20220415DemandingDemeaningDeLudedPutinOnThePike.HP.txt

20220415DemandingDemeaningDeLudedPutinOnThePike.HP.txt

The ego had entered the room

CrazyBusy again, and an odd report of Easter WeekEnd Weather
but for ThursDay, which for some starts the weekend,
i guess...

Hump day for workers is maybe WednesDay,
so a downhill ride into Friday,
that would be a ThursDay or what i've typed sometimes
ThirstDay, and seems to fit,
some call it TherapyThursDay...
and likely other marketing terms...


Going for paper work, and it's taking for ever,
the local copy place is half working,
one machine temporarily down,
and i've been down most of the time too,
on and off pressure, and deadlines,
increasing demands,
411 seems like a bunny ear number,
so some
11 as the ears i guess
4 as the frame/ body
and let's zero fill on the left
to keep positional numbering
Slots and waivers,
or whatever system currently being used for
interpretion...

Anyways, going out, rushing, had come in mid day
overly stressed and tired,
20220411StealingBunnyMoJo.HP.txt or so,
maybe my last posting for a while,
as have lots going on,

providing a false address charge?
some booming speaker noise, a rattle the cage
type thing for people who had their doors
left open like a jail cell raid/ inspection,
for painting, it's the coming by back behind people
and pointing them out, he's the target/
we hate him, that's the resident,
while the painting contractor
doesn't paint a bunny on the door,
not that type of painter, as the joke/
reality goes, can't be individuated
here in the prison/ hell like system(s)
created, no special holiday signs, nothing
to look or be different, all just a mass of
the same, because we aren't human ot management/
manglement, SlumLords, and

Prepared food day, cancelled last time
late notice, others waiting, and 
i guess we don't get this week,
to be expected, i guess,
they get a holiday, but an
essential service, eating,
nothing like knowing ahead of time
for "every week", but that's the other side
of the coin/ other part of the public private/
profit, non profit, partnership,
aka one sided,
contracts written, or soemthing,
idk, not seen the agreement(s),
provide first floor light industrial,
need food and culinary training,
and likely LatinX, La Cucina
or similar title, does the prepared food,
some staff worker shows up and gets the
foods, rumored to be across many sites,
5 by latest count, all the kids from
multiple sites, converging on the
building, formed a line between them,
saw the eggs, coming back from going out,
trying to get away, but couldn't stay out
that much, someone liked the ears,
on the way out by the community room,
her's sparkled/ beDazzled?
and not wanting to be photographed,
wearing my usual, now on a bike helmet,
and show they light up,
where'd you get those,
Harris Teeter further out,
went by yesterday, and have a few more,
moved the rack, but in the easter like section
near the registers towards produce entrance,
some place else, at the other store in
MerriField, kiddy / kitty corner from
the new Lidl
grand opening i showed up early,
but number 3 and $5 gift card
for creating a scene, demand and shows
interest i guess...  staples turns grocery
bought out locations, the same each about
the square footage, but next to one
and SafeWay, likely another, but construction
won't say, some think it's an Amazon,
but competition already said,
Aldi, taking over BabiesRUs, up Moray,
or using the Pike/Route 7 LeesBurg Pike
address, crossroads make it difficuilt
which of the two roads being served?

Oh, well i digress,
loud sound(s), clack, clack,
like jail doors?
Solenoid, or whatever switches
a small little vault,
each little box, saw a RaspBerryPi
for the touchscreen, as it was stuck
trying to boot/ or resetting, or something,
got a photo, and a camera in your face,
not sure where it's going,
what the camera policy is in the place,
security signs, recorded,
i guess those are what people are posing with,
seen around, and bye's or whatever,
a small scared Yorkie, Yorkshire Terrier,
Terrified, or soemthing, running and i'm
supposed to stop the dog,
it's coming to me, but don't want to
keep it, trapping not nice,
runs behind me, and had yelled no,
maybe going to pee/ poop and why
ti's scared, trying to get one down to ground,
park, dog park a distance away, like me trying
to get to a bathroom, when a tree next to me,
and late/ early, have to pee on the tree like a dog,
hiding some, but talked at, what happens a lot,

