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So after lots on the week
inspection, i was here, they didnt' show
but maybe took what was in writing
and later someone (laying in wait?)
nearby maintenance
looked in working nearby
verified i did what i had typed up
skipping an email a my earliest convenienice
sp?
and missing the entire Autism from the Inside Out Conference
down under
(with only this weekend to view?
otherwise hundred plus Aussie$
to buy (lifetime) access)
and making JoyRider 250 points CaBi BikeAngel
and some other things
many of which i'll likely forget,
so writing down some of it now
maybe fill in the blanks as i go along,
editing afterwards, though not likely
as not been doing been spell checking much
for weeks (month?)...

So decided to sign up to volunteer at
CAFB, and learn some from the other side,
with a fair amount of planning necessary
to avoid catastrophe,
though can't avoid it all,
and effected affected? my days before
as not a lot of energy to take on other things
a lease problem, modifications to previous year signings
which has been sign this which sa ys the opposite
of what is being said verbally and in reality,
covering thier collective asses
and likely creating an easy way
to try to remove me
not to mention purgery (sp?) type stuff
since inspections didn't seem to work as they had hoped
in failing that, after repeated invasions
more than one i was down in my underwear
when they knocked and came in
without me answering the door
and i've got a must be there to go in
on my records,
but the chain lock/ hotel like bar
has been broken for a long time
preventing people from coming in when present,
and locked/ set...

so a lot hanging over my head,
potentially failing and
defaulting? on a 21 30 pay or quit notice
for the end of the month
which generally have 21 days to correct the problem/
violation and/or leave, by 30 days,
which isn't really even possible,
given get notice after money for the month is spent
say on the 6th after grace period
and they have sat on the request for a ledger
transaction history showing payments,
to request help from SNT for paying rent
which has been running late
as by the time the month posts on the account
doesn't leave enough time to process a SNT check
and get it delivered, with the banks and stock market
fluctuating over Gaza, and the shutdown/
Speaker of the House RePublican much less presidential
race, etc...
A sell order to make the money to write the check
and then delivery has been irratice to no existant
checking on that got in the request 5 days after
geting a ledger which was sat on for at least that long
from an inspection did you get?,
to nothing for about a week,
while have plenty of time to make audio notes
to self outside my door,
saying we'll have an auction to unknown people
and then the holiday weekend,
nothing happening during the long weekend,
and another day to get going after that,
but got it in on the 11th,
and confirmation of that,
as may have taken them a day
to get to the pile of things
they have in the inbox,
and after banking hours,
playing on the margins,
market up and down,
with some funny small print of payment methods
and other hate like the inspection one
i couldn't even read it oozed hate, imnsho...

So all that going on while missed
CAFBCancelled 2023
the previous month and no make up day(s)
Reston (community) Market is the 2nd SaturDay
and i missed that, after the cancelled last month
market, so not sure what about makeups,
two in one month, which are available to me,
much less getting how many pounds of food
back home after the attack/
broken wheel on the accordion cart
early in the month,
for an AFAC warehouse holiday make up day
etc...

So lots going on and keeping it all straight/
clear and how to handle many things
seemingly thrown at me at once,
deliberately to fail in combination
...

But pressure cooking black beans now,
well the first part, quick soak
12 minutes Rice setting and just got beeps
so might need to go check that,
not had much ToDay,
hard boiled eggs 111g
100g peeled,
but getting to the last few days,
in a bit,
brb?

66 code on display
keep warm indefinitely
but likely powers off
after maybe 12 hours?
i'd have to read the manual
and find it first...
things scrambled again with the inspection(s)...

So make it to FriDAy,
aoms other things
out doing CaBi Angel stuff
geting out for bit,
after days stuck in cleaning
and organizing
kvetching, 
waiting on GoDot
etc...

But train of thought and then trying to
do things sequentially
going to have to jump around
the time line
Writing while tired, stressed,
overwhelmed, and that all implies emo stuff,
which some of us don't like much
not just a male trait,
Autie like too, for what parts i may have
but likely to enough for formal diagnosis,
though random passersby
seem to label me as such
trying on the coping skills/
strategies, avoiding flourescent lights
with a hat,
noise defenders/ ear protection
headphones,
and social things
communication badges in Cons
but in real life, IRL
more don't respond to people whom you don't
see, talking behind you,
around you and about you
like your not even human,
etc, giving time for processing
sensory issues, etc...

But i'd signed up for the InsideOut
Autism con before Inspections
were demanded again mid month
or so, then delayed,
and finally no showed, afaict,
i was down had written it up
and people trying to default it
to a fail, afaict...

Some in the chain of command seem
to read it, and others ignore
can't read it, don't care, afaict...

But all a tangeled web others are weaving
and i'm supposedly the fly,
ran out of clothes, pretty much
on vapors, food low for things i like to eat,
so after time crunch and before pacing
some sweets not getting at AFAC,
and had half price carrot cake
sweet and turns out has some alcohol in it
hidden, unlike Rum Cake which supposedly burns off,
Stollen fruit cake like holiday season started already
well before even ThanksGiving, but imports
and buying ahead, etc...

The food topics and writing / drivel
probably easy to tell i'm hungry now,
and CAFB looming with the how to volunteer
and receive food, much less not be photographed
the waiver, hold harmless like paperwork
signup was an email, and that tells
some internals
which are interesting to me,
20 people volunteer and an unnamed volunteer coordinator,
i'd tried emailing about receiving food and volunteering
as i think i'd seen /heard of it,
dual hats and peer like has some significance
here for Mental Health and some DBSA
Peer Specialist day trainings costing thousands,
but somehow i'd thought it interesting enough
to look into it some,
this season starting and trainings
happening online,
and bookings, etc to be detemined TBD
i'm not likely giong through with it,
it's a paid gig and some very distrubing
things about it to me,
originally a must qualifty/ be willing/able
to work,
which seems very abl(e)ist,
decades of doing some of it informally
since creating this site NoVAPeers.PBWorks.com
for those who have been jacking/jilling
copies of this likely from schools,
while i pushed for it's use,
it's turning out more ABUse
to the (local) author
in how people respond to topics like Mental Health
and a recent Maine shooting spree,
masacre, in a bowling alley and other palces,
by apparently a suspect trained by military
firearms/ etc and had some time in a mental health
insitutute/ hospital and came out afterwards
shooting about the time the speaker of the house
was being considered and war in Gaza/IsRael IsReal
happened, so not sure much of coincidence,
and have seen suspect found dead
near his work place
at a dump/ land fill, afaict,
going low after hero,
i'd imagine not very easy
but like a lot things
anything negative and the whole lot
becomes more suspect,
to hated upon for being out as MH
and so public by self publishing
this, even started on seeking funding from
state, after Sully Police Station shootings
(Micheal?) Kennedy etc...
then the TheShortOfIt
VATech SH Cho, etc,
and so many more after
but less directly related, i'd imagine,
add poliDicks and elections
war and so many other confounds
and have quite a mess we are in collectively,
politically socially and eeconomically
all affecting mental health,
PostPanDemic...

Interesting times and all,
some links relate to that...

But carrying on,
and one for that,
as give background to what's been happening
and even some how to process
what's now and ahead, for me and likely others,
of similar circumstances,
given EBTDiet2023?,
and other making ends meat at the (bottom)
end of the social ladder, so to speak,
with increasing disparity in all sorts of ways...

