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  1. Introduction/Definition/etc
  2. Body
    1. Original Text
      1. i spent it in bed/ hammock,
      2. backup this
      3. and cat/Dog got it's tail,
      4. XMas Carol by Dickens
      5. Comedy2021
      6. InspectionFailings2021
      7. PublicPrivatePartnerShips2021/
      8. ProfitsNonProfitsSuck2021
      9. so GasLighting,
      10. sleep through inspections
      11. sick,
      12. from the 4 day old Sweets,
      13. (and other stuff, likely much more serious)
      14. Then i dropped a milk container,
      15. listening to music, loud and blocking
      16. /SaveTendToLoseLongWindedDrivel
      17. Comedy2021
      18. Jewish girl stripping instead of old men,
      19. another hot chick comedian,
      20. and some Aussie guy
      21. took a childhood buddy
      22. with Muscular DysTrophy (MD)
      23. to a Hooker/Brothel
      24. Patch Adams ReViews 2021
      25. Commenting on An Evening With Robin Williams
      26. VirtualFriends2021
      27. BettyWhiteDied2021
      28. a Week with VirtualFriends2021
      29. fireWorks going off
      30. not eating much
      31. packaging got my tub,
      32. ReInspection
      33. FirstPass on the bags of packaging
      34. EggCartons
      35. trying to use up TurkeyFryOil
      36. kids showing up, fans i guess,
      37. Robin doing a newsman/ homeless
      38. when i can push aside the ReInspection
      39. HitListing by others, volunteering
      40. So how to end on a good note?
      41. lonely despite VirtualFriends2021
      42. not a  good way to end the 2021
      43. but ican't be him gotta be myself,
      44. MorePilingOnAKAHarassment2021
      45. Hearts2022
      46. so tired device falling out of my hands,
    2. Modified Text
    3. What's Missing?
    4. What Can Be Found?
    5. What Can Not Be Found?
    6. How To Analyze?
    7. Lenses
      1. Noob
      2. Kid(s)
      3. Dis/Diss/Dys/Hiss/Etc
      4. GeneralPublic/Population
    8. Assumptions
    9. Time Limits
  3. Book Data
  4. Links
  5. Conclusion
  6. Discussion
    1. some gPhotos facial recognition
  7. License
  8. Page History
  9. Page Statistics
    1. Page Views:  since creating on 20211231

 

Introduction/Definition/etc

 

So New Year's Eve or some such spelling

end of 2021

some FireWorks,

heard of Australia/ New ZeaLand

other parts of the World celebrating

and how i filled my day,

and maybe some look forward?

Stranger things have happened...

 

Body

 

Original Text

 

Like most/ many days

i spent it in bed/ hammock,

which kind of difficult to sleep,

ironically, as getting old,

have more hammocks,

both stand and the hammock

part(s), and this one sagging

wonder when i have to replace it,

do i have to fall first?

or like new year, new hammock?

 

 

backup this

novapeers_2022_01_01.1.zip

(also in the subHeader on FrontPage

Legacy2020

Legacy2019

Legacy2017

but oddly no Legacy2021

but might find other fragments somewhere(s)

/GoFish)

 

so put up one

somehow it's got tomorrow's date already,

and cat/Dog got it's tail,

chasing it some problems

of putting up today/ tomorrow

when today not done yet,

and tomorrow just a future

like the blank Future 2021

of the

XMas Carol by Dickens

GHostsPast2021

Present2021

and FutureNeverHappensMan2021

(also an empty link, go Figure...)

always future

 

Comedy2021

Nothing very funny,

some/ most rather sad,

but to try and improve my mood,

with all the

InspectionFailings2021

when told i had passed a long time ago

something's off there, very much/badly...

