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SocialSituations2020

Page history last edited by jerry 4 years, 2 months ago

SocialSituations2020

from

SituationalAssessmentTemplate2017

 


 

Introduction/Definition/etc

 

Several things recently,

i'll call them Situations

in a milieu of anxiety, hate,

etc...

 

Body

 

Original Text

 

ServiceAnimalTraining2020

 

 

Young yellow Labrador retriever,

puppy with a young female handler/

trainer, and going up a hill, they are in the

middle/ around and i stop resting a bit,

generally like seeing animals,

especially in the park,

and after a long walk,

so not that much of a rush,

stop and socialize,

mostly with the animal

but the female is in charge,

sort of,

the dog gets excited around people,

and wants to jump,

but for training,

and to become a service animal,

for the blind, it turns out,

can not do that, so an Autistic

like behaviorist, and regimented

environment, seemingly cruel

(having experienced

CrueltyInThePark2018

maybe, but maybe not)

A yellow lab, apparently like black labs

are hungry all the time,

(research wise, might be something to that,

some gene/ mix that explains a lot about me

as a human too)

at least this one

which is kinda skinny, kinda not,

(teen like lanky (sp?)?)

might be muscle, i can't tell,

short haired, so Goldens

(i had two

and say we field trained our first,

later know to have hip dysplasia (sp?)

but i was too young, to know what,

how, why, etc...(

our (my father and i, dad  being the

alpha male/human, typical

but we won't get into

MyFatherPassedAwayLastNight

AlaNotIntCon2018

ThereIsSomeThingWrongInWhoVille2019

MourningPages2019

etc baggage at the moment, it's there,

just not jumping into it,

right now...

)

second was pet quality,

from a breeder out west,

arrived in the airport

big paws, in a crate, flew in

from a storm or so, must have

been scared shitless/

but don't remember any problems

cleanup, then, later on,

escape artist from the kitchen

barricaded with chairs,

out looking for him in the woods,

calling his name, must have looked

crazy, and possibly predicting how i'd

later be seen...)

but had a companion, when mostly alone,

likely autistic like qualities

and our first, as the family stories go,

was the same weight, hair colour,

and length/ height (tail? spread out?

tech questions of how _here_?

likely laying on the floor in front of

the TV, etc) so in a culture of youngest,

seemingly ignored, i tend to not ignore

the youngest, smallest, different,

excluded, etc, possibly to my detriment,

anyways seeing a puppy, golden like

and makes my day, some happiness,

i'm generally not capable of

with major depression, dysthymia (sp?), etc

and outdoors in nature, getting exercise,

etc, doing errands,

and another dog, older female with a

handler, older male, somewhat critical,

coming down the hill, problems with other

animals too, somewhat, can't do this,

that and the other,

all to regimented to me,

 like drafted a poor unsuspecting animal

into what seems like slavery,

and child labour, i'm now surmising,

working, helping, all good qualities,

but when is the time to be a puppy,

and all the unhappy childhood stuff

that i would not want for others,

 

The dog keeps getting fed,

treats and distracted,

eating quite well around me,

for not jumping, and sit,

try to pet, some think it's a come

behind and mount?

a blind person uses a dog to lead,

and has to be comfortable to have a person

behind while naturally not want to

have something untrusted back there,

stepping on tail, walking into,

but the service animal is also blocking

directing and leading...

 

My vision isn't what it used to be,

so might need one eventually,

hopefully correctable,

but for day to day

bicycling and walking,

i'm doing ok, (imo)

but would need glasses to ride/drive

in the normal day to day traffic, imho,

and likely HateFaireZ2019

results, but will see... 

When have money,

don't spend on more fun things,

like

PostHolidayTreats2020

MotorCycleShow2020

etc...

Catching up on Bills, etc...

 

So i explain some of my situation

and history, but trainer is (overly?

& unemotional?) focused,

and dog / puppy is on training/ task

even if not what seems to be passing,

but also not knowing the techniques

and a feeling of being ignored,

a dog is a pet, to me, and an object

service, working and to be ignored,

not what i want, and unpleasant,

though pretending to be it seems...

Anyways, older female dog

growls at the younger one,

which turns submissive,

and pulled away, dominates the

path and we have to go around,

dog walking and happy,

encountering new, experiencing

and wanting to people please,

a character defect in some 12Step

and possibly clinical, why please

bipeds? What's the point, they are

subjugating/ dominating, and basically

slave masters, in a system that

in other species/ humans is immoral,

illegal, etc...