So arrive 1230a ish showered and
thinking maybe to oearly,
and go CaBi BikeAngel some
but i guess i makde so much noise
goign out, taking a art not folding
two coolers, chair, cane seat
and regular stuff,
bags, to put (food) things in,
electronics charging stuff,
but only thin shirt long sleeve
and expecting 60s weather,
overnight up 20ish degress from lows
recently having me up cold in the night,
and back to sleeping bags,
which may be BedBug problems,
washed and bagged, but havens for them?
idk...
a jacket rumored to be a problem
from where i bought it
(Lidl PineCrest/Alexandria)
and needing washing as someone tried on/
wore and returned?
but forgetting in the rush to do that
and the found jacket from CaBi vounteering
likely as setup in wa ys, kids nd others
taking part, as a cold trip looking at buying another
light weight jacket...
sizing XXL and what i can find...
coming back from Reston
as well as bags on the handlbars,
carrying around mostly CaBis but back to
the BeaterBike to try repairing it
after accordion/ attack/ broken front wheel,
and bunny ears flew off taken in High Winds
KeyHoods2023 or similar page name...

All done on vapors/ fumes likely
as end of month and other financial constraints,
the double edged sword having anything
disqualifies for receiving help
but not having enough and screwed over as well...
Changes in SNAP EBT being just one of the screws/
TANF like work requirements but
55 and over may be exempt,
afaict, ianal...

So difficult night, some people later
some only a few minutes after i arrived,
one person in the plaza when i got there
nd no a time of night i'd want to be out,
drunk people and the homeless liek guy
waiting for somone , which i kinda believed,
all i said was people are coming
for a food things lines, etc...
and he stayed, likely drank and fell asleep
snoring i heard some times and later
not seen, not sure when/ how left...
Waiting on a ride home likely,
and usually takes a while, etc,
plausable, plausible, imnsho...
I wasn't ther to bust his chops,
just see if waiting on the line
and wasn't but didn't mean couldn't use
the (unprepared grocery like) food as well,
...
I'd gotten very tired,
difficulty staying awake,
some people behind had car headlights
glaring at us, and i tried getting those
turned off,
as they setup their stuff in the edge
of the plaza,
i'd emailed the attachment not included,
in the plan for the distribution
setup/
and already asked about fixing the outlet
only to hear it's turned off,
much like Gaza and try driving peole out,
though putting a space heater and camping
here had been getting worse, also, imnsho...

Hand warms aren things make sense for later
food lines, to prevent hypothermia
and the season will be starting up
mssing even considering the Falls Church
one i'd worked at and lived in,
Dental building last i recall,
vanned over from Baileys CRossRoads
MonCure...
nearby so long ago...

But something about 15 minutes so so
the car disappeared,
i'm guessing getting to a bathroom,
but maybe go pickup someone else,
i tried explaining to check with others
kind of hall pass like to know where going
think leaving and coming back sunrise, or
when the line starts, bags were told to be put
elsewhere if not with people


I'd said i was going over to the power plug
acdross the plaza bu still on site
others had moved my chair from near the plug
and missing a power USB cable, someone took
a MicroUSB one from my collection o the device
leaving me short and slow charging
for so many devices,
some i could do at home
others short for the very long day ahead,
updating apps taking a very long
time hours into it and got that done,
trying the HP Ubuntu updating through the Tablet
version 13 Android
and it does ap ass through working like am odem
but from WiFi given i'd deleted the non free
dirver for the built in WiFi adapter
and configuring much less finding that
after the fact, installation only scripts
and i've inadvertently crimpled that device
further going purist, Free software,
Libre, almost to religous levels...
for some values of St. Ign(u)atious

But that took maybe 20-30 minutes
and an insect large crawling towards me
in the little area, filled with a clear glass
beer bottle, bottle tops and cigarette butts,
i'd luckily had a chair i took over
and cane seat as table,
some guy growning coming up the steps
drug dealer like own the space aura
persona...

and bak over toe the ront of the line
and ot again to use the bathroom
someone givin gisnructions ofn who to prepare
bring a jacket, long pants,
some eggs for others, etc...
somewhere between protecdtive and meddling
others seem to assume i'm a sim
or some action figure/ incompetent moron?
to be directed told what to do
most of which i ignore,
some are good suggestions,
many o  which i'd already considered
and maybe forgot, like a bag of things
i'd set aside but not taken out,
in the rush and carring so much stuff out,
the kitchen sink like you usually pack
someone said, iirc...

But eventually i'd stayed awake too loud
and others around to sleep
but painfully tired, and   regretting
not resting more beforehand
much less losing BikeAngel 3x
4 rides to reset,
all that ramp up rides/ walking
many in North Arlington exploring new station/
dock locations... after running low in
South Arlington closer to home,
and some being full/ not helpful,
no points and wasted effort if not
ends streak and resets to something
worse, likely changing while taking off
and before getting there,
ir remember all the possibles on the way
and plan B, C, D, Etc...

But the truck shows up
maybe 0700a? alone not staff with
and eventuall a wlittel while later
she shows up, i'm going to need
to talk to her
about signing and lunteering
muc hles n encounter with a bikeshare
person returning and couldn't dock
then saying he's got something
i'd been exposed he's sick
and no one will take him in cabs/cars/buses,
etc

and telling him about BikeAngel
part of why i was helpful,
besides so bored, 
can he do that while sick?
and that bike is bad,
now clean it or
it'll clean itself after a time,
just left out, i guess in hot UV sun
helps too,
and that's a lot of poeple
what's happening here?
immigration?

So not sure but think she was not until
0730a report time, as have things to get ready
and to do before (real) people arrive...

But i find my gloves, i've packed some
HarborFrieght nitrile mechanical gloves
she puts out some clear vinyl?/
latex? large
I've sen tem with food service as well
along the LeesBurg Pike in an Asian market
who had duck at the time of Muscovy and Missing
(see links)
so with oils  and latex or alcohol not mixing
well te gloves disintegrate,
so nitrile is the workaround,
but many gloves tear, hands get wet inside
and basically the condom arguments,
i can't feel,
difficulty maniuplating, etc...

But later see as people are doing clipboards
and need to register, get a barcode card,
i also have work bloves i use for biking
as they are thicker, but get sweat, bike share
and other stuff on and would need
at least a spray disinfectant
and only thing around is hand sanitizer,
gel like

and there's a lt going on
one rgular setting up tables and
i just start awkwardly (sp?) after night of now sleep,
helping
signs and cones go out
from a high caged thing the pallet forklift put there,
and i'm in the way of that too,
so told to move out of the way,
it's construction site and eyes and ears 360 degrees
especilly around poeple you don't know
some sort of dance/ rythym sp?
develops over time with wpeople you know
and have worked with,
these all new
with a few returning but different roles,
i know basically where things go,
as seen it before a new person on site
and everything is new,
i'm just seeing the other side,

and some disagreements where the tent signs go
one sided, the double by registration
but someone else go that,
and someone comginb back who'm i'd
bumped heads with likely over
where the cold frozen
chicken was going in my cart,
leaving wet salmonila/ biohazard
difficult to clean up
on cloth, other bags, etc
with coolers but no bags brought
and have a blue one wrapping things in
that protects somewhat...

and i'd said i'd emailed about the
missing attachment,
to give a name to email
interaction and planning on volunteering
then some changes on the relase/ photos
none of me, and talked with another
regular and friendly guy,
they don't take photos that often,
so if she approved the reasonable accommodation
i'd cross that out,
and still not even sure DC Law applies
and some uncomfortableness about hold harmelss
so universal and forever, somehow were further at risk
and seems if not mean to people would have
little problems giving people food,
after the cumbsiness sp?
and forklift heavy stuff gets done with,
nervous about the forklift
so close to the nd of the truck lift
and making him nervous too
that ijust went elsewhere...