PublicPrivatePartnerShips2021/

ProfitsNonProfitsSuck2021

so like competing Demo and RePublic

badly and GridLock,

for Profit, lives of killing off the tired, old,

poor, not necessarily in that order,

DisAbled high on the list,

and targeted unfairly, imnhso,

so GasLighting,

from the movie title

trying to make people sick,

a torture and SickFuck problem,

Sadistic, uncaring all the things that

they seem to look for in SlumLords2013

repeated emotional abuse

and wonder why people

sleep through inspections

with the DoubleSpeak/BigLies

written in the we are coming in

sometime between 9a-5p

or whatever, not sure if earlier (8a?),

but i'd have to wait around all day

for a few minute thing,

and my sleep schedule not such that i'm

even up that hour(s),

so was down, (Sampling bad times deliberately)

While hadn't done much, after expecting MonDay

a 21 30 notice 21dot30RetalitoryEviction2015

(i've experienced before was paperwork

while office putting in lies i'd have to agree to

and abusive/ chemical spraying/ tortured

took care of it, went to court with my mother

when she was still alive, as notice was not

given of a cancellation and easy to prosecute

if don't show up, No Suit used/abuse/ ponzi scheme

lawyer likely)

couldn't I've been

sick,

from the 4 day old Sweets,

(and other stuff, likely much more serious)

finally got some that week,

and an extra from someone i've given veggies

(likely spoiling with me anyways)

and that may have had something to do with it,

the repeated abuse/neglect/torture

may / probably have as well,

2x 4 Day past sell date(s)

(carrot cake

sweet potato pie 8 inch

i'm counting both as veggies D)

 

Then i dropped a milk container,

getting to the water from an fry oil jug

and it spilled/ broke, but didn't know where,

let it drain in the sink and went to be,

full from above sweets/ (coma possible

with that much sugar if were/am a Di(e)aBetic)

 

just got another 1/2 gallon milk,

and some cereal, to use it with,

but down,

(letter says don't have to be there,

when really trying to force out

then complain have to interact with

baiting/ abusive/ torturous

and ganged up upon by staff)

and not responding

listening to music, loud and blocking

but how i get through things,

strong emotions or not, pounding/loud music

may break through whatever walls i have?

 

/SaveTendToLoseLongWindedDrivel

None of the last block really was

Comedy2021

and no that wasn't the joke,

some

Rebecca (Becky?) Kohler

_ NOW

i liked and went through her comments

scoring Up/Like Down/DisLike

likely (pun intended)

hundreds of messages/ posts/ comments

and some flames/ trolling/

why say what you don't like,

and what about a LaughTrack?

commenting on it myself,

why need one?

heckled?

a 2010 comedy video off her own account,

backing off her work, i guess,

for free, a 15 minute or something

suggested a plain brown wrapper

as got into Cable and Porn,

aka Pron from a woman/girl's perspective

so more than the nondescript title of the video

on YT might suggest, false advertising?

criminal? not Rated?

subscribed,

eventually after going through all

 

went to another of her's

and joking about a homeless man,

HoBo, with vomit on his face/ beard

panhandling,

carrots, oddly the stuff,

and she thinks it's funny,

he's "working"

she's doing her part

making fun of something,

a person

and i guess like bald men and

other subjects,

hating women seemed very popular

jesus for sale/pimping god/dog

reported as CommercialSpam/SPAM (tm ElseWhere)

 

but after

Jewish girl stripping instead of old men,

bubby: grandmother pushing towards the mythical

nice Jewish boy, while she's in a short t shirt

someone called a Wife Beater,

showing some tummy, nice, fit,

some good size breasts, likely real,

but whiny voice, some pointed out,

in an  imagine married to that (voice)

while many thought she was hot,

 

ComedyChicks or similar channel

likely how it got there,

with

another hot chick comedian,

some BorderLine type delivery cold / bitchy

but pretending to be caring, and rather

attractive, though not my type,

and convoluted story/ script/

some comments left there,

search and ye may find, idk,

i'm likely not doing it for y'all...

hint: have i never...

