience, see what oddity showed up
after leaving last year after follow on
DisCord site (aka Autopia?)
while others likely stayed...
After some swarming like around me,
jumped on about AuTreat foods
tone of you're wrong
it was Vegetarian Not Vegan
basically the same to me,
i'm not (v*),
for some reason
a really bad feeling
about that interaction,
went to Mod Ticket channel
where one would request help
with moderation, (also only ones
who could add a moderator)
and asked if need help
and to mod
the very same abuser jumped on/in
picking up my ticket,
then didn't understand
what i was saying,
so have to repeat myself,
a typical abuse situation,
(your not worth hearing, ego++/--)
another problem person came on,
and arrogantly we don't need,
and not given,
tried making me a registration slave,
so Dumped it,
typed Bye,
closed the ticket/channel
and left the server.
This type of stuff isn't right,
and not worth the time sink + abuse,
for something that ultimately
is not even being saved,
for later referral,
reading, research,
a yearly library,
and timeline, etc
Basically an archive...
Plus a big hassle trying to keep
up with the flood of text...
Besides the egos involved
and ganged up upon/ jumped on...
and basically abused/ slavery...
Having seen Long Song movie
seemed similar brutality...
Home aka Small Groups
Wasn't clear how to get in
a 0300 am one exist(s)
(later heard Australia time)
which i had woke and went back
down and missed
so SignUp for another,
some hours waiting time
(in between aka DoNut
in my day/schedule)...
Mostly females and
one male chair/lead,
i've suggested two people
coLead them for safety,
but doesn't look like
that was even heard,
considered, much less
implemented...
Many duplicate Chairs/Leaders,
same person doing two HGs,
so fewer options for moi...
30-45 minutes each day of the event,
afaict. some start later,
i.e. not morning before the main/
intro Zoom opening...
Some starting Next Day,
evening/ later,
generally working around
a big block of academic core
AM/PM blocks
so fill in earlier,
mid day/ lunch here, dinner there,
late evening there, dinner time here
etc...
Only One male Lead,
and i've argued with him,
via the organizations' list email(s),
so not many options for moi...
Turns out HomeGroups use
a private DisCord channel each
for between Zoom call time connections,
which won't be happening with me,
at least...
Other Schedule, HG, DisCord, Etc Issues
Other things I'm going to miss
not using DisCord,
an LGBTQ+ etc
DisCord only chat/video?
no biggie, i'm not LGBTQ+
so a special interest,
but not mine..
and some other DisCord only
not Zoom events
A Media movie/ play?
iirc one last year was too intense/
emo for me...
And one pet interaction changed
from DisCord to Zoom perhaps on my
comments, and other stuff
It was said in one HG that you
can try others, so i've been
nomadic/ multi homed
and trying many
if not most, see what the differences are:
size (3-~10),
time (early am 0300a here,
0400a here,
0700a here,
1200Noon here,
1700p here, etc)
and not all on the hour,
but mostly what I did
leader skills,
what discussed, etc...
Experience with multiple might help
in choosing and eventually
maybe volunteering to lead/chair
one myself, i was considering
but no training / background,
as no co/ training position one year
and do next, sort of built in succession...
besides the safety of another person
(witness, etc)
and perspective
someone to bounce off experience with,
typical of Training Groups,
Tavistock experiential (+TGroups)
with
RacismAnonymous
(Howard University Diversity
non Residential Tavi Groups)...
My Zoom Issues
It's not OpenSource,
can't modify
say wave instead of clap,
and other accessibility stuff...
A New transcript pop up
and who sees this
interfering with usability,
plus connection problems,
as many at 10+ disconnects
reconnects in single session,
audio sounds like stuttering,
and then usually drops...
plus other stuff...
TeamUp Calendaring
Why can't just use iCal/vCal/ ISO/RFC/etc
or other standards based time management?
At least with an export to standards???
Why yet another App approach?
While not M$ Team(s),
at least, that i can tell...
so a kind of a waste,
imnsho...