a no open toed shoes allowed
i'd dressed up with my steel toed work shoes
instead of sandals like

but she's all the way down near the end
of the line with others running the line
and busy with that,
i'd waited around and got the ticket first
juggling both recieving and helping
even if told to say away from people
fine i prefere that anyways,

the animal shelter van had showed up
but im around the corener
not seeing much of any of that,
but remember one lady who remembers me
though i'm nto sure i remember her,
maybe from the libray returning books
and asked about my t shirt,
Lidl KEep it GReen
nd where that stores are,
PinceCrest and Merrifield,
among others...the BAileys
one didn't pan out, i guess,
someoen at Aldi had sid
and the construction guys on site
didn't confirm, refused,
and a golf store place moved in
i'd passed it and someone said go in
giving away gift card,
and a taking ptoso sing a
dn i kep going...
some one saying going to send a gift card
nd ntoehre know sthe address,
inculdigng someone i'd taken balls from
the PineCrest on the road
near his place,
which some how became a rights and curb
cost things, who owns the road
and got to golf with the Governor,
on a get, or something and ended up paying
more in curbs things...

a Bike hiting a golf ball like an oddly
shapeds tone would be bad
and a i clear some things i might het
and find interesting,
but i don't likely know what golf balls cost,
nor do i really care and some get sentimentally
attached to theirs, and some dad thing
like golfed with dad, playing my lucky ball,
superstitious like, etc...
But maybe month(s) later i'd tied
a likely mesh bag of collected balls
to the their mailbox
hanging underneath like a ballsack
on some truck hitches,
and got comments of got back with interest,
more than what found on site,
nearby...

But so long winded about other things
going to have to punt and get to the chase
my typing and fingers forearms to tired
i'd likely not get out
what i started writing about today...

Well following around one returning volunteer
friendly and ehe's unpacking potato bags
from what i later seee is a 50 pund paper bag
with holes in it, and sewn shut,
with string
i'm not carrying an exacto knife / box cutter
some of the guys have with,
nor a pocket knife,
don't even hink they are llowd
at the community center,
some people can't have but i guess rental space
and need, some cords and wires/ plastic ties
and things binding the while pallet,
muchless other things...

I'd suggested a fire line thing
bucket brigade i'd hand him the bags
and he places them on the table

once set up i'll go back to that
and resupply
others are bagging fruits,
vegetables,
how many apples in a bag?
and some email stuff of counts of apples
bags and bags within bags
weights and g empty only English SAE
measurements pounds and ounces,

but i go back to the front of the line
avoiding bagging as less contact
with people's stuff,
bags waiting bags,
the potatoes are what already bagged
10 pound bags later see 5 pounds,
and 10 bags per big brown paper bag sack...

But i'd needed to run through the line
and parked the thing behind the pallets,
after a quick run through geting whatever
except the cauliflower small heads,
right next tothe potatos
i'd seen from the other way...

I'd been pulling boxes trays really
no top of pineapples for the lady
on the next table,
some of wone and nohter
and the pallet is hightly stacked
i can reach up
but tinking ove movements and soreness
feeling it omorrow
how much does this weigh?
and what turning of my back
i'm ok some move ments
others mayhe not as much,
bending down still a problem
someone tattooed somes over and starts
doing what i was dong
and te woman there not wanting me
and tryin to get rid of me
they have enough people
and i'm in the way now?

and conversaion gets from funny things
not rememberihn what not
to uncomforatble,
i ask saying touchy subject here
if doing community service
no he's new to the area
x,y,z family life,
and just did a night shift in DC
this is easier faster to get to,
so trying this one,
most well to do people
many chruch and some students young people
i'd getnerally just staye away from
nkow the pallets nd tables around but
not a couple over
until some preoblems

who controls how many are given away?
the tieckets have numbers written
on the other side
if getting multiple don't have to be one ticker
per person, picking up for others,
like have a car and go get for you
elderly , etc...

but seems the line length
bought for 400 people expected
likely moer for the last missed one,
make up at the same place just give
more food,
and maybe 300 show up,
less than expected, where is everone
well you cancelled and maybe they can't risk
showhing up and not getting things,
waiting for hours in the cold, dark, rain,
arguments over place in line,
have other things to do, etc,
cancelled means forever?
etc

But some calculations onf the pineapple
how many per tray
and count the stacked on the pallet
how many are there
i'm coming up with 2000 ish
she's got hundreds,
so a by 10 facdtor
in my multiplication

and somehow i'm all wrong about everything,
can't be right about anything
no, no, not that, not it,
thos social controls of us and them
getting mre nasty as time goes
on but i'm not going to be able to
bend over to lift thel ower things
as the pallets get lower,
and tehy go to doubling gving moer to poeple
later in the line
when had waiting horus,
more in toe frhing and let
getting less...


people have a 15 ticket
we need 15 celery bags
all caged back up
and too many who wants extra celery
i'd got in the others conversation
if you have pb
or cream cheese, some named thing
from i can't do anything right,
and she eventually trades out
battle field promotion someone else
gets to hand to customers/ clients
needy and see how that is...

and ther'es what to do with onions
if yo uprep an freeze them
it's good for a very lone time
have plenty for coking...

and you can't refrigerate everything
and the truck does that,
making things damp,
paper bags, masa,
and done likely beforehand
so running overnight
one thing in the heat,
anthoer handling frozen and cold for hours,
bagging, etc...

onlines get mushy if refrigerated
potatoes one says it doesn't harm/hurt 

and how are we going to get rid of this food
we have too much
maybe she calculated wrong
setting how much from how many arrived
in line
and how that's going
some don't take everything
others ask for more of one thign
and mostly i'm talking to others and
a guy who runs something for kids
in another part of Northern Virinia
a kid backpack thing
somewhat different but why don't you partner
with CAFB...

i'm told i can have more
a palley of 15 of everything someone transporting
and/or can use,
the horse trading and other things?

she's gotten something to give me at the end
someone dropped by something
and couldnt' get to me at the time
and turns out it's a check for thousands?
but then she doesn't give it to me
has to check with legal and
they aren't open now
as i'm voluntering and
they don't take
allow tips/ etc...
nothing i saw like that,
but omsething odd is giong on
near the end,
and i've got things after,
a health fair
and rumors of getting glasses,
i'd had an exam so long ago
by a Lyons Club and somehow on the line
for getting a free pair fof glasses,
overhearing something on FriDAy
and he has to go to htat,
health fair,

which ends at 1300p
but the volunteering i'd signed up for
ends at 1130a
and i'm tired been up the night
signed in electronicalyl
someting about late arrival
and logging time
a code for finishing the QRCode entry

I'd had problems deciding what i'd
take more of,
so one of a few things
Masa and the tortilla papusa class idea,
_add link here_
might not ever get to that
and that's not perishable
maybe have that as left over next time


and hey boss
i quit
i've got a chance
at getting free glasses
(finally an event closer i'd missed)
and they may see me over there,
as someone buying food we have left over?
a new pantry setup as a going away
grand opening
thing for someone retiring,
who didn't want me having CaBi bikes
but would bring food in
and lead in the lobby,
snacks event just for kids,
at the opening,
i'd been excluded


I change over from long sleeve blue
exercise like thing to large black
bike jersey
the heat and sundial getting to me
over the course of the morning,
the clouds turned off,
i'd done some cleanup along the way
taking potato brown bags to a pallet
and box mixing what types
coated  and cold/ wet stuff celery boxes
messier than the potatoes,
and pineapple and some others used
as carrying boxes behind the
registration and check in tables
and nothing about it
checking and ignored when came back
through, not volunteering then and
pretending not to see me?

