FathersDay2021
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Introduction/Definition/etc
Calendar, HallMark's AnyWays
says it's Father's Day
as mom used to say Mothers Day
is first, see what a lout/
how he does (typo dies?) for you
then decide, i guess gift wise...
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Not sure I'm a Dad,
if i am she didn't want me to know,
i could adopt, which was odd,
if i was the dad...
Others might have tried telling
but never got a paternity test,
so still don't know...
Not a lot of options,
but not a lot of long term relationships,
and the odd line, not that i know of,
seems crass?
So I have had a dad,
he passed,
so i guess i try remembering him,
i'm an orphan now
and recently suggested
(unsolicited advice = abuse?)
Jim SinClair's Don't Mourn for Us
off the AuTreat website
(ANI? find & provide link?
or get it your damn self,
what i am i the link maid?)
Anyways, i may not have been the
child he wanted, and/ or he made do,
Autism might be like that,
though never formally had the label,
perhaps shielding me from that,
but eventually got others
and somehow my life took a turn,
many think it's Mental Health/DisEase,
which i may be, others like Patch
don't believe in it, though he must
have gotten a label or a few
with history of hospitalization,
though probably can't practice
medicine with too many labels,
similar with Law, etc...
Or can get the title
but not afford the insurance
IDK, some risks, and risk management,
difficult to determine,
as a curiosity going through
Medical/ Law / etc school
and not earning the money back,
just for personal interest,
takes a more rich person
than i'll likely ever be,
and takes a seat from others
who might,
but it's not about the money right?
or is it?
Fatherly advice, sometimes too much,
is like other opinions, and assumptions,
make an Ass Out of yoU and Me
(ASSUME)
somehow being male, probably
female too, never been,
but similar parenting, perhaps,
have to have all the answers,
even when you don't
and at a certain age,
the questions get harder/ more difficult...
Why was i born?
I'm not sure you are old enough for that talk...
We loved each other and wanted another/
and out you popped about 9 months later...
Don't know what age that's appropriate for,
but this site is mostly PG-13, to R,
though Mental Health and associated
DisEases are perhaps more Parental
or X, IDK, some mysteries are unsolvable
and would it be cruel to describe stuff
that can't be explained?
and make questions, problems,
tasks associated wit hit,
or is that just life?
Not all can be explained, solved,
fixed,
which is generally annoying to people
who try fixing things,
out of habit, or because others
want them to,
and people pleasing, or whatever...
An example is the Jeremy Song
by Pearl Jam, which mashes up
two different instances/ situations,
a real new story, very little coverage
in RichardSon Texas, back in 1991?ish?
a student shot himself in class
in front of 30 or so students and a teacher,
and like TheShortOfIt
there are no easy answers
MH is a catchall, that many may agree with,
and dumping ground too,
We don't know, let's call it MH...
Suicide is a Sin for many, so sin must
be Sick, but Sin is Religion,
and not a specialty of mine
despite one short class in the
philosophy or Religion,
Kierkegaard and Neitzsche
(see spell check needed,
must not have meant much
but it's philosophy and religion
both are a very inexact/ fluffy/
fuzzy things to some,
especially from a science
perspective...
Practical Engineering
a YouTube channel
(with Ting sponsor?)
says he's just an engineer
not a journalist...
After a rather formulated response,
and then a different, perhaps
automated, to try to read all the comments,
but nagging questions remain...
One show was on the Texas power grid
which i'd be wary of criticizing a monopoly
like that, lest i be well, lightning strikes?
Money is God some places, Texas may be
one of those, highest execution in the country,
Virginia as close second, iirc,
but fact checking is too much
effort, for now,
do your own homework,
I had a suggestion for him
check out Structural Integrity
of SamHolmesSailing.com
since Sam is rather Drill happy
and like a house some may
be load bearing walls,
no inspection of boats,
i considered calling the Coast Guard
on him, but haven't,
Shortly before was a NuaticalLive?
or similar a Ben bot which is mapping
a Great Lake by some Indian
land/ and got into a YT live frenzy
where i didn't get around to suggestion
mapping the statements on YTLive
but an 8 year old won out
after a refrain / chorus of
back to another person to ask,
a MC/ Questioner/ InterViewer
asked of the team/ staff,
a university related research project,
not a Woods Hole nor a Scripps
both of which i'd heard of,
one of which i've probably been to,
but not for decades...
so going off on some stuff,
knowing not heard much
Ironically Sam did a live,
and a lot of SailingTubers2021
i could comment on their parenting,
but drinking would come up,
and likely try avoiding that topic,
rabbit/worm/black hole
right now...
I've playeed iwth new laundry machines
and had to buy a card to pay electronically,
out of $10 $7 was the card?
and proceeded to lose it on first use,
they haven't even finished installation,
dryers aren't connected on one set,
but luckily i have some
stuff that i don't dry anyways
I did laundry and was partially
like the maid, was some of the
resentments of how i grew up
with a single father
who remarried as i went o
college...
Mom didn't remarry,
but seemed to be dating more,
it seemed as a joint custody
every other weekend,
more people, but likely didn't see
my father trying to find people,
guess that was every other weekend
when i wasn't there,
or maybe how my dog got out so much
and i had to go find...
