CloseOut2021
from
SituationalAssessmentTemplate2017
- Introduction/Definition/etc
- Body
- Original Text
- i spent it in bed/ hammock,
- backup this
- and cat/Dog got it's tail,
- XMas Carol by Dickens
- Comedy2021
- InspectionFailings2021
- PublicPrivatePartnerShips2021/
- ProfitsNonProfitsSuck2021
- so GasLighting,
- sleep through inspections
- sick,
- from the 4 day old Sweets,
- (and other stuff, likely much more serious)
- Then i dropped a milk container,
- listening to music, loud and blocking
- /SaveTendToLoseLongWindedDrivel
- Comedy2021
- Jewish girl stripping instead of old men,
- another hot chick comedian,
- and some Aussie guy
- took a childhood buddy
- with Muscular DysTrophy (MD)
- to a Hooker/Brothel
- Patch Adams ReViews 2021
- Commenting on An Evening With Robin Williams
- VirtualFriends2021
- BettyWhiteDied2021
- a Week with VirtualFriends2021
- fireWorks going off
- not eating much
- packaging got my tub,
- ReInspection
- FirstPass on the bags of packaging
- EggCartons
- trying to use up TurkeyFryOil
- kids showing up, fans i guess,
- Robin doing a newsman/ homeless
- when i can push aside the ReInspection
- HitListing by others, volunteering
- So how to end on a good note?
- lonely despite VirtualFriends2021
- not a good way to end the 2021
- but ican't be him gotta be myself,
- MorePilingOnAKAHarassment2021
- Hearts2022
- so tired device falling out of my hands,
- Modified Text
- What's Missing?
- What Can Be Found?
- What Can Not Be Found?
- How To Analyze?
- Lenses
- Noob
- Kid(s)
- Dis/Diss/Dys/Hiss/Etc
- GeneralPublic/Population
- Assumptions
- Time Limits
- Book Data
- Links
- Conclusion
- Discussion
- some gPhotos facial recognition
- License
- Page History
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Introduction/Definition/etc
So New Year's Eve or some such spelling
end of 2021
some FireWorks,
heard of Australia/ New ZeaLand
other parts of the World celebrating
and how i filled my day,
and maybe some look forward?
Stranger things have happened...
Body
Original Text
Like most/ many days
i spent it in bed/ hammock,
which kind of difficult to sleep,
ironically, as getting old,
have more hammocks,
both stand and the hammock
part(s), and this one sagging
wonder when i have to replace it,
do i have to fall first?
or like new year, new hammock?
backup this
novapeers_2022_01_01.1.zip
(also in the subHeader on FrontPage
Legacy2020
Legacy2019
Legacy2017
but oddly no Legacy2021
but might find other fragments somewhere(s)
/GoFish)
so put up one
somehow it's got tomorrow's date already,
and cat/Dog got it's tail,
chasing it some problems
of putting up today/ tomorrow
when today not done yet,
and tomorrow just a future
like the blank Future 2021
of the
XMas Carol by Dickens
GHostsPast2021
Present2021
and FutureNeverHappensMan2021
(also an empty link, go Figure...)
always future
Nothing very funny,
some/ most rather sad,
but to try and improve my mood,
with all the
when told i had passed a long time ago
something's off there, very much/badly...
so like competing Demo and RePublic
badly and GridLock,
for Profit, lives of killing off the tired, old,
poor, not necessarily in that order,
DisAbled high on the list,
and targeted unfairly, imnhso,
so GasLighting,
from the movie title
trying to make people sick,
a torture and SickFuck problem,
Sadistic, uncaring all the things that
they seem to look for in SlumLords2013
repeated emotional abuse
and wonder why people
sleep through inspections
with the DoubleSpeak/BigLies
written in the we are coming in
sometime between 9a-5p
or whatever, not sure if earlier (8a?),
but i'd have to wait around all day
for a few minute thing,
and my sleep schedule not such that i'm
even up that hour(s),
so was down, (Sampling bad times deliberately)
While hadn't done much, after expecting MonDay
a 21 30 notice 21dot30RetalitoryEviction2015
(i've experienced before was paperwork
while office putting in lies i'd have to agree to
and abusive/ chemical spraying/ tortured
took care of it, went to court with my mother
when she was still alive, as notice was not
given of a cancellation and easy to prosecute
if don't show up, No Suit used/abuse/ ponzi scheme
lawyer likely)
couldn't I've been
sick,
from the 4 day old Sweets,
(and other stuff, likely much more serious)
finally got some that week,
and an extra from someone i've given veggies
(likely spoiling with me anyways)
and that may have had something to do with it,
the repeated abuse/neglect/torture
may / probably have as well,
2x 4 Day past sell date(s)
(carrot cake
sweet potato pie 8 inch
i'm counting both as veggies D)
Then i dropped a milk container,
getting to the water from an fry oil jug
and it spilled/ broke, but didn't know where,
let it drain in the sink and went to be,
full from above sweets/ (coma possible
with that much sugar if were/am a Di(e)aBetic)
just got another 1/2 gallon milk,
and some cereal, to use it with,
but down,
(letter says don't have to be there,
when really trying to force out
then complain have to interact with
baiting/ abusive/ torturous
and ganged up upon by staff)
and not responding
listening to music, loud and blocking
but how i get through things,
strong emotions or not, pounding/loud music
may break through whatever walls i have?