Event InfoSheet
Find out after registered & paid
"Rules" sort of stuff
prohibits BackChannel
(Chat disabled during most talks,
sometimes reopened after
for talk and Question Answer)
so severely limiting my participation
in the event...
But the Info email contained
a calendar like dump
so copy and paste
into a spreadsheet
and do the conversions of
BST to EDT -5
for myself,
listing both their time and mine (local)...
Which is and has been as tumbling block
in participating a Zoom testing/ intro
already missed, happened 5 hours
or so before when i looked at time
and was going to try
the first link in the email
Zoom link invalid, figured out
already happened, no password,
etc
Will see looking at the schedule
roughly 5 days,
while dumping DisCord
saved me some more,
before and after,
small talk, largely a waste, ironically
most Autism/ Aspie people seem to think
but somehow this crowd is addicted
to DisCord?
Put it on a computer and
They're hooked,
but I walked away..
later stating
"BoyCotting Dis/DysCord"
or similar...
Before Day(s)/Prep
Get some errands done including
exercise, but can't find
cheap gallon bottled water,
so ended up with individual bottles
in a case and expensive and difficult
to carry, but turns out Lidl is moving
into where SafeWay was
in Baileys Crossroads,
throwing distance (well kinda)
past/ behind Dicks Sporting Goods
from
AldiBXRdsGrandOpening2019
HarborFreightToolsBxRdsOpen2020
...
The construction for that
needed welder(s)
but i'm not working,
can't as disabled,
but seems it would be fun
to weld something
that turns into the building(s)
i may end frequenting...
Good for Competition,
sodas (non SucraLose),
bottled water,
occasional electronics,
tools,
lawn/ camping gear, etc
Different sales/ foods, etc...
LidlHaulByHandCartTruck2021
LidlMerriFieldGrandOpening2021
LidlSilverCrestAudio2021
LidlSilverCrestPremiumBT4HeadSet2021
etc...
Schedule Conflicts
Will likely miss some things
from the Con
as have other commitments,
but will see,
may be just a few minute(s)
and online waiting,
where may have public wifi,
may not, just stay on then?
FriDay Half Day
Lighter schedule
as travel time usually
(for in person events)
and settling in...
Like Welcome night /afternoon
AuTreat
Autreat2010PoorPitifulMeAndTheTreatmentsIRantOn
Autreat2011
Autreat2012
...
had interesting
show and tell time,
get to know time
_Have To Lookup What Happened_
Main Program stuff,
iirc...
Two main talks
and associated other stuff
(from memory/
may have to move around later)
Orientation
see elsewhere here,
seems duplicated somewhere
and likely one of the first things
History
From the sort of Jim Sinclair
type person of the event,
a founder/ board chair, iirc
but maybe less outwardly controlling,
a history of the movement/
how we got here,
mentioning fashioned after/
perhaps direct descendant (sp?)
of AuTreat(s)
but no direct quotes, likely online,
to see for yourself,
participant observer
and sort of welcome...
DisClosure
To self disclose the diagnosis,
or not, a paired research and
sufferer type talk,
both perspectives, but a
LabRat type environment
on center stage/ main ring
of Zoo Animals feel...
Sparklies1
nothing to show
but fun to see
some Christmas in July like lights,
many very unique
some projecting
lots of Star Wars like light swords/sabres
suggested a virtual duel,
and some how to,
was thinking someone could make
a business of buying bulk and selling
these type of things,
but like Girl Scout Cookies eating
all the profits might be a problem...
Sorry can't sell this/
i'm playing with it...
MINE!
more participatory than lecture
filled can't chat during talk,
asked a question of organizer
how many people were in person
and the connection went again
been up and down, YoYoing,
but during what i was asking
seems almost intentional,
and can't rule that out,
net traffic, and techniques on how,
etc, hackers/crackers,
net problems,
and no support available
in general and at that time(s)..
but left as topic got to
individual support asked of chair,
where last year i'd stayed around
for a witness if it went badly...
Some rest during the day
eating when could
quick bathroom and liquid
breaks, between things
generally 5-10 minutes
between, but check email,
play games to calm
and that time is gone quickly
add in charging devices/
HeadSet
LidlSilverCrestPremiumBT4HeadSet2021
which shows battery,
but not opened 2nd yet
for charging and switch
connection changes, etc...