 

Anyways, depart different directions,

and got information about where,

what, etc. based in NY

promised to someone else,

and might be helpful to me,

might need protective functions,

etc,  details to be researched,

mostly the there is a solution,

both companion, and sight,

but will see... or not, not sure...

 

Encounter again more recently

still jumpy, do i have food?

I carry my human treats,

but not sure, in plastic,

bubble gum, maybe

smores caramel corn,

some odds and ends,

not sure what all is in there

but would want something

to have for 5-10, 20 mile walks,

even if have any money no

places to buy, no time, takes so long

to walk, but also out and about and

possibly good for me,

I don't answer,

not sure who was asking,

seems like others are listening in/

around/ stalking? protective detail(s)?

concerned neighbors? walkie talkie

while doing walkies?

chocolate (and fake aspirin)

is not  good for dogs, i have to weigh stuff,

and checksum totaling helps, would be nice to share,

but messes things up for me beyond

for DropFoodScale2019

alts, MungedMetaData2017

and new years trying to do better,

but spmehow ending up worse?

Ignored again, didn't get to pet the dog,

staring at me, walking away,

likely dogs as pack animals see

as abandonment, everyime not there

last time seen, no sense of see again,

and happiness so far away, fleeting,

even if fed while sitting,

and staying down,

later thing quadriPed trying to be

BiPed, stand on hind two legs,

like the Wheelie two Wheel

going to one, and/or a horse,

and riding jumping, obstacles, etc...

Part of what i've come up with

to process and getting training

like vingiettes (sp?) exemplars?

AI learning type stuff, iirc...

 

 

 

The whole

MotorCycleShow2020

with shared clothing,

not cleaned, and possible

TimeForAChange2020

 

 

And a guy, old

when i'm trying to do other things

wants me to read a small print

for him, part charger?

number, serial number, what?

and i'm burning up, busy with other

stuff purchasing packing up

to get out of the heat,

and he doesn't like phones/ smartphones

but is not Amish, as has a motor,

uses electricity,

electric razor and wants help,

i'm not available, interrupted

and others are around,

i'm burning up in the heat,

been problems like that there before

not what i'm there for,

nor anyone else, mild biohazard,

hep, etc ,forgot the details, but don't share those

things, universal precautions, iirc...

 

and seems like help rejecting complainer,

left with a i didn't help him,

not begging, but not nice either,

thanks for trying ?

i have nitrile gloves with me,

might have holes, walked so many miles with them,

but better than nothing?

a smartphone camera

could be used,

a zoom function on a smart phone

would be good,

but he doesn't like those,

he saying he doesn't have them,

and nothing i'm doing is right

my hat is in the way,

of his light?

but not for me, flourescent and/or others

dark outside, to light inside, shades/ transitions lenses,

but am i the one looking, or is he?

and what info / help is he asking for,

the other people around, i don't know,

and privacy is a problem, there and elsewhere,

i'd probably show the robots to kids,

there are several, and parents, but more

school time, and it's noisy, i don't know staff

there, and most others i don't recognize,

they may recognize me, but that's another matter,

as odd appearing as i may be,

to others, it's me, and i'm me all over

whereever i got, whenever,

and if i don't train whistle, honk, etc

be funny/ try sometimes the little ones

seem to think i'm sick/ broken, something

is wrong, and causes concern, worry,

lots of endless kid like questions,

etc...

so no go, not helping i am somehow

(again there, and more than one place,

continually  but not see my self as,

odd, different, and self image

mirrored as somehow bad,

kill Trump, White people ,etc

racially when not ignored,

new to me black staff

everyone else pretty much

almost all white?

it could be the burbs,

where i was born, and most

middle America, not the diversity

of world issues/ and possible global

war, which may be what people are

getting anxious about, threat levels,

Trump baby gates, closed off,

create/expect a problem,

and you/they/we

might find one)

different, bad, and basically tortured,

again, social situations, when different,

autism is the easiest to possibly understand,

Mars and Venus is one way, talking, etc

I could get all

SkinnyBitchInTheKitchByRoryFreedmanAndKimBarnouin2020

SkinnyBitchBakeryByKimBarnouin2020

SkinnyBitchInLoveByKimBarnouin2020

would be a little much, imnsho,

requires emotion, and past my prime

 

Several more

but to explain them

write them clearly, clearer,

and it takes energy which is drained

in social situations, replaying them

and not solving them

drags me down,

seemingly intentionally...