Prepared foods guy, don't seem to know him,
but similar to others, i guess,
attitude from some, paid by the other organization
delivers and spot checks the contractor
Management company?
Am i allowed to say how i get here,
driving? must/ likely
Acme Pies delivers by a trike, utility bike,
iirc, when had a farmers market in the plaza,
some trike/ utility bike shows up,
finally gor a store front across from
the one market that keeps going,
Putin on the Pike, trying to relate redevelopment/
Gentrification, or something
you see your backyard is our business,
NIMBY, Not In My BackYard,
a common phrase for how homeless and poor
are squeezed out, it's a great idea,
yeah, you should do that, but not here,
not near me, not in my main floor,
drug addicts, people who need housing,
smoking delaing, harassing, stealing,
etc, all the stuff people do,
just do it elsewhere,


And the Lord of the Manor,
wants an apology,
for what? being abused?
Discriminataed against,
harassed daily, if not more,
it seems, another knock on the door
last night, when i was down?
what was i snoring, means leave alone
probably needs the sleep/ rest,
but not for the wicked or some such phrase,
No Rest For the Weary,
No Good Deed Goes UnPunished,
like carts left out, latest was in the road,
two in traffic lanes, by the curb,
tell the staff and can't go there, too far,
right there on your sidewalk,
not down the hill, to the different,
higher traffic bus lanes, multiple lines
diverge to different destinations,
Culmore, SkyLine, and one to AnnanDale
16A, but i bike it most times,
the hour wait, sometimes half hour,
sometimes doesn't run, or doesn't pick me up,
depends on need, and apperances,
i guess, did one genoflect to the driver?
or give the finger?
Big hills, down the damn and fumes/ spray,
vapor, needing to use the bathroom,
sewage smeels, as waste water runs concurrently,
floods, and broken pipes, i guess,
rapid temperature changes seem to do that,
ground air, old pipes, break, let them then
an insurance/ repair, emergency, create one,
i guess, lots of those going on,
sirens like living next to a hospital,
problems everywhere, Wifi Next Door,
but if don't live there anymore
then i guess it doesn't help,
or got rid of the bugs/ insects,
but poisoned me in the process,
waking up to smells, strong fumes,
smoking, vaping, something,
run off from the MEgloMart,
down hill, and smells from trash
trucks, dumpsters, indoor in the garage
and kept below me, instead of by the elevator
shafts, chutes and dumping as one goes out,
can't be nice living next to that,
but over flow and don't clean there iether,
pressure wash the dumpster area,
then less attractive to rats,
latest ego bound muscular Latino maintenance,
think he's the one who said no
wouldn't even consider finding the fake cheese
packaging behind the stove,
so created a sign,
some suggested using a camera to look behind,
knife and poke? skewer? what would get?
pull out the stove, but stuff piled on,
some think dangerous, don't use that stove,
gas, and use induction next to the sink,
counters piled high with donated and bought
clearance foods, mostly, latest with
SNAP/EBT is getting myself treats,
some stores even have Free WiFi,
i guess entertains the kids while waiting,
watch their favorites shows,
so many have devices glued to faces,
in the kid jail seat,
thinking of inventing a step up ladder,
get so big, and difficult for parents/
care givers to life up the kid,
parent wieght training, after years of stuck
in side, then a toddler and run around,
run after, keep out of the street,
chasing that new ball, and get squashed,
last seen at the post office, play ball while waiting
for PassPort or the desk line,
but how to teach the ball is n't worth
squished kid/ so much work creating,
giving birth, etc, and lost in traffic...