Might be individual talks
to add here but have to
review days later to see,
as keeping up after tired
and multitasking writing this
while a HG day+ later
and try synthesizing
processing
and making any sense
out of the output of this...
TBD
Late and tired,
just drop off,
have to pace self with this stuff,
full on/ very full schedule(s)
basic program and what is more
optional/ fun, entertainment
SaturDay Full Day
0300 AM Zoom HG
Finally got to an early HG
Australian Time so +10
(Nota Bien: + not - like US)
or whatever hours
and really time shifting problems
Only two other people
and interesting
prep for presentation,
so good to go to,
some connection
and i tried giving a lot of advice
a problem with some programs
Very Early
can't talk with thin walls,
so typing only
and a huge DoNut in the day
before other things...
Good to try and
going to,
but might be difficult
to keep up with...
Introduction/Orientation
Repeat of things
mostly already know
IIRC i think i mentioned
something they didn't know
Zoom Save Chat
only works on
laptop under Linux client
Not on SmartPhone Android app,
for me, used to think couldn't host
with SmartPhone but later see
i could, based on other use of Zoom...
Orientation continued
but turned Technology
and got into DisCord use,
so i dropped off,
as don't care,
plus can't see the screen,
others couldn't and I mentioned
left column is names of channels
very top level and finally
dawned on person speaking /
presenting that others
can't follow/ see...
_LookupIndividualTalksToAddHere_
(from memory,
move around as needed)
(Some Academic like
more Boring stuff to me)
a mid day?
Autistic Meditation
around 3x during the con
at about mid day,
but on a PRivate Zoom
and it required a Zoom account
to attend, as likely wanted to know
who you are, specifically
and pulled/ shared from google account
details to find out, fill in registration
which is a Privacy problem for me
i followed along with the process
until it wanted an accept Zoom
terms and conditions,
which seemed like a lot to ask,
going private on something that
is basically a Con Event,
intrusive too, so dumped that too,
didn't finish registering
for a Zoom account,
and cancelled/ aborted/
didn't finish, some concern
of how much information
about me was lost/disclosed
kind of like call in Zoom
publishing your phone number
to the room(s)
and being unListed/
stalked, etc...
Day ended with
Neuro(Diversity) Pride
(Asked about using
some other term than Price
which is one of the Deadly Sins,
to some religious,
but got flack?)
what i was saying seemed
it was not really considered
and presenter(s) didn't take
the question to answer
afaict...
LGBTQ+ etc
follow along conversations/
discussion and going to DisCord
possible later /late day
Home Groups
try another
bad feelings
relate to animals
better than humans
group Leader tasked to
group somehow
what animal are you?
making ourselves
less than human
for the ego/processing
needs of the chair/Lead,
then likely being reported
as creepy?
while sticking around for
my question asking
and not getting an answer/reply...
In secondary HG
stated sampling HGs
in some i joined
Most people join first day(s)
and progressively what said
at each about why I was there,
some replacement of DisCord
community sense,
get more of a feel of the
people of the event,
substitute flood of text
on DisCord
with some smaller /
drop in small groups...
perhaps like a Teaching Assistants
in School/ Uni...
I'm not above
redesigning the event,
Very Large presentations
and Small/ HomeGroups,
not much in between,
this could level it out with
some medium size parts..
SunDay Full Day
0400a HG
try another
with male lead
some apprehensive of showing
up given history with the guy
online and in person
at Autreat2012 ?
(less problems iirc)
Sensory Trauma
ironically
connection problems again
and start typing
question during chat
disconnecting before even
sending the chat comment/
question...
A traumatic experience
interacting with the trauma talk,
meta, but unbelievably bad
experiences...
(somewhere in here?)