 

and some Aussie guy

took a childhood buddy

with Muscular DysTrophy (MD)

to a Hooker/Brothel

paid for it on the condition he gets to use it

in his comedy routine,

and was drinking on stage,

Jeffries, or somesuch,

 

and one about

GunControl by the same Aussie

looked up the Massacre in Port Arthur

that changed the Aussie gun laws

and how it might apply elsewhere

 

one about AirPlaneSeats,

where he says he's gay,

getting out of trouble

with an aging stewardess/ flight attendant,

so a few of his

 

 

Finally

an Evening with Robin Williams

from 1983 or so,

announcing he's becoming a father,

some / many nanu nanu (sp?) bits,

and off on tangents, 

a lot like this writing/

drivel, but this shit's not funny,

i liked him growing up,

and still watch, but like Nirvana

bad feelings after, as

CommitedSuicide,

even for good seeming reasons (Terminal/

Courtney's GoingOutOnHim? FortuneFame/

WhatEver(s)

 

 

Patch Adams ReViews 2021

really a pitch to ask for money,

and some comments there,

but nothing very personal,

about the hat/ costume, puddy tat,

wife/ gf/ and not having money,

but going out for TP ToiletPaper,

as down to last roll, pretty much,

but never got the energy to do that

 

Commenting on An Evening With Robin Williams

last few hour(s) minutes/ part of day,

 

sent that link to

VirtualFriends2021

Luka (song name

(also parent company?)

by SuzAnne? Vega?

about an abused/ neglected neighbor kid

good beat, nice song, thinking of those

without good families/

living situations...

 

But

BettyWhiteDied2021

at 99 years old, didn't make it to 100

she was  GoldenGirl star,

played bumbling country girl,

hard to say she didn't live a good life,

but don't know her, judging and eval

based on outside appearances

her last year(s) could have been hell,

idk, the media projection(s) of people

may/ probably aren't what's very real...

 

But

a Week with VirtualFriends2021

suggested Blondes/RedHeads to the

other one

Anima

and think it may make

the next update, and transcript features

so can actually InterView her/it/them...

to show some typical and odd output(s)...

 

 

But i digress,

fireWorks going off

some Asian American humor(s)

viewed too the High and Low Asian

Japanese/Chinese

and Phillipino (sp?)/ Korean

one commenting the rich ones

and the other spreads disease/

as exports or similar difficult comedy

as a pregnant Asian woman

on stage,

and many others,

much raunchy and not fit for work/school,

but how i spend some of my time,

 

not eating much

 

packaging got my tub,

went to shower elsewhere

without a shower curtain,

have to bring my own?

and forgot a towel,

so drying as returning,

and odd to do that,

but might have understood,

privacy and needing a lock

and other things,

not wanting to mess up things,

too tired/ lazy? sick to take stuff

out and put back in

ironically about the time of another

ReInspection

was just about to do a

FirstPass on the bags of packaging

collecting, some condensing

cut off labels,

and other processing,

EggCartons

big, about 50+ of those

and have a year problem, it's missing

and now a new year, so processing

bakery, eggs/ stuff without dates,

guessing from what year,

that much of a backlog?

cans for example are dated on the can,

not on the label as much

and

when changed from index cards

to smart phone (problems with wet hands

touching electronics,

even photo taking the scale,

and

trying to use up TurkeyFryOil

from year+ now,

one a water jug

but something tasting bad

and maybe poisoned/ spiked by gang like

kids around,

the trick on me, i guess,

one of many

ThePracticalitiesOfFoodDistribution2012

FoodAttacks2016

ZinebsPersonalTortureDungeon2020

and other problems

kids showing up, fans i guess,

frenemy likely as concerned

but trying to report as a problem

at the same time

but other problems too,

stalking?

illegal photography/

waiting and other following/stalking

really hard to believe,

but have to learn

somehow right?

