20220427WildBunny.HP.txt
Leaving the Hutch?
So being moved on
Recently a police oficer, on the Plaza
a bike class, CaBi's and a couple others
and somehow complaints, and she's pushing
me along, do i need to call someone for you,
i'm charging a 5G SamSung A32 or so
cheap per month from a multi line family plan,
but 2 year commitment, and some inLaw and other
issues, soon to be discovered, most likely.
You see, i've been incommunicado,
and someone(s) didn't like it,
staying outside, in the Plaza,
garage, in bad weather, still has it's
problems,
as does using new technology,
actually getting it, days late
and DRs DisBurseMent ReQuests from SNiT/SNoT
and just general communications,
knowing how many miles, how long,
finding places like Social Security
which moved from EdSall to around
VEC Virginia Employment Commission
on Cherokee
and things are going full circle,
LMEC Laurie Mitchell Employment Center,
one of the first MH Drop In like places,
/ Service Source (ID Intellectual DisABilities,
formerly known as MR (Mental Retardation)
hosting, doing a enclave/ postal and
electronics recycling among other activities,
mail processing,
probably where i'd met David O'Brien,
an Alexandria CSB (Community Services Board)
member and probably on LMEC board,
as i was for a little while, but M$
and time was up, ...
But ahead of myself, as lived on a friends
Living Room floor for a while, as my life
went into peices (sp? pie in peices?),
suicidal from many things,
but didn't and got help, mental health help,
and sent me to the Community Mental Health Center
(CMHC) WoodBourne (sp? mid county next to INoVA Hosp
MerriField and Institute (state hospital)
to start,
But can't really do that again,
labeled, and some things learned along the way,
advocacy and getting out of the system,
which later took it's toll, mostly on others,
but enough on me to think it wouldn't work,
didn't work that well, but alive to complain
about it, so i do, might save some others
some problems... At least be more aware
of down sides, that are pushed under the rug,
so to speak...
Survivor, i guess is the Label,
and happening again, or something different
entirely, people see the SNiT/SNoT papers
as i have to present them for recertification,
(or trying to renet a Low Income Housing unit)
after my mother died, i inherited, sort of,
it went Family Funded, and still learning the
difference between that and Self Funded,
when my father died, i had heard of
SNT Special Needs Trusts for disabled,
mostly ID, later considered it an
inheritance container, keep money/
property, real property, (land/ house, etc)
say a family member, patriarch, matricarch
dies, and the house to go to a disabled child,
it might go to Trust,
(a particular type SN Special or Supplemental Needs)
Supplemental is on top of benefits,
Government like SSI Social Security Income,
or SSDI Disability Insurance
for those with a work history,
MedicAid, (turns out ReminaderMent goes to MediCaid
if one dies, hardly an incentive
to keep disabled people alive, eh?
much less pushed to donate to the Trust itself...)
and MediCare,
SNAP/EBT and other benefits some might have,
ABLE and other types of things i don't know much
about, but may be similar...
I'd asked someone to look into it,
and they recommended it,
but there are problems,
Trust adminsitration are not family,
Trust administration may not care,
and applying for something,
is a Long drawn out process,
(think Dickens' CircumLocution Department)
so moving might have been lingering
in the background, but coming foreground,
and seemingly immediately, at M-2 or so
ToDay,
not a lot happening,
Communications and putting in for DRs,
money/ help to stay alive, off the streets,
in a hotel, and finding one of those is a
rabbit hole to say the least,
something under $100/ day, plus fees and taxes,
easily searchable places,
Hotels.com for instance,
shows on a map where they are and amount,
gMaps may have reviews, but how many hours
of reading about insects, noise, weed,
lack of maintenance, biggest hill in the world
and looking up stuff, which jurisdiction,
Getting the voucher, and copies,
required documentation for applying for limited
spaces, SpaceAvailable/ StandBy(e)
some airplane lines call it,
waiting for next available seat,
can save some money, maybe hop a flight earlier,
or later, but uncertainty and requirements,
rigid things like
When are you moving in?
What Dates?
