20220227ReSubmitToWhat.HP.txt

20220227ReSubmitToWhat.HP.txt

so another last minute/ demand
of things i already submitted/
turned in,
to an abusive guy that doesn't even work there anymore,
afaict, so why send a letter dated 2/17
(my late father's birthday)
demanding
post marked the 19th
and the 21st MonDay was President's Day HoliDay
i didnt get it until the 24th for the 25th
FriDay deadline or subsidy cut on April 1,
an April Fools Joke?

a nasty person in the conference room,
likely new commuuuunity manager(s)
having a meeting/ closed office
and possibly arrested from the sound of it,

opened it and it blew away
photo and text out for help with it,

so a 9.83 to 10 mile walk to the banks,
and on to Lidl,
in ParkSide work shoes,
which need insoles or something
but possibly better than anything else

rain/ snow forecast, so not taking the eBike
eBike and wet don't mix well,
bike/ wheel chair and wet means dripping wet/
oily like road and brake dust/ accumulated stuff
on carpets, and difficult to charge/ lock up,
weight limit(s) with accumulated stuff,
papers, not yet collected,
warm layers, tool(s), helmet,
pump, tube(s)?,
lock (small cable),
assorted things,
electtonics, and charging

so feet hurt, asking for 6 months
as 3 months difficult to understand which
they mean, from today, asking day,
or demand day, few day difference,
mid to late month by the time i get it
so balances lower than when just get
monthly money, and bills to pay
including $25+ for the durable medical equipment
(DME?) wrist guards, after the MediCare was billed,
a month or so ago,
not seen the doc / PA and xray bill,

had ordered $208+ in bike warehouse things
that finally happened again,
but not yet gotten,
saved some cash for that,
but not nearly enough by half,
and ~$20 short last time,
while multiple 26x2.5 tubes were missing
and another thing, dual brake lever
somehow the order didn't go in right,
and a couple month(s) of not biking
for not having the right size tube(s)
for the new bigger balloony tires,
not Fat Tires (3"+?), just under that,
2.0 is usual, another half inch
makes aifference, afaict,
as 2.4 tube went quickly
stretched too far, and no spare(s)
so get stuck somewhere running on the rim,
tire, and destroy that, been there done that,
don't want to do that again...

So back through where i'd written up the
encounter(s), been a month, maybe things cooled off,
critical of things, the process to change address,
and getting transaction histories,
wait in line, to teller, and fogged up glasses,
asking personal info with others listening,
but have Doxed MySelf as Social Security,
only got week(s) later and only one of the two
letters requested...

SNiT/SNoT took a week,
and see what i have/ had,
but suggested to reSubmit,
which submitting seems humbling to humiliating
and no reason for it that i can tell
but being mean, as on birthday month
of most of my remaining family
some of which have been helpful
over the last year,
alternating to nasty, unhelpful,
but other times over,
getting me to the Urgent Care,
despite having to eat out,
an eating ( like drinking?) buddy,
and problems with wrists/ new guards/ braces,
and triyng to weigh and measure in a restaurant
though had a scale with me, small, and plates,
pouring ice/ glasses, (overweight small scale limit)
(but lit display helps)
and other past bed time oroblems
of just wanted to go home,
eating out has been a boundary,
and something i have difficulty with,
as get sick, is the pattern,
and had to use a bathroom quickly
on the way back,
seemingly driving way too fast,
one of the few times in a motored vehicle
like Routes Of Change (and recent kid sign along road
please don't use fossil fuels save the plant or similar
attach?)
trying to be non motored/
even for a hybird/ electric vehicle,
someone else driving, seems way too fast,
and other problems, unmentioned,
arguing, big sibling,
rivalry, family dynamics,
excessive losses, etc...

So do what i can, short demand time,
and photo copy on the way back,
when post tired/ exhausted/ last time accident
feet hurting already on the way out,
and continuting on,
in the bad weather, bad forecast perhaps known
ahead, and holiday time again, conflicts,
and last minute, usually wouldn't even have
anything left for photocopies,
had i paid Urgent Care bill,
from the last unreasonable demand time frame,
also holiday related, seems the punishment for
surviving the holidays, was to have more demanded,
and no supports available given Xmas,
pandemic communication mode limited
and then New Years, closed for the time span/
interim  between...


So snow day, and WareHouse trip,
Presidents Day and a WareHouse Trip,
impending snow/ rain/ later that day,
so still holiday week,
those that survive Valentine's Day,
and SuperBowl SunDay? combined,
relationships and AlaNot has something
typically coinciding with that
this year after, not on,
and online, catch what i can,
in the cold, been saving, maybe
or not, by sticking to using free wifi
online, but other problems, with
car headlights, earlier in the
on the 17th week,
wednesDay had just been out,
walking 6-7? miles for water,
bottled, and errand(s)
check box, not much...

so feet already sore/ tired and out
and yet another thing, unexpected
as had already done the documentation
verification, on somehow i'm
supposed to do it all over,
which lead to an accident,
going back and forth
and what are they hoping that happens again,
why the do over?

Copying bank stuff costs,
very tired, sore and late,
now after dark,
when left a little after noonish,
maybe later, as kids going out of school
and being snide/ snickering / ridiculing,
walking time takes longer,
Copying gets no receipt,
not even asked, or busy organizing things
Printing pdfs saved from before,
someone is loitering near my output,
waiting for machine(s)?
or what trying to read/take personal financial stuff?
had to call over staff, as machine giving error,
tray empty or something, but conflicting
he says it's ok? ignoring the flashing error(s)
on the bottom line...