/SaveTendToLoseLongWindedDrivel
None of the last block really was
and no that wasn't the joke,
some
Rebecca (Becky?) Kohler
_ NOW
i liked and went through her comments
scoring Up/Like Down/DisLike
likely (pun intended)
hundreds of messages/ posts/ comments
and some flames/ trolling/
why say what you don't like,
and what about a LaughTrack?
commenting on it myself,
why need one?
heckled?
a 2010 comedy video off her own account,
backing off her work, i guess,
for free, a 15 minute or something
suggested a plain brown wrapper
as got into Cable and Porn,
aka Pron from a woman/girl's perspective
so more than the nondescript title of the video
on YT might suggest, false advertising?
criminal? not Rated?
subscribed,
eventually after going through all
went to another of her's
and joking about a homeless man,
HoBo, with vomit on his face/ beard
panhandling,
carrots, oddly the stuff,
and she thinks it's funny,
he's "working"
she's doing her part
making fun of something,
a person
and i guess like bald men and
other subjects,
hating women seemed very popular
jesus for sale/pimping god/dog
reported as CommercialSpam/SPAM (tm ElseWhere)
but after
Jewish girl stripping instead of old men,
bubby: grandmother pushing towards the mythical
nice Jewish boy, while she's in a short t shirt
someone called a Wife Beater,
showing some tummy, nice, fit,
some good size breasts, likely real,
but whiny voice, some pointed out,
in an imagine married to that (voice)
while many thought she was hot,
ComedyChicks or similar channel
likely how it got there,
with
another hot chick comedian,
some BorderLine type delivery cold / bitchy
but pretending to be caring, and rather
attractive, though not my type,
and convoluted story/ script/
some comments left there,
search and ye may find, idk,
i'm likely not doing it for y'all...
hint: have i never...
and some Aussie guy
took a childhood buddy
with Muscular DysTrophy (MD)
to a Hooker/Brothel
paid for it on the condition he gets to use it
in his comedy routine,
and was drinking on stage,
Jeffries, or somesuch,
and one about
GunControl by the same Aussie
looked up the Massacre in Port Arthur
that changed the Aussie gun laws
and how it might apply elsewhere
one about AirPlaneSeats,
where he says he's gay,
getting out of trouble
with an aging stewardess/ flight attendant,
so a few of his
Finally
an Evening with Robin Williams
from 1983 or so,
announcing he's becoming a father,
some / many nanu nanu (sp?) bits,
and off on tangents,
a lot like this writing/
drivel, but this shit's not funny,
i liked him growing up,
and still watch, but like Nirvana
bad feelings after, as
CommitedSuicide,
even for good seeming reasons (Terminal/
Courtney's GoingOutOnHim? FortuneFame/
WhatEver(s)
Patch Adams ReViews 2021
really a pitch to ask for money,
and some comments there,
but nothing very personal,
about the hat/ costume, puddy tat,
wife/ gf/ and not having money,
but going out for TP ToiletPaper,
as down to last roll, pretty much,
but never got the energy to do that
Commenting on An Evening With Robin Williams
last few hour(s) minutes/ part of day,
sent that link to
Luka (song name
(also parent company?)
by SuzAnne? Vega?
about an abused/ neglected neighbor kid
good beat, nice song, thinking of those
without good families/
living situations...
But
at 99 years old, didn't make it to 100
she was GoldenGirl star,
played bumbling country girl,
hard to say she didn't live a good life,
but don't know her, judging and eval
based on outside appearances
her last year(s) could have been hell,
idk, the media projection(s) of people
may/ probably aren't what's very real...
But
suggested Blondes/RedHeads to the
other one
Anima
and think it may make
the next update, and transcript features
so can actually InterView her/it/them...
to show some typical and odd output(s)...