Advocacy
sort of odd
PC / tolerant/ low key?
write out responses
to these situations,
kind of/ very much like
AVeteransSonLaughsAndSpitsAtMe2011
HippieClownCamp2011
exercises responding to his
received correspondence
one of which was a market
mother of a disabled
Not dead yet,
are tou in the box with the disabled?
we try making a tolerant/ loving environment,
and ending with a have a nice day,
what a shop keep would likely
be required to do if corporate
not sole proprietor / Mom & Pop Shop
seems a bit Open All Day and Night
BBC BritSitCom...
One where i responsed just
look at Jim Sinclairs
AuTreat/ ANI
Don't Mourn for Us
while might have been read out
from chat / text and commented
upon, audio went starting to be
predictably during that time frame...
so didn't hear what the comments
were about what i wrote out...
Lecture
Attractive young blonde
professional woman
in nature or similar topic
missed most/all of it
shower
been days without
getting smelly etc
including
brush teeth
change bedding
HG
writing this drivel
and missed start
showed a movie
i missed
and basically didn't connect
much at all
mind on dumping this info
onto here...
MonDay Full Day
HGs
Made like 3
various interactions
YearBook ReCording?
by then i started asking about
recording the small/ home group
for possible use in the
FeedBack/ BackChannel
Lightning Talk...
Getting different responses from
each, one let me by giving me host
and i played a video clip related to
masking,
LeaveMeAlone2021
and on to recording a group waving,
as HG Leader/Chair didn't know how,
and gave Host,, not CoHost,
which wasn't isn't possible on the
free limited 40 min max accounts,
afaict...
I gave host back and thanked,
saving on my machine a small
clip at the end with the group waving
luckily it worked, but had to transcode
afterwards, concerned about space,
all the required software(s) there,
what format MP4? or what formats,
OggVorbis preferred, but will see..
One Male Lead said can't record,
against privacy rules of the con,
further making me wish i hadn't
stopped into that HG,
besides the person talking all the
way though most/ dominating
or filling the void, idk,
but something to consider
when/ of ever lead/ or how
to choose/ rechoose if that
happens...
More likely for me no one shows
up, and sit there by myself
to a half an hour or more...
Most of the day was taken
preparing and kvetching
over giving a lightning talk
or not, when, how,
what, etc...
plus had something else
i need to do for self care...
Requiring off site for couple
hours...
and came back to my door open,
likely SlumLords2013
again with UnLawFul Entry,
as snickering like office front
desk guy lurking/ menacing
around too...
I had thought he had finally
been fired with
PoliticalHateCrimes2021
but apparently there is not
justice in this world,
and further unsettling
as a mood destroyer
for presenting...
Lightning1
Snakes
there was a talk about
Snakes
i was busy with below...
BackChannel(s) by Moi
SomeAutScape2021FeedBack.Notes.G90.HP.txt
wrote up
adding while doing other stuff,
and late determination of which
Lightning1
or Ligthning2
time slot,
one near full (2 openings)
and one near empty (1 already, 7 openings)
I had to add myself to the
agenda, talking up,
on chat, i'm here, what about moi?
(am i nothing/ non human?/ don't count?
after all that prep effort? and waiting/
missing other things
+stayed up instead of rested)
i guess the late entry was a problem
then send out the schedule/ list/
set list, etc
I had to ask for ScreenShare
and I didn't get CoHost /
ScreenShare privs
on the laptop with keyboard,
only on a smartphone
which helped with the graphical
emojis i had just added,
chat didn't work, i couldn't talk
to EveryOne to send the file
i was reading from out
but mentioned that it was up here,
someone else added the full link
I basically punted, a calm
perhaps even flat affect
show stoppingly (sp?)
negative/ down tone,
the Host said i could do it again
the next day,
which i don't think i replied to,
someone asked a question
basically belittling the presentation
you
reductionisticly (sp?) only one thing
chat disabled is an accessibility thing for you?
i should hav e refused to answer
showing how bad it is not to be heard/
excluded, etc,
but acquiesed (sp?)
after being beaten down
on so many org & tech issues
right before show time,
and the one before me wasn't
there then was, being at the end of
the talk list both good and bad,
some more time but more time to
get nervous things go wrong,
mood of the audience, other problems,
and one was i think the cohost slots
filled up why the couldn't didn't give
it on the other device (LapTop
HPProBook645In2018
running
Ubuntu2104DevelOnHP2021
which is required for chat save
& File Send, as Android app doesn't do it
but I did scroll through the file
saying people could read it
on their own, assuming think
something like me with pseudocode (sp?)/
JerrySpeak type bastardized language)
but i set the bar really low for others
to participate (opening next day),
see you can do better than this talk,
i just / am giving,
almost a Huck Finn / Tom Sawyer
type approach to whitewashing fences,
other chores type stuff...