Soem guy at the bank, opened at 10a
not 0900a as expected, the other at 0900a,
used to think 0800a, when the grocert stores,
Aldi, Lidl, but 0600a Harris Teeter HT,
with Bunny Ears, Lights Up or similar LED
mezmerizing, trance like,
stopped one place at night talking,
people/ something going on behind me,
putting a weapon to my head,
smoking / vaping dealing, or something
threatening my life, while others look on,
weapon carrying, i'm allowed,
or someone evicted, then sounds like
released bunnies to the neighborhood,
after the poor kids party hidden eggs,
plastic, left behind takes me a while
with a flash light to search the limited
ground like non paved concrete,
garden apartment it's not,
but where are the gardens? a lawn,
and lawn care, how many buildings?
how many units per builiding?
how high up to walk?
4 stories? with bike/ laundry,
luggage/ groceries, and eBike?
TRike is 65 pounds,
thought i'd die here,
and still maybe in the remaining days,
you see Putin, latest SlumLord
wants an apology, for what,
writing my experience,
then talking at, gloating about
kicking out for the enjoyment of the little
old black ladies?
was going to show my unit to them
and they line up for food,
someone went off on, you can't do that,
bossy black lady/ woman,
looking at packages, handling what was left out,
anything for me?
nothing again, someone(s) misdelivered/
withheld, didn't send, something the
SLW wireless phone 6-10 business days,
and nothing, stand by the post worker
expecting a package, not coming,
requires address verification,
GPS of online was next door,
where WiFi was still free,
have to be connected, call for free upgrade,
underlying network going down,
the G60 erases self, nothing i can do,
which rocker switch? volume up down,
and power to select? or something else?
how to get out of it,
hold down power, erasing , being erased,
not a lot on it, the battery bulged,
some unknown reason, left charging,
as tend to do, to keep topped off,
don't want to go out with a dead battery,
like maintenance locking the outlet,
cover and latch, small padlock,
about the time the little Rental
eScooters started appearing,
can't charge for free here,
not wanted here,
takes a credit card and smartphone,
to rent the things, littering the sidewalk
like grocery carts, but more obnoxious
than people who can't return what they take out,
leaving hazards for others to clean up,
so if going that way, reduce/ remove the hazards,
out for a walk, and used to be like
FootBall push the sled, couch/ assistant coach
someone yelling at you, as you grunt and
huff and puff in pads, this up a hill
with loud carts, where aer my other ears?
muffs/ sound protection, haven't seen those
in a while, diappeared like lots of other things?
socks, only half of what needed, those stolen too?
and security device for staring moto,
like battery without tending/ charging, trickle
charging having to buy another and another,
not riding, cold in the dark of a garage,
but waiting on getting glasses, saving $200+
and hundreds in lenses, and the wrong script
so many years ago, even when mom was alive,
given money ear marked for one thing,
and don't have for another, eBike
try that, use it to visit/ strings to see me,
and seemed like more abuse, idk,
meant well but pain meds, steroids,
something and beaten up emotinoally,
it seems/seemed,  called spoiled,
but really abused/ neglected too,
and then do the nice thing,
find people to abuse me after the fact,
pass away and leave behing for the care
of her disabled son, saw the lawyer
that created the pooled trust,
after dad died, and executor intended
but i may have found better, or not,
you see another is a beneficary too,
might have signed up for a credit card,
taking from that like RainMan or something
have to do for them, win the casino,
count cards, spill the paperclips
or something and some freak of wiring
and know how many there were,
count the jelly beans,
used to be a trick, gambling,
and guess the number win a large amount,
many fail so some can win,
and proceeds go to what?
profit? a charity?
something, idk...

Wall, talked at as i left,
you are like that,
about you not the customers,
ego uncontrolled, i guess high opnion of ones'
self is a delusion, like narcissus, or similar,
all about me, all the time,
not you and kills relationships,
kills neighborhoods, may have even killed me,
idk yet, seems like going out in mid day heat
run around and have to jump on, pounce,
rush, hurry, don't do that, can't
disabled, not in my nature, slow and steady
like walking/ driving, riding on ice,
no sudden moves, spooks the traction,
and slips on ice/etc...

