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Wondering if Mourning is more appropriate,
as some down ness going on,
if i didn't suck it up and do something,
not the first acts of the morning,
so not a clear head, processing other
stuff...
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Had diarheia (sp?
not a pleasant title for an entry,
and was / are going to do
iTouchWearAblesAirSpecialEdHRO2V2SmartWatch2020
which seems too long a title,
SE shortened and V2
better add that for the geeks, among us,
including moi...
To follow trends/ writing style guide
Aldi's added ,but not that happy right now,
and only 4 letters to ad, though not a lot of
use, find online for the same price,
likely already gone, someone looking for
father's day, or for self, not sure what i'd tell them...
will see on that, or autoblurb it here
then put in there,
so it is...
Heart Rate
Not Blood Pressure
so when i was light headed in the heat
in that same store, after so many others,
late because places open later with
ConVid19, staff has to clean more
but doing it when? before store opens?
and delays with heat noted previously,
causes me problems,
not that going closer helps,
CVS last Night , shower, go out,
check things, found 2 cans with a school
food pantry info flyer in it,
seemed excess, not allowed anymore
but we are rebels, right, oppressive
slumlord says can't give food to one
another, by basically leaving it out,
maybe Anonymous Guest is the name,
lives there, as open port this and that
likely, someone did my door the other night
seemded to come in while i was down,
front door lock still slow and battery
going bad, have to carry stuff in case
it goes, but nto tools, nothing fixing,
rarely does, though letters, stating own
back rent, went out, lots of letters even
passing by, not the only one, but target
number # 1 likely with Kill Whitey hate
so high, happened with other people
killed, and blame whom?
Moi?
because only one to take frustration out on?
Because hair is short, and must be a cop?
Crime of Opportunity, threat to public?
CVS harassed about a mask when two
others didn't even try to cover up,
i using a flyer from mail box,
covering face, but has to be a mask,
says the clerk up selling me
so much better face coverings
and gauging (sp?) $1.99
for paper/ non med face cvr
the receipt says, review his ass
on gMaps, going in for water,
too late for elsewhere, and money
tight, so crap on customers i guess
common for there and around here,
If it's Non Med why $2, and his
hands with gloves all over it,
somehow trying to get my pin,
in a checkout that doesn't have
6' table in front, when was the last
time the card thing was cleaned?
chip doesn't work, and other problems,
fucked with and laughed at,
and wonder why we care about them?
masks are for others, but they don't
care about us, why care about them?
others buying beer likely,
testing site nearby, bringing more
disease to us, buses, construction,
like other places shit times and
then have to go?
Wilson Bridge construction and
finish that too nice for him around here,
gotta get rid of and seen stalking
hating like previous manager around
coming the other way, and then sick
so likely poisoned, again?
Whiney, not that tired, until
how dumped on we are here,
oppressed, and maybe why BLM
is about, but others are too...
a university ad, white woman saying
with statistics in an ad around something
else, not profiling turned off gDrugs'
personalizing, and time of day,
location, etc start thinking why a white
woman is debunking with stats
BLM? Not scientific? Not Classism?
Not White? But she is, so how is that
bias?
Defending the Hierarchy?
With Lying with Stats?
yeah use lye, not lie,
I have emailed my self a link
you can judge for yourself,
compare and contrast wtih my
WhiteLivesMatter2020
linkify
So peaceful am after bad night,
JimmyBuffet FenWay Park
aka FinWay last night Cabin Fever Tour
two showings, on live chat,
both times, music in the background
smartphone texting/chat on during music,
not watching as have text and trying not
to typo it so much, headphones on for
second showing/ encore,
and Early AM
interview with RollingStone
business industry stuff,
good interview seems to be in a trailer
holed up in Cali, and how that happens,
but can't see Closed Captions not an option,
VR sure, but sometimes they are accessible,
many times not, only plays in background
because it's live, if it were just a music
video, would not background ,usually
play games ,don't see text chat overlayed
as much then, but ban/block someone
tired of their whining, but mine if fine?
asked the others behind one person's
i'd blocked, Reporting is next Step,
some i do, not much, but same old same
old Add Politics/ BLM and that's off topic?
So Says Me?
So Block (message hidden) or similar
and masked/ can't read their lips,
No New Taxes,
worried about some people,
a ParrotHead Paradise guy
who has put up videos apparently
got blocked/ banned, but came back
after i may have made a fuss,
if a lifeline, and cut people off = murder,
no?
he did a survey went to get results,
and CheeseBurgerIsParadise
not tied for number 1,
then write in,
and how unscientific?
the play/ rating the music as a song
or video, which location, which playing?
and many i'd not heard or don't know
by name,
MargarittaVille MVille, or whatever
spelling does that promote the drunkenness
that a CSAC student/ never finished cert
is that what is good? then Rolling Stones
talks of Meloncholy (sp?) ness in new album,
Flip Side photo of Cuba location
and his life as a poet, seems country
hat and beach escapism, how people survive
starting in NashVille, wanting to sing,
and had a coffee house, now
chain of hotels? hit hard by PanDemic
see what rich people do
and medical and politics stays out of that,
Bob Dylan and did he see him with his
glasses or just grunt when talking to
back stage somewhere, when sec let him in?