I rent an ebike and loop round the plaza
only one table left
and joke about drive through
you haven't had a plaza experience
unless an eScooter kid zips through
i'm that kid?
well 60 year old worried about
breaking a hip

going back again as i remember
blocked with construction on that part
of 4MileRun trail...

and talk with some skinny tired riders
in a group, a lady at the end,
and limits of 20 mph,
she's limited to about that too,
even going down hill,
but i'm talkative rushed and
distracted, so need to concentrate
on passing people and oncoming
but ake it there
up hill and drop off
making some points?
i guess i'll find out later...

BUt kids nd tables out
in the middle of the
Harvest Health Fair(e)
for residnets,
a woman with cat ears and whiskers painted on
at an arlington arts table up front
after some smaller ones sideways,
make a stress ball, from balloon
and sand? maybe later need vision
and if get eye drops give me something to do
while waiting to wear off

i ask cat woman if she made the ears
and about making some bunny ones recently lost
now she bought,
and i've not got a food scale with me
and food out,
some cider and can't weigh it
and sandwiches ccroissnats
turkey was a hit,
and that tray is mepty,
but have roast beef and ham
some don't do ham,
and some kids and drink bottles
some sucralose thing and i set that
aside, can't have that,
some kid later seen with it
i later come hgou and get a water
and check out the food pantry
mentioned earlier,
racks and coolers/ fridges
and they could take some of the extras
from CAFB
someone asks me if i'm tabling
he was expecting Henry for CaBi
bike share for all memberships
but hasn't shown
nor has the eye people
Lyons didn't make it
and i've wasted a trip
lied to it seems,
and i'm telling of the CAFB
may have extra

i wander some and find the entrace
from the side way in endoscopy?
colonoscopy version, route,
and things coming back to me
guys name and eh's the BMOC
BMIC problem from earlier,
and i didn' remember him
blocked or don't care
and i've been mesesed with
i'd looked up the CAFB
phone number in sunlight and have to find
read in teh dark transitions lense
across many people
that was someone else also Black
and something about buying the food?
i don't know what price they can work out,
but could fill the pantry?
buying wholesale
excess

only see one fresh thing besdies the sandwiches
and they may hve been out for awhile
clementines? oranges?

nearly empty racks,
good grocery store ones,
meet code for storing food,
silver wire racks,
i've bought one used
from a hardware store that closed up
and it had chemical on it
but cheap enough and got them home
scratching the tub enamel badly
trying to clean them
in the shower/ bathtub...
no garden hose and outside options
like real houses wtih backyards and
gardens...

But i find the registraion and give my
apartment and checked my formal first name
there's a raffle and they give some bags
it's a trick or treat like thing
with a flu shot and HIV Hepatitus testing
in the back
vendors like

Neighborhood Health
a linici like thing
i'm guessing like a PArtD care
but more medicaid thing
and GMU has a table for Mental Health
and she's so arrogant
but only a first year
Ph.D. student, supervised
not like student clinics/ health
that even as an alum
i'd not try that,
especially with her...

We're live guinea pigs,
live cadavers for their experiemnets,
schools bee ngoing or a while and
they have to do their time
and community service requirements
non profits and i'm in North
closer to MaryMount and we're less than
somehow...

Bt i get a Flu shot
one lady with a clipboard,
and she fills out for me,
i cant see it well and you won't
be able to read my writing,
oddness getting a copy of it,
i can tke aphoto
but the form disappeared,
and the n she gave me the shot,
another woman nurse like
in the cubical, glass office
came out with needle,
which arm?
side?
i can do either,

and after the shot
she needs to sign it
all the blank ones on the table
and i have a blank that will have
the information in case can't read the photo,
sure it has the lot number that the important
thing some Gulian Barre syndrome
and egg allergy, you've had these before?
yes, and no reaction, not hing major?
later thinking worse than ConVid19
the flu shot threw me for loop
not an allergy really but something
bad for days,
and sign the shot?
while putting on a bandaid/
i didnt hurt bad but not a good feeling
all around...

and what's next door
in the board room,
HIV and Hepatitus testing
i go in there and two people taking
breaks that up and this is confidnetial
closes the door
and more paper work there
a page thing
and sign?
full name not anonymous like some
and coming back to me
HateFairesz20xx
and she's/ he's trans?
got to do something under the table with the trash?
and a second conversation going on about that,
a bunch of implied and suggested
innuendo stuff
hve a key party
etc...and they loaded me up
with condoms not really needed
but hand sanitizer
it's elsewhere
and a coffee mug
i don't drink that but
can use for other things...
(holding pens etc)

But back out and tables in another area
police table there
unstaffed and a glow in the dark frisbee
only one and takling with youth next to it
jokingly you'd have to tell if i took that?
no one there to say ok
and the last one, a display

like the table out side with only one,
can't have it, i have to show it..
like it's the banner sign

Ill forget some without an item
to remind me and names

but some diabetss on the end
and takl some of that including my
Carrot cake and Stollen sugar
an A1C would help that
and watch your numbers
but no testing here...
that i saw...

Cardiac and take Blood Pressure
two professional women /people sitting and
had asked earlier need
a resting pulse/rate/pressure?
yeah, i'll come back through
and did,
pushed on getting a work up
asked about leaning over problems
but saw fire truck ambulance outside
someone taken out?
trying to infect people?
thining later police table
just through the wall

and staffed later
big poele at least one female atlking tome
we restcoked sure that's what ehy aer there for
and oyu hae vo ut hm 	  sulihg
charge them
there are /is a generation (of kids)
that thinks
everything is batteries,
where are the batteries,
later thinking need to go in a cave
from outside time
and fly through a tunnel
like disc Frisbee
and how are you going to use all this SWAG?
including supplies for contact lenses
hoping to get but not there...

I get a roast beef croussant
and chips and go through the pantry
a lady there again
you have have 2 of everything
and some cans,
but i've got to get them home
you're walking?
no i explain the bike share

and things getting twisted,
not coming out right/
heard differently than intended,

but go out to the outside
try making a stress ball
and the raffle starts
a speaker and MC like ting
with where's my kid/baby
to pull tickets?

and they got rid of you
she didn't want you there,
and hear got arrested for stealing
things intended for me...

But the raffle was a photo op
with sone on the other end taking phtoos
when i don't want to be in any,
and it's BMOC/BMIC
and the color problems again
we control this org and we don't like you
attitude abounds,
while i just go,
soem amusement with stres ball making
it's rice
and a kid comes up and works thorug hit
she's quiet, very quiet like
scared? and /or autistic idk
muslim mom and she's dragging behind
but mom hovering nearby too,
giving her space,
she chooses a baloon as instructed
from the likely mom daughter pair
tabling with unspoken laughter between
which i'm not party to,
it's a Black thing?
domination isn't my thing
and i'm out of there,

kid used funnel got ride in
and basically done for her,
sister come over gives /
puts on a translucent colored visor
and runs off, picking up more treats,
i guess...