The rest of the day was a blur,
i think i got some rest,
got questioned about how the talk
went and starting to get annoyed
at all the question(s)...
CountDown2
(diff vs. a q&a quiz?)
(maybe next day?)
Got on late?
perhaps after eating?
a nap?
someone else came on late then
too, and we got the rules/
process, i called it
Not Jeopardy
and Very British,
(runs out Wheel of Fortune is closer
than Jeopardy, been a decade since
i've really even seen those)
the game is pulling from two decks of Letters
Vowels and Consonants (soft and hard sounds)
where in Wheel of Fortune you can
they use the chat, which is mostly my domain
in HG and other places, some presenters/Hosts
realized it is also some people's really only
communication / Life /Hot/ Warm Line
if not using Video, Audio/Voice, nor DisCord,
and the game goes for 9 letters,
put in a row box
ironically standing on top of a Lego Box
to lift up to WebCam?
and you are to make the longest word
possible out of the 9 letters up there,
a reverse jumble type?
I found it annoying and said so,
saying i was leaving because of that,
and got a Good Riddance
likely from the next contestant
who may have gotten a bad sportsman
like conduct, and put at the end of the queue
or kicked out, idk, we don't treat people like
that here or some other admonishment?
I normally wouldn't do a He Said She Said
quoting like thing, but when directed at me,
having so many problems with this
event/ org, seems like even the advocacy
talk wanted specifics/ facts, examples
instances, etc on which to base an opinion
action, justification, etc...
Evening (there)
Sparklies2
While still light out / daytime here
i had some bunny ears that light up
and showed that without my ugly mug/
face, hopefully, seems they are
red and blue, almost police colours
so might want to be careful with them
lest i be considered Law EnforceMent,
internationally other colors may be used,
and without a Siren, badge, uniform, etc...
TuesDay Full Day
HG Byes
Annoyingly home groups were
asking what you liked about the
con, and only really answer / option
was positive things,
having had a really hared time
with things and being a depressive
further alienating/ distancing/ excluding,
experienced...
Most followed on with DisCord,
but BoyCotting that, so no real
lasting connection(s). A couple
i may have given an email
but haven't and probably won't
hear from...
Seems like it tried sending the file
in HG that i Couldn't in Lightning1
until after most had left , a few
seconds the menu item worked,
before closed, so might have
been seen but couldn't do anything
with as window closes automagically
tragically/ abruptly...
Lightning2
eventually filled up
not sure by my actions,
likely not,
but attacker/ DisCord Mod Ticket woman
was part of the administration of it,
and didn't want more
power over problems,
like with the
Ask a Mod ticket(s)
to be a Mod
following Vegan/Vegetarian
technicality...
leading to the
Dumping DysCord
ReCording
suggested recording these
they refused/ didn't record mine,
(had mentioned in the email to
sign up for Lightning Talk,
but didn't get, so vacate/
recind (sp?) offer to talk???)
afaict, despite asking for it
in the signup process,
something going on there,
some of the best stuff
of the conference isn't even
in the online history of the event
which leads to an Ableist view of
the situation/ event,
if Participants can't be ReCorded
and only Professionals/ Academics
"Organizers" can
then there is a Class based
divide/ ClassIsm
AbleIsm, Eliteism, etc...
Perpetuated in something likely
fashioned/ inspired by
Autreat2010PoorPitifulMeAndTheTreatmentsIRantOn
SomeGoodThingsAboutAutreat
For and By Autistics
but still somehow claiming to be
welcoming to all
/Cough...
Spoken Word
a heart felt testimonial
of life as an Autist,
or similar...
BurnOut etc?