Was a cub reporter for BillBoard Mag
and learned some business then,
someone sent him to Key West
settled there, and knew how hard it was,
seeing some others die,
drinking/ drugging?
Hunter Thompson,
Machine Gun with Warren Zevon,
how he died with cancer?
and caught some on LetterMan
a good PR for him, sold and got
his big break, missing concert
and Stupid Human Tricks
Trashing Amish on one guy
don't like it don't watch TV don't matter/
care, and hey, tough life don't hang with them
much, kinda scary,
Two Pennsylvania guys, one SHT
light a match, with yo yo?
and Dog Balloon through
nose/mouth, won't shake hands,
grossness Freak Show to get on TV?
but famous i guess...
Saving Drivel before lose it,
anyways exercising and go out
for a bit, low volume time,
not many people but were and a line,
try that again?
Went for a folding cart, like Garden
Utility, about as much,
and shoes, looked like new design
but get there and only smaller size
was newer, last pair fell apart?
and try again for $13 or $17?
same old in the back, sell again?
not new improved version...
she drops dime, paying with laundry
money, got pick up that dime under
asian woman's chair she keeps asking
me do i remember her, not really,
just that she's asking, but face masks
facial recognition and she thinks
her mom's made my mask,
which was given to me,
so goes full circle, but something
a FAther's Day sale item,
only 3 in the store, let others
past me, looop around knowing
giong to take a while
people behind me, had let women
by, but still slows things up,
taking a risk i probably should nto have taken,
pocket wrist testing but not medically valid
not for medical use, like for $2 mask,
not quality, legalese, don't trust it,
then why sell it?
i have home Beuer ? testing
SP02
Cuff Blood Pressure
first light headed at home
try and 100, but app doesn't show
that value in the history, and
so quick a test that can't do it,
was hoping to get a Nokia EKG
watch, but this was here and cheaper,
much, but neither is going to be very
medically valid, Blood PRessure and salt
setting me off in stores, leaning over,
and one time too many problems with heat
and likely dead?
but don't really have a problem
officially, as an MD has to say i do,
which costs, which can't afford
so my father had his first heart attack
when? by 50? I was in College so 1982ish?
he was how old if born 1936 or so?
a Depression baby?
just living through that gives a world view
no?
of What?
and add Rural, adopted?
and becomes a Ph.D.?
something i had to read in college,
the 17 year plan?
ThePretender first run was 1998ish
when i finished there, after being homeless
and all to have that repeat because i don't
take the abuse?
10 years waiting list, transfer to this jurisdiction
which ended up taking MH Money
ProFessionals and can't fund you
when i was one of two or so who stood up
to get money for Consumer Run Drop In Centers
looks like 15 years ago, recent photos memories
brings up old photos in the collection
we went to New Jersey
Own Our Own like
statewide likely memorial day next
time for their state wide conference
in Long Branch ProFessionals had to drive,
take us, we can't afford to ourselves,
arranging transit, hotel, etc
and paid by to learn to create our own,
really just slaves to the Man/WoMan
system, professional's lackeys,
so bitter about a lot of that,
in case you can't tell,
here take the emergency services,
we want you to take the hard cases,
dump responsibility on others,
we can't handle them,
you need to,
but no training, no money,
no risk, and doesn't create the conflicts
when talking with one another,
as much, as power plays and jargon
and wait for us, make an appointment,
so many stuff is not Drop In anymore
claiming because of the PanDemic,
wait in line for a store,
staff now bouncer crowd control
at half capacity or whatever,
and cost of admission is can i go in
Master?
When by law can't discriminate?
but somehow can't enforce that,
no?
They are unclean,
must wear BMuslimFaceCovering
and fuels the they are unclean,
not good XenoPhobia and Hate,
so wide spread in the TrumpCamp
all because ImPeachMent Failed?
Delay because 100 year event
Spanish flu killed how many million?
10 million+ is that just US?
of total population?
do the numbers?
Jimmy Buffett our space race
is curing the PanDemic?
like Jonus? Salk and Polio?
UnderSelling the reality,
JB is older guy, maybe not
safe during his life time/
performing career, but will
the hotels survive?
keep Cabin Fever relevant?
but ParrotHead orgs are not
allowed, he's got the fan base
comparing against Eagles
or DeadHeads with Credit Cards,
where were you when the PanDemic
Tanked the Market(s)?
Like 9/11 hitting WTC?
Excessive Consumerism flying all around
Vacay, etc?
Bernese Mountain Dog(s)
turns out the Latin has dog in bear
naming/ classing as god / dog like
Want a Friend, get a Dog,
even Obama learned that in Warshington,
but can't have one as a poor person,
service animal for what?
Vision then can't drive?
Biking and can't take?
Sled/ wheelChair dog and can't
take the training they go through to help me,
much less do it myself?
Just Companion and doesn't qualify
to go everywhere, as pet , not medically
necessary, for shop keeps, kids playing with,
got to work, can't stop and pet/ play
not a cute puppy and go through so many
in a human life time...