I'd been in the cane seat waiting
but blocking an emergency exit
someone put a water bottle opend
near me, and i'm not sure about it
leaving it here,
or rolled away, i'm not sure
but i'd said stress relief is something
to throw at your brother/ sister/sibling
and thought better of it later,
not inside, not hard, and more like catch,
someone not getting my late day not much sleep
attempts at jokes across various lines
boundaries, maybe lost without sleep...

so i leave and go to the closest CaBi
and it's a need bikes so lose streak
and have to check before checking out
and have to unpack again,
a double Kaiser big bg
to have smaller boutique bags in,
eye care for contacts,
string bag(s), etc
and a walk to others
in the mid day 85 degree heat,
traffic and pollution,
lights and walk signs,
tired and wanted to just ride away to park
but have to play the points game losing now,

i get turns around and went the wrong way,
not knowing the names of streets,
checking app
and no satelite just road stuff
no hills nor other landmarks i'd want,
same one empty day before
i'd added a couple to,
now full and needs some gone,
so get a manal, my nly otpiong
and havae to pedal in the heat, sun
fumes, etc

but flat relatively
weight the roast beef
before goes bad,
around food all day
but couldn't eat,
no scale, time, utensils,
knife for pineapple if even ripe
veg full fridge, some more in freezer,
while wanted snacks, sugar, etc
and the pantry had that and limited
in what i took
granola bar, pretzels, chips
with croissant,
none of the Halloween stuff
on most tables
kids spinning on sugar,
having fun
Gloomy Gus or whatever
left, praise be to God/Dog/Alah, etc

and about enough out of me
extra long and felt like the day
missing more today writing this up...

and my hip hurts been doing that on and off...
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So after lots on the week
inspection, i was here, they didnt' show
but maybe took what was in writing
and later someone (laying in wait?)
nearby maintenance
looked in working nearby
verified i did what i had typed up
skipping an email a my earliest convenienice
sp?
and missing the entire Autism from the Inside Out Conference
down under
(with only this weekend to view?
otherwise hundred plus Aussie$
to buy (lifetime) access)
and making JoyRider 250 points CaBi BikeAngel
and some other things
many of which i'll likely forget,
so writing down some of it now
maybe fill in the blanks as i go along,
editing afterwards, though not likely
as not been doing been spell checking much
for weeks (month?)...

So decided to sign up to volunteer at
CAFB, and learn some from the other side,
with a fair amount of planning necessary
to avoid catastrophe,
though can't avoid it all,
and effected affected? my days before
as not a lot of energy to take on other things
a lease problem, modifications to previous year signings
which has been sign this which sa ys the opposite
of what is being said verbally and in reality,
covering thier collective asses
and likely creating an easy way
to try to remove me
not to mention purgery (sp?) type stuff
since inspections didn't seem to work as they had hoped
in failing that, after repeated invasions
more than one i was down in my underwear
when they knocked and came in
without me answering the door
and i've got a must be there to go in
on my records,
but the chain lock/ hotel like bar
has been broken for a long time
preventing people from coming in when present,
and locked/ set...

so a lot hanging over my head,
potentially failing and
defaulting? on a 21 30 pay or quit notice
for the end of the month
which generally have 21 days to correct the problem/
violation and/or leave, by 30 days,
which isn't really even possible,
given get notice after money for the month is spent
say on the 6th after grace period
and they have sat on the request for a ledger
transaction history showing payments,
to request help from SNT for paying rent
which has been running late
as by the time the month posts on the account
doesn't leave enough time to process a SNT check
and get it delivered, with the banks and stock market
fluctuating over Gaza, and the shutdown/
Speaker of the House RePublican much less presidential
race, etc...
A sell order to make the money to write the check
and then delivery has been irratice to no existant
checking on that got in the request 5 days after
geting a ledger which was sat on for at least that long
from an inspection did you get?,
to nothing for about a week,
while have plenty of time to make audio notes
to self outside my door,
saying we'll have an auction to unknown people
and then the holiday weekend,
nothing happening during the long weekend,
and another day to get going after that,
but got it in on the 11th,
and confirmation of that,
as may have taken them a day
to get to the pile of things
they have in the inbox,
and after banking hours,
playing on the margins,
market up and down,
with some funny small print of payment methods
and other hate like the inspection one
i couldn't even read it oozed hate, imnsho...

So all that going on while missed
CAFBCancelled 2023
the previous month and no make up day(s)
Reston (community) Market is the 2nd SaturDay
and i missed that, after the cancelled last month
market, so not sure what about makeups,
two in one month, which are available to me,
much less getting how many pounds of food
back home after the attack/
broken wheel on the accordion cart
early in the month,
for an AFAC warehouse holiday make up day
etc...

So lots going on and keeping it all straight/
clear and how to handle many things
seemingly thrown at me at once,
deliberately to fail in combination
...

But pressure cooking black beans now,
well the first part, quick soak
12 minutes Rice setting and just got beeps
so might need to go check that,
not had much ToDay,
hard boiled eggs 111g
100g peeled,
but getting to the last few days,
in a bit,
brb?

66 code on display
keep warm indefinitely
but likely powers off
after maybe 12 hours?
i'd have to read the manual
and find it first...
things scrambled again with the inspection(s)...

So make it to FriDAy,
aoms other things
out doing CaBi Angel stuff
geting out for bit,
after days stuck in cleaning
and organizing
kvetching,
waiting on GoDot
etc...

But train of thought and then trying to
do things sequentially
going to have to jump around
the time line
Writing while tired, stressed,
overwhelmed, and that all implies emo stuff,
which some of us don't like much
not just a male trait,
Autie like too, for what parts i may have
but likely to enough for formal diagnosis,
though random passersby
seem to label me as such
trying on the coping skills/
strategies, avoiding flourescent lights
with a hat,
noise defenders/ ear protection
headphones,
and social things
communication badges in Cons
but in real life, IRL
more don't respond to people whom you don't
see, talking behind you,
around you and about you
like your not even human,
etc, giving time for processing
sensory issues, etc...

But i'd signed up for the InsideOut
Autism con before Inspections
were demanded again mid month
or so, then delayed,
and finally no showed, afaict,
i was down had written it up
and people trying to default it
to a fail, afaict...

Some in the chain of command seem
to read it, and others ignore
can't read it, don't care, afaict...

But all a tangeled web others are weaving
and i'm supposedly the fly,
ran out of clothes, pretty much
on vapors, food low for things i like to eat,
so after time crunch and before pacing
some sweets not getting at AFAC,
and had half price carrot cake
sweet and turns out has some alcohol in it
hidden, unlike Rum Cake which supposedly burns off,
Stollen fruit cake like holiday season started already
well before even ThanksGiving, but imports
and buying ahead, etc...

The food topics and writing / drivel
probably easy to tell i'm hungry now,
and CAFB looming with the how to volunteer
and receive food, much less not be photographed
the waiver, hold harmless like paperwork
signup was an email, and that tells
some internals
which are interesting to me,
20 people volunteer and an unnamed volunteer coordinator,
i'd tried emailing about receiving food and volunteering
as i think i'd seen /heard of it,
dual hats and peer like has some significance
here for Mental Health and some DBSA
Peer Specialist day trainings costing thousands,
but somehow i'd thought it interesting enough
to look into it some,
this season starting and trainings
happening online,
and bookings, etc to be detemined TBD
i'm not likely giong through with it,
it's a paid gig and some very distrubing
things about it to me,
originally a must qualifty/ be willing/able
to work,
which seems very abl(e)ist,
decades of doing some of it informally
since creating this site NoVAPeers.PBWorks.com
for those who have been jacking/jilling
copies of this likely from schools,
while i pushed for it's use,
it's turning out more ABUse
to the (local) author
in how people respond to topics like Mental Health
and a recent Maine shooting spree,
masacre, in a bowling alley and other palces,
by apparently a suspect trained by military
firearms/ etc and had some time in a mental health
insitutute/ hospital and came out afterwards
shooting about the time the speaker of the house
was being considered and war in Gaza/IsRael IsReal
happened, so not sure much of coincidence,
and have seen suspect found dead
near his work place
at a dump/ land fill, afaict,
going low after hero,
i'd imagine not very easy
but like a lot things
anything negative and the whole lot
becomes more suspect,
to hated upon for being out as MH
and so public by self publishing
this, even started on seeking funding from
state, after Sully Police Station shootings
(Micheal?) Kennedy etc...
then the TheShortOfIt
VATech SH Cho, etc,
and so many more after
but less directly related, i'd imagine,
add poliDicks and elections
war and so many other confounds
and have quite a mess we are in collectively,
politically socially and eeconomically
all affecting mental health,
PostPanDemic...

