VeryDoubtFull2021
from
SituationalAssessmentTemplate2017
Introduction/Definition/etc
Given VDDay
Galentine's Day
just learned about,
slightly,
and other stuff/ aka crappola (sp?)
going on, perhaps some pessimism
instead of blind optimism is in order,
but there are also drawbacks as well...
Body
Original Text
Galentine's Day is apparently
what women do to cope with
the disappointments of Valentine's Day,
say go home and service the man
of what ever years of marriage,
or like a bachelor's party one big
fling before the big day/
commitment...
Look but don't touch/
banana hangers/ etc
Or like Fantasy FootBall/
virtual reality,
building a team,
deciding colours,
hiring players,
find a coach,
playing a game,
all by the Fans,
and created their own league,
perhaps where the reality
falls down as its just a game,
right?
But the Fantasy of Romance,
True Love, a multi-Billion dollar industry
and that may just be trashy novels,
from the Slipper,
Cinderella, a girl from the wrong side
of the tracks, sort of, class warfare,
perhaps, finds Mister Right with Shoes,
one of the popular binge items for shopping,
hoarding, etc...
Say Yes to The Dress
forget the partner/ man,
it's about clothing instead...
Project MakeOver, a Game,
which is most of my holidays anymore,
Wake up, contacted by someone,
and going on a date, how to prep for that?
And recently seen in one of the ads,
in order to get free coins/ time, etc
to play other games,
a man in similar condition,
prep to go with out with a female,
hairy, clothes, shave, etc.
FAIL each example, you have to
install the game to change the outcome,
somehow, to some elite, fashion magazine
like standard, with odd hair colour, etc...
So what of reality?
Balding 57?
(>55 <60, doesn't really matter)
year old disabled
man /boy, seeks large breasted,
fun natural blonde,
caring possibly child bearing
for something rather irresponsible,
and doesn't plan on being around,
no lifelong commitments,
and other anti-R stuff...
R is a VariAble...
Reality, being one...
So DoubtFull, therefore
Lack of Faith,
Religion rears it's ugly head, again,
usually a fundamentalism too...
If you just Believed, like Santa Claus,
it would happen...
Not, really, might help,
Spirituality, i'm around a lot of broken,
bad relationships, and business arrangements,
one lady, to misuse the term
outside my door, after SlumLords2013
TNG flatly denied WinterCycling2021
TreadMill, likely lying through their teeth,
pumping for information, we have a new
Muslim looking "Community Manager"
not elected, paid, and has only one
credit to his name so far, besides
possibly not being Hispanic,
the ToWhomItMayConcern2020
FoodAppears2020
nasty sign disappeared,
he claims people weren't following it,
or similar,
likely because it was unrealistic,
in my view,
exceptions for essential
things like food, are in the
ConVid19ContinuesIn2020
rules, since we are the
RiveGauche (sp?) Trash,
basically like Alexandria
putting a Trash Incinerator on
Eisenhower Avenue,
we have ConVid19WalkInTesting2020
oddly, do the dirty work at the
edge of the county, not anywhere
people would really want to be
(read North Arlington) dumping
almost like radioactive/ toxic,
well biologically hazardous waste
on others they don't really care about,
despite spending on local road(s)
but that may be state contracting
instead...
So Platonically,
(See Plato? kewl dude no?)
oddly what some kids
may think
other kinds of Love than the Mating,
gender specific breeder stuff,
kids are conditioned to care,
on a particular day, February 14th,
and Bless the Virgin Mother Marry
May I please have another
(red sparkly) cookie, etc...
School assignments may traditionally
be make cards, and give gifts to EveryOne,
but then you'd have to love EveryOne
or at least PreTend to...
Altruistic, and other big word stuff,
but can't control feelings, that well,
Falling, like Slip and Fall,
imagine a young kid figuring out he/she/it
is Gay/LesBian/ASexual/Etc
socially taboo, more so in my day
than likely now,
but Butch it up,
Man Up, etc and
PreTend like all the other mandatory/
compulsary institutionalizations (sp?),
aka School...
Anti-Bullying, i.e. nobody likes you,
therefore speaking for everyone else,
way above their pay grade,
so to speak,
Taking god/dog like,
to harm others...