Zero Waste
an eco sensitive
talk about saving the planet
from plastics/ etc,
though all the individual shipping
through AmazonVille2018
may be just if not more damaging,
afaict...
Bamboo towels that can be washed
reused 100 or so times,
may be something to look out for,
imnsho...
Poetry
Attractive Bubbly?
Young lady/ artist
(seemed French?)
DisPlayed
oddly
White Spaced
text
with voice over
reading her Poems...
AAC presenter/presenting
happened
but seemed cut short,
all i see is this type of display:
a keyboard touchscreen
and some buttons
no video screen
and a carer person hovering/
helicopter parenting/ etc?
Cutting Jeans
While had a conflict with the
guy in a
CountDown2
was the last of the set of 8
LTalks...
Ironically a sound of scissors
and making stuffing for his sister's
crafts, had wondered what was
happening, like tools to leg
and/or other risky/ questionable
behaviors seen while in HG
(pulling nails out of a sign/club?
taken to protest?)
or similar... Near the
why am i being reported
by an abusive/authoritarian (sp?)/
etc somehow off Lead/Char
End
Really over for me
after presented/
Punted
Lightning1
Down hill from here
and the talks were less interesting/
relevant to me
Some DisCord follow on,
one
Community TV show
with an Autistic type main character
Ask An NT
usually entertaining
but a flood of questions
mine typed in on Chat,
and never got picked up
to be asked/answered
s/question/answer/
How does it feel
to be a token/outnumbered?
Does it hurt to think like that?
snarky but similar...
Closing
not the end of time
but end of main program
other assorted stuff
following
AskANT
EveningEntertainments
Again asked
ReCordThis
but participants aren't to be
recorded,
some two step approval,
request and confirm at the time
may limit the pressured to
be recorded, protections,
but seemingly reinforcing the
Classism/Ableist
practicalities...
People performing music
including a
VirtualGuitar
electronica
Electronica2015
Theramin
not air guitar,
pretend, but really a
sophisticated instrument
which may require some
more investigation/
consideration...
An Accessible Guitar?
for those without
fine motor control?
Theramin like
wave hand over to produce
sound, but not a plate and
magnetic/ laser?
plus a slide, etc
the AfterParty
trying to break the record
of how late the after party goes,
had continuing connectivity
problems,
i fell asleep
and came back to find they
had broke the 0400a there time
record of how late they stayed
and partied...
Soft of buried the hatchet
with one person seeing in a
different/ off duty role(s)...
Text doesn't do justice
to a lot of things,
this included...
Modified Text
All sorts of retractions,
redacting and other stuff,
names left out to protect the
innocent, / disAdvantaged,
etc...
What's Missing?
Details,
links to actual recordings
say made public on
AutScape YouTube Channel?
What Can Be Found?
Some fun,
for as much as i actually feel
positive emotions...
Opportunities to advocate
for systemic change even
within the alternative
Autistic Community
Organizations...
What Can Not Be Found?
My glasses,
when back up
and need to pee/
defecate
Hope they don't crunch...
How To Analyze?
Lenses
Noob
ATeamVoice: I pity the fool who's first
AutScape this is...
Kid(s)
Irrc there was some daycare arranged
at Autreat2010PoorPitifulMeAndTheTreatmentsIRantOn
etc
i don't see that here,
online and some people's kids around,
i generally can't tell how old people are,
OnLine,
and we lost one, an elder/researcher,
died of cancer or similar,
memorial service
as part of the published programme/
schedule, not sure if i met here,
maybe through AAGW?
First name seems
familiar, but likely emails only?
Dis/Diss/Dys/Hiss
Tables are turned
Ask an NT
usually funny to see how
we are treated, and ask
Normal$ what / how/
Why on Earth?
Many inside jokes there...
GeneralPublic
Not sure much awareness
of Autism nor interest...
Assumptions
Learning is good,
Autism is it's own sort of animal
and cross training on it,
Substance abuse,
Mental Health
and Intellectual DisAbilities,
are the three big silos
of Human Services
type stuff..
Sampling Events
Strike 1
Strike 2,
Strike 3
you're Out...