The printer from USB stick doesn't allow
slecdting multiple files to do at once
so have to do 5-10+ individually
cycling through settings each time...

Two sided to one sides?,
and PDFs, and other things,
sheet feeding, one stuck to another?
changing each file to a
black and white instead of color copies,
changes the cost a lot,
also helps me know which is the original
and which a copy, collating when tired,
much less finding the right file(s)
out of a mass of now older one(s),
and anything mailed to me,
one statement is quarterly
and the monthlies are late,
if even get, so give them what i have
and can find, in a day not even going to get
a response given last interactions with
SNiT/SNoTs...
and express taking day(s), etc..

did i make another set?
keep a copy of submitted,
mixing up which is which and not collating,
files system and other organizational/
executive functioning perhaps called with Auties,
standard paper chase type bureaucratic
process, Little Dorrit CirCumLocution DepartMent,
a Dickens(on), not Jane Austen, but similar
time and young woman/ lady type movie/story...
I've lumped them together and people trying
to tell me i'm wrong, when just the type of
female/ teen movie, romantic/ dystopian
difficulties, girls/ women face...

So between not sleeping, up most the night,
feet hurting even moving around to the bathrrom,
feeding myself, from what gotten at the warehouse,
yet another trip, bad weather, long distance,
waiting in the cold, (previiously described)

Finally make it to the government building
guard going Sir!
it's a reasonable accommodation,
not said done it 3+ times before,
at government buildings,
one guard tried looking the other way,
and library, have to charge,
originally suggested bring in
at Shirlington staff, as predatory people
back in the prepandemic days,
so applies to all...

After pushing the wrong floor elevator button
in the blinded cold outside glasses fogged up
by exercise water vapor exhaust,
and mask diverting heat to them

I'm the Only One there,
after fogged up can't see and confronted,
entering, all the problems typical,
and rushed, bathroom going to be needed
overheating, feet blistered,
but some awakeness with exercise and 
relief of finally get it over with,
and she's actually nice,
helpful, trying to see new floor distancing stickers,
don't approach until called forward line
and quickly dump off backpack
and coat as overheated quickly upon stopping
and indoors, and feel a little better
though stuff is sweaty?
glasses after blind entry defog gradually,
mentioned unreaonsable and duplicate
demands, not sure if front desk
is throwing away what i crashed
last time trying to get over there,
and likely illegal and other problems,
abuse, sadism, systemic elimination,
reverse discrimination,
run the gimp around,
what are they betting on us
like track, horses, pitting dogs,
roosters / cock fights, etc...

But she's nice, so the mix of it all
crazy making, and have read decade(s) ago
a book by similar title,
giving away Virus test kit(s),
somewhere else did too,
these later see are doubles,
and offered two boxes, so 4 test in 2 kits,
just in time for what later see is after
school break need testing to come back,
but seems end of run, finally have them,
when not needed, so slow response,
trickle down to needy, when masks
i've been reusing...

I tell the nice lady,
after asking if like bunnies,
that the drug store may have
bunny ears on sale, but not seen yet,
check, back, sale week, starts ToDay?

and checking some places on the way back,
relieved, and up the night, tired,
regular hours, and i'm inverted,
up in the night, down during the day,
on top of stress and blisters, exhaustion,
so will see...

Buy shrimp cocktail, $5 FriDay sale
and danish $1 off, $10+ from EBT

In exhaustion almost forget/ miss
Next day CAFB food, and up, gingerly on blistered feet,
luckily not as much cramping as usual,
got some exercise, in between,
(SuperBowlSunDay? and other walks
for internet, water & errand(s))
and there by 05xx AM
some online time but bitter cold,
Survey residents and
county ends up showing up
put a sticker on what you want them
to spend money on, but not ready for me,
the first one there,
i had showed the number two
the videos i was watching SVDelos
Sloth Bat Cave, catchup, not seeing many,
SamHolmeSailing Catamaran, Hobie 16-18?
and answer, do i know them?
yeah i tried biking there
to see Delos guy(s) crew at the Annapolis sailboat
show 70 of the 80 miles (Bail to rail
at the BeltWay on return) and missed them,
saw the buddy boat guy in person
Calico Skies, forgot at the time,
and again,

So yet Another writing when tired,
stressed, offense,
one of many i guess...

CAFB and a helicopter, trying to get video
of those up, on the gMaps UpDate for Arlington
Mill Community Center (AMCC) website,
maybe up with this,
not what found the device that was recorded on,
but so many screen shots, and finding them,
search works when connected
and seems to hang when not,
but maybe just very slow ...
and don't free up space,
keeping gigs on device,
run out eventually,
but GBlu(e)s
G60 battery expanded, getting hump pack
and that's the one connected,
for dialing and phone calls
though data not arriving since April,
some APN problem?
G9Pro battery going, very short life,
G90 screen and battery really Gone
no capacity really at all,
fully charge and gone before eSailing
and updating when near wifi,
leaving G51Plus as the main,
and only working one,
but not have the history,
it has the newest OS/ Version Android, 10? 11?
Q iirc, upgraded?
others less than, 9 to 10,
and back one or two...

So that's about it, for now,
need to pee, and recovering still from
ThursDay, FriDay, rush, SaturDay CAFB
and life in general as disabled and poor,
during the Big Squeeze,
and finals/ hate week(s)? idk...
Months to a year it seems,
from preceeding inspections,
holidays, and reinspection(s),
financials, from New Year
cost of living increase amount(s)
then redo that, etc...
for unnown reason(s)...

On top of Filter Change and pest
intrusions and abuse from maintenance
staff and contractors in betewen...