CrueltyInThePark2018
RepublicanTerrorists2013
GoodbyeCruelWorld2011
SardineLandExtortionAndTorture2020
ZinebsPersonalTortureDungeon2020
Someone trying to give a gift/
do an assignment, perhaps,
wants to get SomeThing to me,
and the typical we have a package,
and other PrisonMessagingService/System,
not that unlike PrettyMiserableSymptoms
nothing really real about it,
from the other gender perspective,
claiming nothing arrived,
would have to look at
go check with who sent it,
and other red herrings,
run around and lies,
damn big lies when $250
is at stake, where did they hide
it like hide and seek is in their job
description,
"People get fired for stuff like this",
security done by themselves it seems,
have to review hours to find it,
well if you didn't notice some commotion
and imply he's crazy,
he can't prove it ,
we get away with it,
stealing from Residents,
(and therefore everyone else...)
We're Not Responsible for Packages,
what exactly are you responsible for then?
Safety? Security?
Dignity?
CleanliNess?
Respect?
Muslim woman with kids standing
outside my door, right after they are
supposedly going to look for it,
and let me know,
how do we let you know,
implying harassing phone calls,
threatening letters,
illegal entry, menacing loitering, etc
found it... Call the emergency number
to be let in, and
change his key to work,
then change it back if someone signs
lease, otherwise you're fired, etc...
Days of waiting and over the time,
unstructured time, since today is
technically another "holiday"
some things are on, some are off,
and even the name changes by
jurisdiction, apparently, but Federally?
likely a holiday,
Library open for pickups,
President's Day
or George Washington's Birthday,
first President,
Lincoln was popular,
his was FriDay?
Galentines SaturDay,
Valentines SunDay,
Monday, who knows,
have to wait for testing,
people trying to get pregnant
for an XMas baby,
if they pop out on time,
go figure...
Modified Text
Was considering getting into
FlossManualsNetClassActs2019
for AlaNotIntCon2018
online parallel play
(likely legally can't call it "child care"
as online, and certifications:
CPR/FirstAid,
food handling/ safety,
mandatory training, licensing,
inspections, background checks, etc
required)
looking up where it's going,
and what works, what doesn't
in OneLaptopPerChildoplcorg
Land...
HardWare Wise down to $50
(in 2010 according to WikiPedia)
and so old some original G1G1 XO-1?
etc selling used online
SugarLabs.org has SugarOnAStick
SOAS (SoaS) LiveCD like on USB?
GeekingOutWithRaspberryPi2012
...
RPi3in2016
RPiTouchScreenDisplay2018
RPi4
4Gig is about $50
8Gig is $75?
worth getting?
still only a QuadCore
BLUG90UnLocked2020
for $100 ish an OctoCore with Display
and Sugarizer app loads on Android,
(idk iOS, might try that too,
probably Python to javaScript
or JPython running on JDK?
in a Server/Client side?)
UbuntuDevelGroovy2010OnHP2020
Ubuntu202004DevelOnHP2020
whichever loading that only changes
the cursor for me, into the Big Pointer
one but disappears over terminal windows
so will see, have a Desktop but never get there,
so something buggy there...
HPProBook645In2018
rather old, out of space to even download
and make uSD NOOBs? card(s)...
Very Old and likely full USB HardDrives
(spinning disks) maybe but they
may not work?
Fedora has the Spin so likely not going to work
well on anything else, as competitive,
instead of cooperative, imnsho...
Though both are mentioned for developing for it,
Python not my fav, but what are you going to do
port it to something Legacy2017
Legacy2019
Legacy2020
?
Talk about Fantasy, maybe Parrot,
and other stuff, strange things have happened...
RPi has a little MicroPython $5 RPi out Pico?
and SELinux is rumored to not ever
really going to work on
DebIan (Debian) according to some...
School server is the missing link
makes a few individual machines/
kids on machine talking to others,
instead of just in the corner on their
own...
Safer to learn unconnected to start,
and then decide , if safe to communicate
Mesh networking SomeStandard#11S
in XO-1 but dropped like hand crank
from mock up photos,
to power the little beasts...