 

Modified Text

 

What's Missing?

 

What Can Be Found?

 

What Can Not Be Found?

 

How To Analyze?

 

Lenses

 

Noob

 

Kids

Play nice!?

 

DisAbled

 

Autistic

 

Green Badge, Not On,

do not approach...

Somewhere Yellow to Red

most of the time,

depends upon situation

so plain, manual non smart/ intelligent

An intelligent electronic version,

needed...

Who is it?

What do they Want?

Why?

How?

Where?

When?

Details, while combersome also make it possible/

impossible/ torturous...

 

DiaBetic

 

Must be blood sugar, high, low something?

 

Police

 

What's going on here?

You can't Do That?

Stop That!

WhatEver it is...

 

Peace Officer

 

Not thump the bad people mentality,

but can't we all get along instead?

 

Self Defense

 

Another set up,

situations created to make others uncomfortable

know to like being left alone

and doing the opposite...

Intentionally...

 

ByStander

 

Somehow detached look at from different angles/

perspectives, ?

 

3rd/4th Party

 

See more than the participants individual perspectives

 

Chicken Soup for the Soul  Help Me  Candid Camera Hero Like Show

 

Someone trying to recreate those?

Locally?

 

General Public

 

 

Assumptions

 

Time Limits

 

Book Data

 

ISBN

 

 Bound

 

CopyRight

 

 Pages

index

 

 

Links

 

 

 

Conclusion

 

Summary of experience or similar

 

None really, explaining, and describing it

from my perspective, after the fact,

and wonder if it comes around again,

likely to encounter several of these people

again, possibly unlike

MotorCycleShow2020

which is yearly, but go to those stores,

back into that community,

and more likely,

 

TimeForAChange2020

likely ignored, but i may have to raise

it again, others might have heard/

read, and it becomes an issue,

in general with mechanical,

etc, perhaps because not of my

generation and that stuff is general

knowledge, taught in gym  and health

classes having been out of general

social stuff for a long time, not heard

know, and other issues...

 

Most of it is the differences

people pretending it seems to be social,

another one, walking thru the park,

and two females, walkers, and i got short cut,

they are somewhat lost, i offer directions,

climbing up hill, past dog park,

and thru the woods, but not a friendly type

thing, i'm somehow bothering them,

but they are somehow following/ critical,

etc...

 

i'd probably use the b* words,

the dog is the only one that it literally

fits well, but the behaviors are similar,

even with the older male,

and well, it's rather worn thin

after a while...

 

Like the N word,

Nerd, etc, Geek,

gets to lose meaning,

and Race and Religion are

so hot topics, a PBS series on

Obama v Trump, whatever it was called,

and just tired of it all,

so play games, inore the world,

wonder why people are getting sick,

worried, stress and public health,

when WWI or WWII and influenza

so badly, stressors high and sickness

multiplies, physically as well as socially,

the contagions are similar to the sick

like behaviors, not good enough,

BeComingByMichelleRobinSonObama2019

describes, but other parts of critical,

devisive, etc, politically hot words,

which perhaps describe the social

climate (mostly precursors to hate, afaict)...

 

 

Discussion

 

A place for feedback on the page presented

 

What situations have you noticed?

 

Is there a temperatuer of the social situations

and localized weather type stuff for that

type of thing?

Does it take sociology type things instead?

Concepts of Mores?

Not individual, but group/ culture/ so vague

type stuff, that it's not generally understandable,

to many, especially me?

 

Do you have to warn people they might be

written about, if you encounter them?

 

And/or is this self journalling published on the

web somehow exempt?

Processing, as post, and figure out this odd

myoptic ? world, like Martians on Earth,

Strangers on Strange Land

and getting Stranger than Fiction,

?

 

Somehow Venus plays into this too,

no? At what orbit/ how many rings,

oh that's Saturn...

Pluto? where are you?

All only for the rich to consider?

So screwed this planet and country

up, time to leave it?

Even if in fantasy worlds of game playing

for seeming sanity  and escape there?

 

Mostly just ran out of energy to type

it and things to say...

Self Critical about how it came out,

this and other times...

 

 

 

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