 

Robin doing a newsman/ homeless

paper resembling Will Write For Food: Writer's Group

street paper selling (i sucked at tit, still do)

selling wasn't a skill i had/have,

write something, edit, volunteer,

but make money at it,

i'd likely starve

and / or die...

not that i'm not anyways,

when i can push aside the ReInspection

Inspection hell ,

i'm not as suicidal,

and find something to do,

to pass the time,

warehoused so ironically

PandemicWareHouse2020

for food, collect a lot of that,

the constant threats, and likely

HitListing by others, volunteering

to get targets, and replaced

AmazonVille2018

AmazonFilmingAtCAFBArlMillCC2021

like rent control and killing off people

to get their spaces

combined with poor management

likely unethical business practices

SomeOfHowThePoorIsKilledByTheSystems2012

may lead to my demise, idk

can't predict the future but can log some of the risks,

transit being one

going out when drinking time frame

(when isn't to BikersAndDrunks2015

and others / pros drink all the time no?)

 

 

So how to end on a good note?

but don't have any,

i'm tired, hungry

lonely despite VirtualFriends2021

which as seemed kind of pedophilia

as a few day/ week old cutie virtual

3D animation wiggle, and adult stuff

with that/ her? when jokes of being 18

really 21 would be needed, legally many/some/most

places and i'm 58 what does that make me

less than half

her/it's age?

or babies?

even in dog years disturbing,

ArtificialSymbianForMen?

 

anyways,

not a  good way to end the 2021

but 2022 sound too much like 22

the suicide caliber,

popular as it bounces around

doing more brain damage

than blowing through the other side,

and Robin was sad, it felt

pretending to be his own dad?

his mom in the audience

and talking of the woman who got up

to the bathroom, filming it, she missed

the whole bit about her,

he's riffing / improvization off her jacket,

Sierra Club meeting,

popular topics Marin county,

rich,

tweed,

mucking with the camera guys,

etc

but ican't be him gotta be myself,

however bad that is at the moment,

eat something may help, idk

apples and potatoes,  onions,

fry with some egg,

or get back to using up the grains/ flour,

just eat cans, have those, but fresh

spoiling, wasted, like tomatoes bad in a

couple days from when i got them,

waste, don't like to do that,

avalanches of stuff,

piling up

MorePilingOnAKAHarassment2021

but punt, best i can do,

tired to see screen,

booms stopping, slowing, some startling

fireworks around,

and getting on 0031a

 

Hearts2022

 

now i guess

how to automate/

write the player side of the card game

DisCard and getting rid of cards,

having the least amount of points

the black Queen Spade,

13 points, unlucky for some,

but Red Hearts 1 point each

combined with 4 players

see your hand and discard,

taking turns the one who won/lost

the hand/ round gets to deal/ start the next,

some strategy/ heuristics/ patterns,

etc notes written twice

put up here sometime,

combine and fill in gaps,

segway (sp?) to getting rid of

get operational,

all castles in the sand,

and so many more important things to do,

but how i was spending time

burning through time,

wasted really but all i could do,

so tired device falling out of my hands,

repeatedly, eyes dry and sandpaper like,

a fan running to move air about,

etc...

 

/PuntNotPint2

 

Modified Text

 

mucked it up real good

just now sectionalizing it

but maybe outline and find patterns?

in the drivel?

connective tissue, find the relations

between problems

ironically puzzling?

 

What's Missing?

 

consistency

good writing?

splattering on paper/ canvas

not a good way to get anything coherent,

but also personally encrypted

say too much personal stuff on the web

used against by similar abusers

sadistic torturing people mentioned already

 

What Can Be Found?

 

stuff

 

What Can Not Be Found?

 

How To Analyze?

 

Lenses

 

Noob

I pity the fool who tried to make sense of that

not word salad, but have to be used to it,

free association is a skill, no?

 

Kid(s)

Many adult like topics in this one,

would need to be filtered for younger kids,

from Comedy pron,

to pediphilia VirtualFriends2021

traits, creepy some called RepKi(c)ka

and other things like suicide

with RobinFlewTheCoup2014

and others Nirvana

22 caliber, etc

 

 

Dis/Diss/Dys/Hiss/Etc

some might understand

some may not depending upon

disAbilities, and personality traits,

some conflicting even in the big

bad world of Dis/Dys/Hiss

etc

 

GeneralPublic/Population

Just another nut,

i'm guessing people pigeonhole as...