Interesting times and all,
some links relate to that...

But carrying on,
and one for that,
as give background to what's been happening
and even some how to process
what's now and ahead, for me and likely others,
of similar circumstances,
given EBTDiet2023?,
and other making ends meat at the (bottom)
end of the social ladder, so to speak,
with increasing disparity in all sorts of ways...

So arrive 1230a ish showered and
thinking maybe to oearly,
and go CaBi BikeAngel some
but i guess i makde so much noise
goign out, taking a art not folding
two coolers, chair, cane seat
and regular stuff,
bags, to put (food) things in,
electronics charging stuff,
but only thin shirt long sleeve
and expecting 60s weather,
overnight up 20ish degress from lows
recently having me up cold in the night,
and back to sleeping bags,
which may be BedBug problems,
washed and bagged, but havens for them?
idk...
a jacket rumored to be a problem
from where i bought it
(Lidl PineCrest/Alexandria)
and needing washing as someone tried on/
wore and returned?
but forgetting in the rush to do that
and the found jacket from CaBi vounteering
likely as setup in wa ys, kids nd others
taking part, as a cold trip looking at buying another
light weight jacket...
sizing XXL and what i can find...
coming back from Reston
as well as bags on the handlbars,
carrying around mostly CaBis but back to
the BeaterBike to try repairing it
after accordion/ attack/ broken front wheel,
and bunny ears flew off taken in High Winds
KeyHoods2023 or similar page name...

All done on vapors/ fumes likely
as end of month and other financial constraints,
the double edged sword having anything
disqualifies for receiving help
but not having enough and screwed over as well...
Changes in SNAP EBT being just one of the screws/
TANF like work requirements but
55 and over may be exempt,
afaict, ianal...

So difficult night, some people later
some only a few minutes after i arrived,
one person in the plaza when i got there
nd no a time of night i'd want to be out,
drunk people and the homeless liek guy
waiting for somone , which i kinda believed,
all i said was people are coming
for a food things lines, etc...
and he stayed, likely drank and fell asleep
snoring i heard some times and later
not seen, not sure when/ how left...
Waiting on a ride home likely,
and usually takes a while, etc,
plausable, plausible, imnsho...
I wasn't ther to bust his chops,
just see if waiting on the line
and wasn't but didn't mean couldn't use
the (unprepared grocery like) food as well,
...
I'd gotten very tired,
difficulty staying awake,
some people behind had car headlights
glaring at us, and i tried getting those
turned off,
as they setup their stuff in the edge
of the plaza,
i'd emailed the attachment not included,
in the plan for the distribution
setup/
and already asked about fixing the outlet
only to hear it's turned off,
much like Gaza and try driving peole out,
though putting a space heater and camping
here had been getting worse, also, imnsho...

Hand warms aren things make sense for later
food lines, to prevent hypothermia
and the season will be starting up
mssing even considering the Falls Church
one i'd worked at and lived in,
Dental building last i recall,
vanned over from Baileys CRossRoads
MonCure...
nearby so long ago...

But something about 15 minutes so so
the car disappeared,
i'm guessing getting to a bathroom,
but maybe go pickup someone else,
i tried explaining to check with others
kind of hall pass like to know where going
think leaving and coming back sunrise, or
when the line starts, bags were told to be put
elsewhere if not with people

I'd said i was going over to the power plug
acdross the plaza bu still on site
others had moved my chair from near the plug
and missing a power USB cable, someone took
a MicroUSB one from my collection o the device
leaving me short and slow charging
for so many devices,
some i could do at home
others short for the very long day ahead,
updating apps taking a very long
time hours into it and got that done,
trying the HP Ubuntu updating through the Tablet
version 13 Android
and it does ap ass through working like am odem
but from WiFi given i'd deleted the non free
dirver for the built in WiFi adapter
and configuring much less finding that
after the fact, installation only scripts
and i've inadvertently crimpled that device
further going purist, Free software,
Libre, almost to religous levels...
for some values of St. Ign(u)atious

But that took maybe 20-30 minutes
and an insect large crawling towards me
in the little area, filled with a clear glass
beer bottle, bottle tops and cigarette butts,
i'd luckily had a chair i took over
and cane seat as table,
some guy growning coming up the steps
drug dealer like own the space aura
persona...

and bak over toe the ront of the line
and ot again to use the bathroom
someone givin gisnructions ofn who to prepare
bring a jacket, long pants,
some eggs for others, etc...
somewhere between protecdtive and meddling
others seem to assume i'm a sim
or some action figure/ incompetent moron?
to be directed told what to do
most of which i ignore,
some are good suggestions,
many o which i'd already considered
and maybe forgot, like a bag of things
i'd set aside but not taken out,
in the rush and carring so much stuff out,
the kitchen sink like you usually pack
someone said, iirc...

But eventually i'd stayed awake too loud
and others around to sleep
but painfully tired, and regretting
not resting more beforehand
much less losing BikeAngel 3x
4 rides to reset,
all that ramp up rides/ walking
many in North Arlington exploring new station/
dock locations... after running low in
South Arlington closer to home,
and some being full/ not helpful,
no points and wasted effort if not
ends streak and resets to something
worse, likely changing while taking off
and before getting there,
ir remember all the possibles on the way
and plan B, C, D, Etc...

But the truck shows up
maybe 0700a? alone not staff with
and eventuall a wlittel while later
she shows up, i'm going to need
to talk to her
about signing and lunteering
muc hles n encounter with a bikeshare
person returning and couldn't dock
then saying he's got something
i'd been exposed he's sick
and no one will take him in cabs/cars/buses,
etc

and telling him about BikeAngel
part of why i was helpful,
besides so bored,
can he do that while sick?
and that bike is bad,
now clean it or
it'll clean itself after a time,
just left out, i guess in hot UV sun
helps too,
and that's a lot of poeple
what's happening here?
immigration?

So not sure but think she was not until
0730a report time, as have things to get ready
and to do before (real) people arrive...

But i find my gloves, i've packed some
HarborFrieght nitrile mechanical gloves
she puts out some clear vinyl?/
latex? large
I've sen tem with food service as well
along the LeesBurg Pike in an Asian market
who had duck at the time of Muscovy and Missing
(see links)
so with oils and latex or alcohol not mixing
well te gloves disintegrate,
so nitrile is the workaround,
but many gloves tear, hands get wet inside
and basically the condom arguments,
i can't feel,
difficulty maniuplating, etc...