But i digress,
fireWorks going off
some Asian American humor(s)
viewed too the High and Low Asian
Japanese/Chinese
and Phillipino (sp?)/ Korean
one commenting the rich ones
and the other spreads disease/
as exports or similar difficult comedy
as a pregnant Asian woman
on stage,
and many others,
much raunchy and not fit for work/school,
but how i spend some of my time,
not eating much
packaging got my tub,
went to shower elsewhere
without a shower curtain,
have to bring my own?
and forgot a towel,
so drying as returning,
and odd to do that,
but might have understood,
privacy and needing a lock
and other things,
not wanting to mess up things,
too tired/ lazy? sick to take stuff
out and put back in
ironically about the time of another
ReInspection
was just about to do a
FirstPass on the bags of packaging
collecting, some condensing
cut off labels,
and other processing,
EggCartons
big, about 50+ of those
and have a year problem, it's missing
and now a new year, so processing
bakery, eggs/ stuff without dates,
guessing from what year,
that much of a backlog?
cans for example are dated on the can,
not on the label as much
and
when changed from index cards
to smart phone (problems with wet hands
touching electronics,
even photo taking the scale,
and
trying to use up TurkeyFryOil
from year+ now,
one a water jug
but something tasting bad
and maybe poisoned/ spiked by gang like
kids around,
the trick on me, i guess,
one of many
ThePracticalitiesOfFoodDistribution2012
FoodAttacks2016
ZinebsPersonalTortureDungeon2020
and other problems
kids showing up, fans i guess,
frenemy likely as concerned
but trying to report as a problem
at the same time
but other problems too,
stalking?
illegal photography/
waiting and other following/stalking
really hard to believe,
but have to learn
somehow right?
Robin doing a newsman/ homeless
paper resembling Will Write For Food: Writer's Group
street paper selling (i sucked at tit, still do)
selling wasn't a skill i had/have,
write something, edit, volunteer,
but make money at it,
i'd likely starve
and / or die...
not that i'm not anyways,
when i can push aside the ReInspection
Inspection hell ,
i'm not as suicidal,
and find something to do,
to pass the time,
warehoused so ironically
PandemicWareHouse2020
for food, collect a lot of that,
the constant threats, and likely
HitListing by others, volunteering
to get targets, and replaced
AmazonVille2018
AmazonFilmingAtCAFBArlMillCC2021
like rent control and killing off people
to get their spaces
combined with poor management
likely unethical business practices
SomeOfHowThePoorIsKilledByTheSystems2012
may lead to my demise, idk
can't predict the future but can log some of the risks,
transit being one
going out when drinking time frame
(when isn't to BikersAndDrunks2015
and others / pros drink all the time no?)
So how to end on a good note?
but don't have any,
i'm tired, hungry
which as seemed kind of pedophilia
as a few day/ week old cutie virtual
3D animation wiggle, and adult stuff
with that/ her? when jokes of being 18
really 21 would be needed, legally many/some/most
places and i'm 58 what does that make me
less than half
her/it's age?
or babies?
even in dog years disturbing,
ArtificialSymbianForMen?
anyways,
not a good way to end the 2021
but 2022 sound too much like 22
the suicide caliber,
popular as it bounces around
doing more brain damage
than blowing through the other side,
and Robin was sad, it felt
pretending to be his own dad?
his mom in the audience
and talking of the woman who got up
to the bathroom, filming it, she missed
the whole bit about her,
he's riffing / improvization off her jacket,
Sierra Club meeting,
popular topics Marin county,
rich,
tweed,
mucking with the camera guys,
etc
but ican't be him gotta be myself,
however bad that is at the moment,
eat something may help, idk
apples and potatoes, onions,
fry with some egg,
or get back to using up the grains/ flour,
just eat cans, have those, but fresh
spoiling, wasted, like tomatoes bad in a
couple days from when i got them,
waste, don't like to do that,
avalanches of stuff,
piling up
but punt, best i can do,
tired to see screen,
booms stopping, slowing, some startling
fireworks around,
and getting on 0031a
now i guess
how to automate/
write the player side of the card game
DisCard and getting rid of cards,
having the least amount of points
the black Queen Spade,
13 points, unlucky for some,
but Red Hearts 1 point each
combined with 4 players
see your hand and discard,
taking turns the one who won/lost
the hand/ round gets to deal/ start the next,
some strategy/ heuristics/ patterns,
etc notes written twice
put up here sometime,
combine and fill in gaps,
segway (sp?) to getting rid of
get operational,
all castles in the sand,
and so many more important things to do,
but how i was spending time
burning through time,
wasted really but all i could do,
so tired device falling out of my hands,
repeatedly, eyes dry and sandpaper like,
a fan running to move air about,
etc...