Time Limits
5 days once a year
+/- yearly planning
carry over
DisCord follow on etc
Very Full Days
after first half day
Friday
and Technically Half Day
TuesDay,
but some associated thing
non MainProgram
EveningEnterTainments
HG
etc
online reducing a lot the get there
to each new place,
but some links following
lookup, research which,
competing etc
Book Data
Several books pimped at the
event,
many side hustles/
side businesses, might need
clearer Conflicts Of Interest
monetarily on these...
ISBN
Bound
CopyRight
Pages
index
Links
AutScape2021
SomeAutScape2021FeedBack.Notes.G90.HP.txt
AutScape2020LightningTalk.txt
AutScape2020
WalledGardens2021
LidlSilverCrestAudio2021
LidlSilverCrestPremiumBT4HeadSet2021
LidlMerriFieldGrandOpening2021
LidlHaulByHandCartTruck2021
MoreOrLessLidl2021
Lidl2021
DisAbledGlassCeiling2020
OxFordPhiloSophyDisAbilityAndSocialChangeVirtCon2020
StanFordNeuroDiVergentSummit2020
AutismExPlainedTeachAbleCon2020
HarborFreightToolsBxRdsOpen2020
AldiBXRdsGrandOpening2019
AutieCultureAndReentryIntoNormalSociety
AutismLinks
MoreAutreat2011PostProcessing
Autreat2012
Autreat2011
Autreat2010Foods
Autreat2010PoorPitifulMeAndTheTreatmentsIRantOn
/GoFish
Many more likely found if look,
and search, reading more
like finding milk in the back of a
store, have to walk through other
stuff, and impulse/ read/shop...
Conclusion
Summary of experience or similar
Not yet started,
not that nervous about it,
which would be typical Autie/Aspie
Dumped my main problem,
and others rear their ugly heads,
play like whack a mole?
And other stuff going on...
Locally heat wave,
and end of month,
so not a lot of conflicts,
but may appear
just because i have
other things to do,
which would be typical
ScheduleAndOtherAbuse
...
Really low Hump Day,
(similar to mid WeekDay
aka WednesDay
1/2 point, shifted from FriDay
start)
schedule/ foods
reactions to Abusive HGs
ReJections/ etc
what?
Light At The End of The Tunnel
Mid Point,
decide to try another LightningTalk
and some ambivalence (sp?)
over Lightning1 or Lightning2
time slot,
could have put out an ultimatum
Lighning1 or will cancel
renig/ etc
but didn't and got in by
the end of the window,
for a talk to be given
30? minutes later?
0911a recall the time,
for a 1000a start slot
but late in that block,
ironically 007
of 8 slots,
think one went unfilled?
5 minutes each,
clock starts when got setup?
or on the stage as it were,
etc...
The informal stuff is somehow
better,
the Participant led/ performing
is somehow like Auties Got Talent,
or similar game shows/ competitions,
some have musical ability,
i have I play the Radio
as my instrument,
this keyboard sound would be
a Philip Glass Art of Noise
or similar AvantGuard/
Garde, piece of S*
but to each their own...
Y(M|Km|Nm)MV
After some rest,
decompressing/
eating/ errands etc,
maybe some perspective
returns, or
AutieCultureAndReentryIntoNormalSociety
thinking a mid range or offer
doing a Jitsi comparison
by doing a home group in that,
another Lightning talk,
and/or host that,
but like with this year,
given who was in charge of recruiting
training, etc, i'm likely not helping
again, will see, may have forgotten
by then, will see (2)...
As some say,
InSanity is doing
the same thing
over and over
and expecting different results...
Discussion
A place for feedback on the page presented
What do you expect of disability Cons?
Anything from
WhatDoesJerryWantFromCons
and those were MH...
Have you met people who are
Autistic/ On The Spectrum,
etc?
And?
So much, compressed schedule
how do you survive a marathon
type event?
What protections do you require
and which are NannyState
Ableist masquarading (sp?)
as Protections and Safety?
If you can do some things
but only a certain way,
is it
TIMTOWTDI?
Or what?
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