But later see as people are doing clipboards
and need to register, get a barcode card,
i also have work bloves i use for biking
as they are thicker, but get sweat, bike share
and other stuff on and would need
at least a spray disinfectant
and only thing around is hand sanitizer,
gel like

and there's a lt going on
one rgular setting up tables and
i just start awkwardly (sp?) after night of now sleep,
helping
signs and cones go out
from a high caged thing the pallet forklift put there,
and i'm in the way of that too,
so told to move out of the way,
it's construction site and eyes and ears 360 degrees
especilly around poeple you don't know
some sort of dance/ rythym sp?
develops over time with wpeople you know
and have worked with,
these all new
with a few returning but different roles,
i know basically where things go,
as seen it before a new person on site
and everything is new,
i'm just seeing the other side,

and some disagreements where the tent signs go
one sided, the double by registration
but someone else go that,
and someone comginb back who'm i'd
bumped heads with likely over
where the cold frozen
chicken was going in my cart,
leaving wet salmonila/ biohazard
difficult to clean up
on cloth, other bags, etc
with coolers but no bags brought
and have a blue one wrapping things in
that protects somewhat...

and i'd said i'd emailed about the
missing attachment,
to give a name to email
interaction and planning on volunteering
then some changes on the relase/ photos
none of me, and talked with another
regular and friendly guy,
they don't take photos that often,
so if she approved the reasonable accommodation
i'd cross that out,
and still not even sure DC Law applies
and some uncomfortableness about hold harmelss
so universal and forever, somehow were further at risk
and seems if not mean to people would have
little problems giving people food,
after the cumbsiness sp?
and forklift heavy stuff gets done with,
nervous about the forklift
so close to the nd of the truck lift
and making him nervous too
that ijust went elsewhere...

a no open toed shoes allowed
i'd dressed up with my steel toed work shoes
instead of sandals like

but she's all the way down near the end
of the line with others running the line
and busy with that,
i'd waited around and got the ticket first
juggling both recieving and helping
even if told to say away from people
fine i prefere that anyways,

the animal shelter van had showed up
but im around the corener
not seeing much of any of that,
but remember one lady who remembers me
though i'm nto sure i remember her,
maybe from the libray returning books
and asked about my t shirt,
Lidl KEep it GReen
nd where that stores are,
PinceCrest and Merrifield,
among others...the BAileys
one didn't pan out, i guess,
someoen at Aldi had sid
and the construction guys on site
didn't confirm, refused,
and a golf store place moved in
i'd passed it and someone said go in
giving away gift card,
and a taking ptoso sing a
dn i kep going...
some one saying going to send a gift card
nd ntoehre know sthe address,
inculdigng someone i'd taken balls from
the PineCrest on the road
near his place,
which some how became a rights and curb
cost things, who owns the road
and got to golf with the Governor,
on a get, or something and ended up paying
more in curbs things...

a Bike hiting a golf ball like an oddly
shapeds tone would be bad
and a i clear some things i might het
and find interesting,
but i don't likely know what golf balls cost,
nor do i really care and some get sentimentally
attached to theirs, and some dad thing
like golfed with dad, playing my lucky ball,
superstitious like, etc...
But maybe month(s) later i'd tied
a likely mesh bag of collected balls
to the their mailbox
hanging underneath like a ballsack
on some truck hitches,
and got comments of got back with interest,
more than what found on site,
nearby...

But so long winded about other things
going to have to punt and get to the chase
my typing and fingers forearms to tired
i'd likely not get out
what i started writing about today...

Well following around one returning volunteer
friendly and ehe's unpacking potato bags
from what i later seee is a 50 pund paper bag
with holes in it, and sewn shut,
with string
i'm not carrying an exacto knife / box cutter
some of the guys have with,
nor a pocket knife,
don't even hink they are llowd
at the community center,
some people can't have but i guess rental space
and need, some cords and wires/ plastic ties
and things binding the while pallet,
muchless other things...

I'd suggested a fire line thing
bucket brigade i'd hand him the bags
and he places them on the table

once set up i'll go back to that
and resupply
others are bagging fruits,
vegetables,
how many apples in a bag?
and some email stuff of counts of apples
bags and bags within bags
weights and g empty only English SAE
measurements pounds and ounces,

but i go back to the front of the line
avoiding bagging as less contact
with people's stuff,
bags waiting bags,
the potatoes are what already bagged
10 pound bags later see 5 pounds,
and 10 bags per big brown paper bag sack...

But i'd needed to run through the line
and parked the thing behind the pallets,
after a quick run through geting whatever
except the cauliflower small heads,
right next tothe potatos
i'd seen from the other way...

I'd been pulling boxes trays really
no top of pineapples for the lady
on the next table,
some of wone and nohter
and the pallet is hightly stacked
i can reach up
but tinking ove movements and soreness
feeling it omorrow
how much does this weigh?
and what turning of my back
i'm ok some move ments
others mayhe not as much,
bending down still a problem
someone tattooed somes over and starts
doing what i was dong
and te woman there not wanting me
and tryin to get rid of me
they have enough people
and i'm in the way now?

and conversaion gets from funny things
not rememberihn what not
to uncomforatble,
i ask saying touchy subject here
if doing community service
no he's new to the area
x,y,z family life,
and just did a night shift in DC
this is easier faster to get to,
so trying this one,
most well to do people
many chruch and some students young people
i'd getnerally just staye away from
nkow the pallets nd tables around but
not a couple over
until some preoblems

who controls how many are given away?
the tieckets have numbers written
on the other side
if getting multiple don't have to be one ticker
per person, picking up for others,
like have a car and go get for you
elderly , etc...

but seems the line length
bought for 400 people expected
likely moer for the last missed one,
make up at the same place just give
more food,
and maybe 300 show up,
less than expected, where is everone
well you cancelled and maybe they can't risk
showhing up and not getting things,
waiting for hours in the cold, dark, rain,
arguments over place in line,
have other things to do, etc,
cancelled means forever?
etc

But some calculations onf the pineapple
how many per tray
and count the stacked on the pallet
how many are there
i'm coming up with 2000 ish
she's got hundreds,
so a by 10 facdtor
in my multiplication

and somehow i'm all wrong about everything,
can't be right about anything
no, no, not that, not it,
thos social controls of us and them
getting mre nasty as time goes
on but i'm not going to be able to
bend over to lift thel ower things
as the pallets get lower,
and tehy go to doubling gving moer to poeple
later in the line
when had waiting horus,
more in toe frhing and let
getting less...

people have a 15 ticket
we need 15 celery bags
all caged back up
and too many who wants extra celery
i'd got in the others conversation
if you have pb
or cream cheese, some named thing
from i can't do anything right,
and she eventually trades out
battle field promotion someone else
gets to hand to customers/ clients
needy and see how that is...

and ther'es what to do with onions
if yo uprep an freeze them
it's good for a very lone time
have plenty for coking...

and you can't refrigerate everything
and the truck does that,
making things damp,
paper bags, masa,
and done likely beforehand
so running overnight
one thing in the heat,
anthoer handling frozen and cold for hours,
bagging, etc...

onlines get mushy if refrigerated
potatoes one says it doesn't harm/hurt

and how are we going to get rid of this food
we have too much
maybe she calculated wrong
setting how much from how many arrived
in line
and how that's going
some don't take everything
others ask for more of one thign
and mostly i'm talking to others and
a guy who runs something for kids
in another part of Northern Virinia
a kid backpack thing
somewhat different but why don't you partner
with CAFB...

i'm told i can have more
a palley of 15 of everything someone transporting
and/or can use,
the horse trading and other things?