But it's also not like school,
Constructionist/ other ways of learning
and communicating,
as we Eat Our Own Dog/God/HP/... Food,
sort of use what we sell/
give away...
more to do on that,
and other issues parallel attacked
home invasions at 1200p ish
SaturDay 13th, sound GangLand
to You/Vous?
What's Missing?
Miss Right
Mr Wrong?
F'ingMagic?
What Can Be Found?
PR
Sales
Scams
Pessimism (sp?)?
Myth?
What Can Not Be Found?
Seems redundant question,
wooking for woove
but in all the wrong places?
How To Analyze?
Lenses
Noob
Say you were an alien,
Mars/ Venus and had to explain
Valentine'sDay to Fish out of Water,
type others...
How?
Kids
Believing in something yourself
perhaps, may help, but taken too
far it's other issues, imnho...
as with addictions knowing it's not you
Dog/God/god, etc part of you and
through you, but not you...
Playing god/dog is likely dangerous,
harmful...
UnReQuited (sp?), and other big words
even spelled correctly probably hurts,
UnConditional, Platonic, etc,
Brotherly Sisterly
and Altruistic, and other concepts
may take a while to understand,
especially seeing all the dysfunction/
problems in the world, and likely
closer to home...
Dis/Dys
Thymic
Depressive
We likely lose people this time of year,
romance is full of
Romeo and Juliet
modern West Side Story?
Love or Nothing,
but may _it_
not be as controllable as that...
Love's Executioner (sp?)
by Irvin Yalom was one book
i was pointed to...
GeneralPublic
What no KISS?
Assumptions
Just another day?
one of 365 or so,
24 hours,
what games represent?
FishDump
FishDumb2020
Something InValIDating about it...
KlonDike
Klondike2018
a world/ area/ island for love
put two Paul and _ together
they work it out, but didn't /
don't get very far with it...
Time Limits
A Few Days, no?
After the Fact,
doesn't matter much anymore?
Just Old News,
but all that seasonal stuff
goes on sale now right?
Load up on Chocolates,
red stuff,
fake caring, etc?
Heart Shaped Sugars,
with pithy statement stamped on?
etc...?
Book Data
a plethera (sp?) of books
on Romance, Relationships,
etc...
ISBN
Bound
CopyRight
Pages
index
Links
VeryDoubtFull2021
TimeWarpAgain2021
SplitPeaSoup2021
WinterCycling2021
SuperBowlSunDay2021
ConVid19ContinuesIn2020
ConVid19WalkInTesting2020
ToWhomItMayConcern2020
FoodAppears2020
SardineLandExtortionAndTorture2020
ZinebsPersonalTortureDungeon2020
FlossManualsNetClassActs2019
class-acts.pdf
ThereIsSomeThingWrongInWhoVille2019
AlaNotIntCon2018
CrueltyInThePark2018
AttemptedMurderByInspections2019
21dot30RetalitoryEviction2015
SlumLords2013
20070425ArlHousingFirst
HippieClownCamp2011
AVeteransSonLaughsAndSpitsAtMe2011
GamesPublicHousingPlays2010
GroundHogDayAllOverAgain2011
StrandedAgain2017
WaitingForGodAgain2010
VeRiTasSlaveryCon2017
ReverseRacismOrReverseSlaveTrade
RacismAnonymous
CELT
...
GoodbyeCruelWorld2011
AfricanAmericansDon'tBike2011
BFF10
OneLaptopPerChildoplcorg
VDDay
/GoFish
funny analogy when things
don't work out, go fish,
other fish in the sea,
like buses / trains
catch another one,
etc... YMMV
Conclusion
Summary of experience or similar
Nothing set in stone,
past failures,
it seems define the future
for moi...
Do you have children?
IDK isn't a good answer,
you're lying, etc...
Not saying is lying?
By Ommission
DeadBeat Dad huh?
How Many?
IDK
Where? IDK
so irresponsible?
or not included?
like a lot of things
used and abused
likely...
Discussion
A place for feedback on the page presented
What do you think of the
season?
What of ProCreation?
Going to Happen?
How?
Why?
And if it doesn't?
Passing on your Legacy?
Merely a MindMeld up to the
Singularity?
Intellectually that revolutionizes
or just prather (sp?)?
What say you?
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