Dogs live 10-20 years,
Bernese Mountain Dog and others
on the short end of that span...
Get a Parrot, be a True ParrotHead,
No I Won't Sign AutoGraphs
Get Out Of My Way,
Yes i can be on the sidewalk
no it's not an eBike ,it's an electric
wheel chair, no i wont tell you
the answers to your homework
questions, you have to learn to think
not just recite stuff, like Koran (sp?)
Bible, reguritate only Critical Thinking
not just hating, got time off this year,
some even graduated, but remember
that year they were transitionting to
Metric from Imperial,
yeah like that time, messed up teaching
and a whole generation doesn't do Inches
have to buy two tool sets, and country
still flip flops, like French English
in Canada, i guess,
Routes of Change crossing borders
row a boat instead of ferry and then
back, didn't need to have guy with him,
already filmed him on journey
take it, but row my car across?
motorcycle? eBike?
Wheel Chair?
and border crossings, why did
the chicken cross the road?
To get Fried?
It's Hot on that AsPhalt,
Getting over there where scrambled
eggs are?
Just to get away i guess...
DarpaDrone Joke?
Who has a Water Cannon to take that one
out? Shotgun rains down pellots (sp?)/ shrapnel,
just water and rain, but hit in the head/ face
eyes with a drone that gets taken out
before heading for an aircraft/ real one
with people not people in a two seater
drone like thing,
personal George JetSon mobile?
yet to really be popular here, there
economically feasible like Tesla's right?
But i Whine i complain
I make people Think
but not in a structured Top Down
Text Bookish way,
I don't wanna think?
Just entertain us?
No?
/GoFish
be a ParrotHEad/Drunk/DropOut
Like your mom wants you to be,
no, or Dad, Just Happy? Right?
IDK
IDCare,
NoBodyDoes
Don't Know When Lied to by Stats
Political or Marketing B.S.
can't think for selves as need a Hero/
Great American Hero playing BaseBall
using his imaginary suit to be famous,
but still one of the guys on Gabe Kaplan's
WhartHogs? (H?silent) Wharton School of Business
no?
No...
Modified Text
What's Missing?
What Can Be Found?
What Can Not Be Found?
How To Analyze?
Lenses
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Time Limits
Book Data
ISBN
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CopyRight
Pages
index
Links
Conclusion
Summary of experience or similar
Just another day in the hood,
early and go out?
but no money, so frustrated?
Buy something don't research just
wish listed and on shelves
and doesn't even have a count down
timer, but last watch a Citizen EcoDrive
$500? This digital face, analog
OR not Both, could I make a face for it
like Both Digital and Analog?
or not public API/ Mods like iWatch?
Not Android like what?
Notifications for things I don't even use?
Wondered if Remote would work
but only to the SmartPhone not the other
WearAbleCamera Peer like,
BlueTooth and Location on,
then take photos in private location
and can't use them?
Battery went to 50% fist day
not a weeks battery,
not that water proof, so charge
while showering in the AM
make sure has some charge?
but lose all the exercise Steps
Activity Monitor, that getting ready
in the AM/ WhenEver DisAbled/ReTired
like or just do a baseline of that,
like walking distance,
GPS from SmartPhone constantly linked
Take Phone Calls on the Watch?
Photos from the Watch,
No no camera on here,
Remote for Music,
sometimes has worked,
but not all the time,
get the right app, not known ahead,
only thing that looks like Heart Rate
on the box/ clear GoPro like Box
small combined capabilities/ features,
and can't reduce devices, yet,
if at all, last $5-7 activity monitor
just fell out?
not found
and have to buy another each year
when Available from Aldi
or havae to do online?
Wrist Band with holes in it?
non Square shape?
Odd green glow, set to auto test
every 30 mins
had to guess my step length
2'9" default for height?
Age Height Weight Gender
entered
maybe for max heart rate,
Step times weight Times elevation
change = physical work getting up /
down a hill / stairs no?
path changes?
spiraled around a mountain
say chasing BMD? stairs,
and longer? but resting
sitting, need wheel chair
rollenator, etc?
Oh so whiney,
night night tire myself too,
maybe someone smoking crack
in my airspace again
downer, MJ or something...
Just dump the down stuff
to forget, look at again later
see what i missed, misspelt...
Discussion
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What decisions have you made?
Like JB career wise?
Interview for the Cover of RollingStone
PopCulture?
Made it by then?
like BruceSpringSteen (sp?)?
Bruce! RegionalRock?
How does being a pandemic Survivor
flavor your world?
Same as others?
Create a Combined PanDemicGeorgeFloyd
Memorial?
Take Molten CruiseShip Metal DeCommissioned
boats, coming out of the water, and make
something that symbolizes
ICantBreathe?
ICB? Not BLM?
Oppressionkills?
ClaustroPhobic
UnderLyingMedicalIssues
HateTakesAnother+1
or More?
Pulled a Trucker out of the Truck
Like Watts?
Here's My Loot From PAnDemic/
GeorgeFloyd?
Things to Remember DepressionRecession
Collapse2020?
OldFaceMasks?
OddStuff?
My ChatLogs?
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