What Hotel?
all take a lot of effort and that's
without packing
moving, supplies, boxes, what type
paper or plastic?
wetness/ dampness/ mold/ mildew,
insects, dust,
don't have those nice vacuum bags
seen on sailing shows,
but getting down to a small amount of traveling
stuff, what do i need?
Clothes
Laundry
looking like trash bags,
and not clear,
two colors, black and white?
use white for clean?
and black for dirty?
closer to going elsewhere?
will movers
the only ones i've had in my life
were for eviction so long ago,
but coming up again,
they took everything,
as possesion was given,
by the court, couldn't pey,
went through my 401K
pest control had sprayed into the faucet,
i was physically sick,
as i was SaturDay,
vomiting, diarhea (sp?)
and not feeling well,
not sure if the food?
bad shrimp? cocktail?
2x Telenti Gelatos
shortly thereafter?
combination?
peanut butter and older bread?
had mold on it, missed taking off one,
and the next?
something
else?
Virus? ConVid19
Flu? Stomach Bug?
Foid Poisoning or
just plain Poisoning?
given all the hate running around...
Cardiac?
weakness and difficulty getting up,
so barf in the tub,
got myself there,
used bathroom/ toilet
and bed was too far to go,
only to come back for more,
but hard, cold,
spent 2+ years
in the tub, had pads, foam
or two type closed and loose,
and a ThermoRest, inflateAble (sp?)
barfed up all over that, couldn't get up
from the tub and all over my shirt,
an amazing amount of volume it seemed,
and felt a little better after
and then there is the liquid(s)
must have had old water left out
overnight, cultivating germs/ bacteria?
etc?
As just moving around,
try rinse something,
kitchen sink backed up,
black color, some may thing an ash tray,
i remember i had scraped the skillet,
but that was a while ago,
others think people were in,
and sabotage like,
I've put banana peels down,
(pulling off the too hard stem,)
usually do ok, egg shells,
i end up plunging that,
but all going towards what do i need
while out and about, form hotel to hotel,
or whereever, it seems, how many nights/
days do i end up out?
would SNiT/SNoT care if i'm homeless?
doesn't compute/ fit into their mold of
what they can comprehend, endless questions,
seemingly harassment, some easy stuff,
gets ok, got that type responses,
AdobeFill&Sign app having to learn that
again, and send in electronically,
the HandBook has some things,
and how many holes in the plan/
what has been setup so far,
is missing?
Storage to put in,
spent my last $180 or so
half price storage, for a 10x10
and the whole over stuffed 1BR
is going to fit in there?
or have to get rid of things?
Easy targets are the food packaging,
but they are light,
extremely time consume,
do a first blush on each bag,
was going to be a bag/box
per day, over the last Month(s),
since inspections, which failed,
not the energy not motivation
since so abusive one
(AttemptedMurderByInspections2018-9?)
both county and apartment
once get the negative,
like credit report, and background check,
porting in/out had to check one out,
and takes a month, even if can find a place,
worth living in, but behind the dumpster
ain't so great, i'd imaging,
only days away, as everything isn't set,
Exhausted, harassed/ picked on,
got a ConVid19 walk up test,
see if that vomiting diarhea (Sp?)
is that?
got results this early am,
more knocking at 0415a,
purposefulyl disturbed/ harassed,
so many want to hurt/ harm/ hate,
it seems, even the tester,
dumps a lot and kind of ridiculing
it seems afterwards,
combined with previous problems
of show with what, and it's like the
injectable/ swabbable (sp?)
gas chambers, give hem something,
what biological warfare like stuff is handy?
HIV/AIDS, long term killer, likely
and supports PHarm
note Harm in PHarm(a)...
But i digress,
packing, saving my stuff,
can't say much publicly yet,
people seeing boxes come in and enjoying,
difficult to avoid,
other people enjoying your problems,
millenials, gang, ethnicity, race,
reverse racism, and other things,
religion(s), see your are getting what
you deserve, Hate disguised as religion,
and care/ some of the worst playing god/dog
in medical/ allied helath and the lack
of protections there, even State/ CDC/
County run supposedly...
Anyways, times' up for today,
hopefully not ForEver...
Like Eminem's Stan:
How am i going to sent this S***
Out?
and not diarhea (sp?) in journal
writing form...
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