Anyways, big news with the
SailingTubers2021
baby born on
SVLaVagaBlonde2021
and they are going to get a new boat,
selling off by auction in South Carolina?
the old boat, and going with a TriMaran,
some audience retention,
aka cliff hangers/ teasing
and quizzing, guessing when they knew/
were taking a crowd source suggestions?
where the baby would be born?
how the hell would we know,
not our decision...
What it would be called,
I suggested Bangs, as they did a
hair cutting prank, looking a little like
the Brady Bunch?
bowl cut all the same look,
but i digress,
easier to look at others lives,
than focus on my own...
Some laundry, and hang to dry...
since dryers not operational,
and easy...
Mechanical, my father wasn't that
i recall..
Others of mom's friends, like potential
dads, substitutes for the weekend(s)
custody visits, were engineer(s),
M.D.('s)? MotorCycling drivers,
and other characteristics,
some admirable some not,
mostly for not marrying my mom,
though also marrying her
would have been bad too,
so no win, on that front,
in some ways...
So spruce myself up
and become a dad late in life?
Is that even possible?
Don't have the requisite characteristics
good paying job,
rich, temperment (sp? isn't that just dogs?),
patience,
life history/ geneology (sp?)
suitability, perhaps,
substitute dad, idk,
it's like substitute teacher,
take a lot of crap of things that
likely aren't even your fault...
a dumping ground, like
MH CatchAll
diagnoses,
something isn't working,
not right/ not as hoped/ planned,
expected...
But could be society too,
sociology is interesting
we make our problems,
society uses scapegoating,
where Psychology would be
it's the individual, kind of a
personal responsibility,
blame the person,
system works great for me,
as a rich person,
must be the poor people's fault...
Doesn't look that way from the
poor people's perspective,
and JuneTeenTh not lost on me,
Father's Day falls in that time frame,
But focusing on the problems,
and just spiral down,
tired, and writing, even drivel
gets tiring, take a nap,
would have to find bedding,
have been buying more sleeping
bags, kind of a cheap mattress pad,
comforters
in one, but mummy bags and a hammock,
might just fall out,
haven't cut up the pool noodles
to protect me from a fall
onto hard metal poles,
but over a year of sleeping in one,
might be habit by now,
even tired, sleep deprived,
etc...
Other house keeping type things
to do, but manyana?
tomorrow?
sometime later?
like i've got a lot of time to complete
a bucket list...
A walk by gang harassment,
(w cell phone camera pointed
while laughing, ridiculing,
threatening, menacing?)
and we are better than they,
sort of attitude was tough,
wonder how long i do have,
and if by land/ sea/ natural causes,
or the heat, etc,
seems like a waste,
and they juvies likely were wasted,
going back to jail/ community service/
parole, etc...
Other things to day,
but not really my place
to say, or how to say while asleep?
Modified Tex/t
What's Missing?
What Can Be Found?
What Can Not Be Found?
How To Analyze?
Lenses
Noob
Kid(s)
Dis/Diss/DysAbled
GeneralPublic
Assumptions
remembering, Memorial DAy
past, DDay Past,
etc, finally get around to it?
Time Limits
Just another day,
when orphaned?
or how to fill it?
Was it SaturDay?
or ToDay/
SunDay?
aka DadDay?
Book Data
ISBN
Bound
CopyRight
Pages
index
Links
FathersDay2021
FathersDay2018
FathersDay2011
MyFatherPassedAwayLastNight
/GoFish
Likely a Dad thing,
some think finding a mate
is like Fishing,
IDK, never really into it,
though have been fishing with my
dad, mostly with a little relative,
in a stocked pond,
and arguments ensued...
Find other links related to this?
For extra Credit?
Now that School is over for the season?
Or just because, a puzzle,
nothing better to do as well?
or interest, i can't tell
it's a one way communication,
despite some seeming to follow me
around, a lot of dad/ mom/ kids
do community service,
have to be around dad might as well
get school credit for it?
Or a feel better than sort of thing?
IDK, hardly peer based,
to be around those with/
when you're without,
in one way or another...
Conclusion
Summary of experience or similar
I guess being an orphan later in life
is easier,
someone was there,
and someone(s), dad like people
mom was seeing, but never married,
some i've wondered about,
since might/ probably older than mom
and mom passed, likely all gone
by now,
many may have lived longer, idk,
would i recognize?
MotorCycleShow2020
if that was one,
did i miss an opportunity
to catch up?
or was it awkward,
even then,
the you aren't the parent,
only a part time gig,
a couple weekends a month,
type of thing...
And some sort of Blended Family,
maybe where HyBrid/ Blended
in TheDigitalDitch2021
DumbMicIdear2021
and similar CyberBullying2020
online stuff is from...
Goodies/ Baddies/
Happy / Saddies,
even kids want things named
the way they want...
For essentially the same thing,
but like OOOFC
OOOFxCo
some naming
instead of after dead people,
even memorializing
may have some recognition
TBD...
Discussion
A place for feedback on the page presented
What's Father's Day to you?
Happy?
Fun?
Sad?
Lonely?
DeJected?
Is it different for daughters?
than Son's?
Rich Dad/
Poor Dad?
Sugar Daddy?
and other divergent things/
topics?
Why are partners called Dad's
Mom's? when really Partners?
call from the reference point of the child?
Baby Momma?
What did you think being a son/
duaghter would be like?
What of being a Mom/ Dad/Aunt/Uncle/
GodParent, etc?
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