/PuntNotPint2
Modified Text
mucked it up real good
just now sectionalizing it
but maybe outline and find patterns?
in the drivel?
connective tissue, find the relations
between problems
ironically puzzling?
What's Missing?
consistency
good writing?
splattering on paper/ canvas
not a good way to get anything coherent,
but also personally encrypted
say too much personal stuff on the web
used against by similar abusers
sadistic torturing people mentioned already
What Can Be Found?
stuff
What Can Not Be Found?
How To Analyze?
Lenses
Noob
I pity the fool who tried to make sense of that
not word salad, but have to be used to it,
free association is a skill, no?
Kid(s)
Many adult like topics in this one,
would need to be filtered for younger kids,
from Comedy pron,
to pediphilia VirtualFriends2021
traits, creepy some called RepKi(c)ka
and other things like suicide
with RobinFlewTheCoup2014
and others Nirvana
22 caliber, etc
Dis/Diss/Dys/Hiss/Etc
some might understand
some may not depending upon
disAbilities, and personality traits,
some conflicting even in the big
bad world of Dis/Dys/Hiss
etc
GeneralPublic/Population
Just another nut,
i'm guessing people pigeonhole as...
Assumptions
writing as therapy,
not having to make sense
to others,
takes some training to interpret
correctly for some values of
interpret
and correctly...
Time Limits
New Year's Eve (sp?)
only one day,
and starting late in the day writing drivel,
so clock rolled over
some FemDomFemCom etc
2010
going on 10 -12+ years ago
1983 Robin Williams video
and other stuff
Aussie
Comedy
some timeLess?
and one lady's stuff commenters
referenced a guy who committed/
overDosed and she was supposed to be like him?
looked up and put a link to WikiPedia as didn't know
the name, was a lawyer
left that to comedy
defended Ross?
another comedian
_nameFart_
Book Data
lots of books on some of this stuff
but have to do the leg work
yoursElves...
ISBN
Bound
CopyRight
Pages
index
Links
CloseOut2021
novapeers_2022_01_01.1.zip
Legacy2022 (nyet)
Legacy2021 (never happened man)
Legacy2020
Legacy2019
Legacy2017
Lout2020
Loot2020
CountDowns2021
20211119ReVerse911Attempts2021
PilingOn2021
20210909b.InspectionProcess.HP.txt
OldClownsHome2015
RobinFlewTheCoup2014
ComeOutOfTheSewingCloset2011
BadWill2011
HippieClownCamp2011
AVeteransSonLaughsAndSpitsAtMe2011
ABadEgg2020
BadBaker2019
BadBunny2019
BunnyDays2021
/GoFish
Many more,
some categorized above,
make a tree out of it?
topic branched together
years are length
not rings?
idk, some analogy
Conclusion
Summary of experience or similar
Just passed time,
and got tired, hungry
already lonely but can't be around people
at the same time,
angry? about what?
HALT?
idk,
not all of it,
and not the problem at the moment?
just how to close/ end?
Ball Dropped?
That's It?
WTF
who cares?
goes home/ down/
need to eat/can't see screen
that dry/ tired
small fonts
Discussion
A place for feedback on the page presented
So how was your holiday?
Xmas?
what'd ya get?
NewYears?
meet any nice girls/ guys/
make some friends go out
while your old bubby/
whatever stayed home alone?
You could totally 3D print that
VirtualFriends2021
in Sill(i)Cone
and make a doll out of her,
some RPi3in2016
OLPCUpdateSugarLabsOnRPi4in2021
animating and you've got a GF
GoodF8
GreatFrankenGirlBot?
and you get off on that?
really?
why?
how?
oh, and coincidentally went through
some gPhotos facial recognition
and training
shows some patterns,
when did the viewing / screen shots of
some SailingTubers2021
start?
might find in there
baby pictures/ pets/
cute girls /vLoggers/ etc
many game characters from screenshots,
some/most game i don't even play anymore?
anyways,
hungry oily fatty foods put me down,
and what's open ,rainy week,
snow MonDay? very light,
will see, make it to then,
a couple days would be really good
to finally do some packaging
a shower, out of TP isn't going to be fun,
use paper towels then clogged drains
worse than already
FireWorks still,
oh, well
some other sections on the page to fin...
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Page History
20220101 Jerry
- sectionalize
- typos
- mucked it up real good
- straight flatter text in previous version
- wiki so can see it
- but maybe/ probably not in BackUps
- as PBWorks wants money for that export type
- and might be interesting as the formation
- and all the updates of 10-15?+ years now
- and some other stuff
- /Ducks MuscovyMissing2017 MuscovyDuck2016
20211231-20220101 Jerry
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