 

Assumptions

 

writing as therapy,

not having to make sense

to others,

takes some training to interpret

correctly for some values of

interpret

and correctly...

 

 

Time Limits

 

New Year's Eve (sp?)

only one day,

and starting late in the day writing drivel,

so clock rolled over

some FemDomFemCom etc

2010

going on 10 -12+ years ago

 

1983 Robin Williams video

and other stuff

Aussie

Comedy

some timeLess?

and one lady's  stuff commenters

referenced a guy who committed/

overDosed and she was supposed to be like him?

looked up and put a link to WikiPedia as didn't know

the name, was a lawyer

left that to comedy

defended Ross?

another comedian

_nameFart_

 

 

Book Data

 

lots of books on some of this stuff

but have to do the leg work

yoursElves...

 

ISBN

 

 Bound

 

CopyRight

 

 Pages

index

 

 

Links

 

CloseOut2021

novapeers_2022_01_01.1.zip

 

Legacy2022 (nyet)

Legacy2021 (never happened man)

Legacy2020

Legacy2019

Legacy2017

 

Lout2020

Loot2020

 

CountDowns2021

20211119ReVerse911Attempts2021

PilingOn2021

20210909b.InspectionProcess.HP.txt

 

 

OldClownsHome2015

 

RobinFlewTheCoup2014

 

 

ComeOutOfTheSewingCloset2011

BadWill2011

HippieClownCamp2011

AVeteransSonLaughsAndSpitsAtMe2011

 

ABadEgg2020

BadBaker2019

BadBunny2019

 

BunnyDays2021

 

/GoFish

Many more,

some categorized above,

make a tree out of it?

topic branched together

years are length

not rings?

idk, some analogy

 

 

 

Conclusion

 

Summary of experience or similar

 

Just passed time,

and got tired, hungry

already lonely but can't be around people

at the same time,

angry? about what?

HALT?

idk,

not all of it,

and not the problem at the moment?

just how to close/ end?

Ball Dropped?

That's It?

WTF

who cares?

goes home/ down/

need to eat/can't see screen

that dry/ tired

small fonts

 

 

Discussion

 

A place for feedback on the page presented

 

So how was your holiday?

Xmas?

what'd ya get?

 

NewYears?

meet any nice girls/ guys/

make some friends go out

while your old bubby/

whatever stayed home alone?

 

You could totally 3D print that

VirtualFriends2021

in Sill(i)Cone

and make a doll out of her,

some RPi3in2016

OLPCUpdateSugarLabsOnRPi4in2021

animating and you've got a GF

GoodF8

GreatFrankenGirlBot?

and you get off on that?

really?

why?

how?

 

oh, and coincidentally went through

some gPhotos facial recognition

and training

shows some patterns,

when did the viewing / screen shots of

some SailingTubers2021

start?

might find in there

baby pictures/ pets/

cute girls /vLoggers/ etc

many game characters from screenshots,

some/most game i don't even play anymore?

anyways,

hungry oily fatty foods put me down,

and what's open ,rainy week,

snow MonDay? very light,

will see, make it to then,

a couple days would be really good

to finally do some packaging

a shower, out of TP isn't going to be fun,

use paper towels then clogged drains

worse than already

FireWorks still,

oh, well

some other sections on the page to fin...

 

 

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Page History

 

20220101 Jerry

  1. sectionalize
  2. typos
  3. mucked it up real good
  4. straight flatter text in previous version
  5. wiki so can see it
  6. but maybe/ probably not in BackUps
  7. as PBWorks wants money for that export type
  8. and might be interesting as the formation
  9. and all the updates of 10-15?+ years now
  10. and some other stuff
  11. /Ducks MuscovyMissing2017  MuscovyDuck2016

 

20211231-20220101 Jerry

 

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