Stormed and blew off ears, went back in,
had another thing to do, and down mid day,
turn on A/C try resting, ate the sugary
stuff i had, Gelato, fruits, had the
$0.50 sushi, dry rice, last day to sell,
but something, gut mood went down,
big line of people and only one copier,
working, and cracker standing over people
rushing them on, not sure get the right
pages, copies, and later see $30 in
copying changed to color, when wanted
black and white, overcharged too,
so had to clean the screen  and then
settings right, rich white guy
some muslim greeting in my left ear,
talking to each otehr taking a prayer break?
idk, buddy networking, whiel applying and
pusing people out of line,
had to go out to eat my cantaloupe?
spelling? finish what waiting ata the bank,
taking hours and gelato melted by the hours
i got back, and down, catch what emails,
i can', send things terse and badly phrased,
can't do anything right, more abuse,
neglect, don't care,
just another disabled white guy,
little sibling, MyBrothersKeeper,
or whativer i was going to write on,
doesn't matter, it's just me...
and ears blew off, maybe just stop wearing them
got all messed up looked like burrs,
but cherry blossom stems, picked those out,
like BikeToWorkDay BtWD. when ride regularly,
just do something else that day,
as opposite of what others do,
see how the other slive,
finally eating, buying instead of just pricing,
looking, finding a treat,
one when most fill carts,
and long winded, like the guy at the bank
talking of a lawyer who didn't pay bar fees,
sounded like drinking, but maybe is,
pass the bar, i guess the pun,
leaving it behind, finding business
where one lawyer can, going to the pub/
bar, to find clients, and drunks are likely
needing it, drowning  their troubles,
like eating so muc hsugar,
1/2 peach pie, saved for later,
dinner with prepared, chicken breast,
no mashed potatoes this time, mixed veg,
some carrot, but squash, zuchinni,
rice, succatash (sp?),  and a cube of butter/
some fancy stuff of fats, boiled out chicken fat
cuved and wasted, fancy name forgotten,
down home cooking lime mom used to make,
was fake italian, really,
lasagna, as my last meal?
vegan? idk, cheese free? dairy free,
set me free,
mayhbe i can leave the nest,
get ouf of this cell,
be a real human  being again,
like the little old lady raising rabbits,
can't do it anymore, released in to the wild,
communities, before Easter, used to do at the church
but that's gone multifamily large block housing
late at night, can't take rabbit,
throwing pellots, prepared food for bunnies,
leading them somewhere, to where they might need/find a hutch?
armed? he won't hurt them,
riding off, two little tan bunnies racing me like squirrels
see i'm faster, luckily not caught in tires/ wheels,
mass bunny suicide, starting up again,
lemmings to get rid of self before the Easter madness,
kids on candy, something to get away from,
all sugared up, back to you,
like giving a drum set,
see they need music, talented, no?

idk, deaf to certain things again by now,
guy talking at me, hi, i'm Joshua,
i'd already left, but planned that way,
i guess, how to interact iwth people,
a basic skill of managers,
and the egos of people staring out,
thumping their chests, see i'm boss,
i own you, not really, supposed to help people
not abuse them...
It's about the customers/ people living there,
not about you, and your ego,
rookies manager mistakes,
typically about others, not you...

That's all Folks,
TM elsewhere...

Time for another Mango Fruit and Cream
bar, 81 (grams?/)mL of sugar,
have to read the nutritional info/
packaging sometime, later...
 
Run on sugar, like a bug?
ban sugar in a religion and everyone else
is an insect, to be squashed,
maybe what's going on in subways,
and where people are slaughtered,
idk, don't have much internet
to read the bad news...

And pushed out for gentrification,
ethnic cleansing, can't have old white
disabled guys here, move overy my ego
is more impotant than your existance,
like the driver talking on a cell phone/
smart phone using hands on phone instead
of driving, i guess his call is more
important tham my life, thousands of pounds
of vehicle rushing down a hill,
someone next to not on the phone,
kid nearby walking to school,
and calling dad on phone teen
in riding shot gun seat,
getting pretty violent,
must be tired, and overly dramatic,
hyperbole, and desparate, idk,
tired and stressed,
try sleaping when someone's not knocking
waking/ harassing, torturing,
the usual, around here, afaict...