she's gotten something to give me at the end
someone dropped by something
and couldnt' get to me at the time
and turns out it's a check for thousands?
but then she doesn't give it to me
has to check with legal and
they aren't open now
as i'm voluntering and
they don't take
allow tips/ etc...
nothing i saw like that,
but omsething odd is giong on
near the end,
and i've got things after,
a health fair
and rumors of getting glasses,
i'd had an exam so long ago
by a Lyons Club and somehow on the line
for getting a free pair fof glasses,
overhearing something on FriDAy
and he has to go to htat,
health fair,

which ends at 1300p
but the volunteering i'd signed up for
ends at 1130a
and i'm tired been up the night
signed in electronicalyl
someting about late arrival
and logging time
a code for finishing the QRCode entry

I'd had problems deciding what i'd
take more of,
so one of a few things
Masa and the tortilla papusa class idea,
_add link here_
might not ever get to that
and that's not perishable
maybe have that as left over next time

and hey boss
i quit
i've got a chance
at getting free glasses
(finally an event closer i'd missed)
and they may see me over there,
as someone buying food we have left over?
a new pantry setup as a going away
grand opening
thing for someone retiring,
who didn't want me having CaBi bikes
but would bring food in
and lead in the lobby,
snacks event just for kids,
at the opening,
i'd been excluded

I change over from long sleeve blue
exercise like thing to large black
bike jersey
the heat and sundial getting to me
over the course of the morning,
the clouds turned off,
i'd done some cleanup along the way
taking potato brown bags to a pallet
and box mixing what types
coated and cold/ wet stuff celery boxes
messier than the potatoes,
and pineapple and some others used
as carrying boxes behind the
registration and check in tables
and nothing about it
checking and ignored when came back
through, not volunteering then and
pretending not to see me?

I rent an ebike and loop round the plaza
only one table left
and joke about drive through
you haven't had a plaza experience
unless an eScooter kid zips through
i'm that kid?
well 60 year old worried about
breaking a hip

going back again as i remember
blocked with construction on that part
of 4MileRun trail...

and talk with some skinny tired riders
in a group, a lady at the end,
and limits of 20 mph,
she's limited to about that too,
even going down hill,
but i'm talkative rushed and
distracted, so need to concentrate
on passing people and oncoming
but ake it there
up hill and drop off
making some points?
i guess i'll find out later...

BUt kids nd tables out
in the middle of the
Harvest Health Fair(e)
for residnets,
a woman with cat ears and whiskers painted on
at an arlington arts table up front
after some smaller ones sideways,
make a stress ball, from balloon
and sand? maybe later need vision
and if get eye drops give me something to do
while waiting to wear off

i ask cat woman if she made the ears
and about making some bunny ones recently lost
now she bought,
and i've not got a food scale with me
and food out,
some cider and can't weigh it
and sandwiches ccroissnats
turkey was a hit,
and that tray is mepty,
but have roast beef and ham
some don't do ham,
and some kids and drink bottles
some sucralose thing and i set that
aside, can't have that,
some kid later seen with it
i later come hgou and get a water
and check out the food pantry
mentioned earlier,
racks and coolers/ fridges
and they could take some of the extras
from CAFB
someone asks me if i'm tabling
he was expecting Henry for CaBi
bike share for all memberships
but hasn't shown
nor has the eye people
Lyons didn't make it
and i've wasted a trip
lied to it seems,
and i'm telling of the CAFB
may have extra

i wander some and find the entrace
from the side way in endoscopy?
colonoscopy version, route,
and things coming back to me
guys name and eh's the BMOC
BMIC problem from earlier,
and i didn' remember him
blocked or don't care
and i've been mesesed with
i'd looked up the CAFB
phone number in sunlight and have to find
read in teh dark transitions lense
across many people
that was someone else also Black
and something about buying the food?
i don't know what price they can work out,
but could fill the pantry?
buying wholesale
excess

only see one fresh thing besdies the sandwiches
and they may hve been out for awhile
clementines? oranges?

nearly empty racks,
good grocery store ones,
meet code for storing food,
silver wire racks,
i've bought one used
from a hardware store that closed up
and it had chemical on it
but cheap enough and got them home
scratching the tub enamel badly
trying to clean them
in the shower/ bathtub...
no garden hose and outside options
like real houses wtih backyards and
gardens...

But i find the registraion and give my
apartment and checked my formal first name
there's a raffle and they give some bags
it's a trick or treat like thing
with a flu shot and HIV Hepatitus testing
in the back
vendors like

Neighborhood Health
a linici like thing
i'm guessing like a PArtD care
but more medicaid thing
and GMU has a table for Mental Health
and she's so arrogant
but only a first year
Ph.D. student, supervised
not like student clinics/ health
that even as an alum
i'd not try that,
especially with her...

We're live guinea pigs,
live cadavers for their experiemnets,
schools bee ngoing or a while and
they have to do their time
and community service requirements
non profits and i'm in North
closer to MaryMount and we're less than
somehow...

Bt i get a Flu shot
one lady with a clipboard,
and she fills out for me,
i cant see it well and you won't
be able to read my writing,
oddness getting a copy of it,
i can tke aphoto
but the form disappeared,
and the n she gave me the shot,
another woman nurse like
in the cubical, glass office
came out with needle,
which arm?
side?
i can do either,

and after the shot
she needs to sign it
all the blank ones on the table
and i have a blank that will have
the information in case can't read the photo,
sure it has the lot number that the important
thing some Gulian Barre syndrome
and egg allergy, you've had these before?
yes, and no reaction, not hing major?
later thinking worse than ConVid19
the flu shot threw me for loop
not an allergy really but something
bad for days,
and sign the shot?
while putting on a bandaid/
i didnt hurt bad but not a good feeling
all around...

and what's next door
in the board room,
HIV and Hepatitus testing
i go in there and two people taking
breaks that up and this is confidnetial
closes the door
and more paper work there
a page thing
and sign?
full name not anonymous like some
and coming back to me
HateFairesz20xx
and she's/ he's trans?
got to do something under the table with the trash?
and a second conversation going on about that,
a bunch of implied and suggested
innuendo stuff
hve a key party
etc...and they loaded me up
with condoms not really needed
but hand sanitizer
it's elsewhere
and a coffee mug
i don't drink that but
can use for other things...
(holding pens etc)

But back out and tables in another area
police table there
unstaffed and a glow in the dark frisbee
only one and takling with youth next to it
jokingly you'd have to tell if i took that?
no one there to say ok
and the last one, a display

like the table out side with only one,
can't have it, i have to show it..
like it's the banner sign

Ill forget some without an item
to remind me and names

but some diabetss on the end
and takl some of that including my
Carrot cake and Stollen sugar
an A1C would help that
and watch your numbers
but no testing here...
that i saw...

Cardiac and take Blood Pressure
two professional women /people sitting and
had asked earlier need
a resting pulse/rate/pressure?
yeah, i'll come back through
and did,
pushed on getting a work up
asked about leaning over problems
but saw fire truck ambulance outside
someone taken out?
trying to infect people?
thining later police table
just through the wall

and staffed later
big poele at least one female atlking tome
we restcoked sure that's what ehy aer there for
and oyu hae vo ut hm sulihg
charge them
there are /is a generation (of kids)
that thinks
everything is batteries,
where are the batteries,
later thinking need to go in a cave
from outside time
and fly through a tunnel
like disc Frisbee
and how are you going to use all this SWAG?
including supplies for contact lenses
hoping to get but not there...

I get a roast beef croussant
and chips and go through the pantry
a lady there again
you have have 2 of everything
and some cans,
but i've got to get them home
you're walking?
no i explain the bike share

and things getting twisted,
not coming out right/
heard differently than intended,

but go out to the outside
try making a stress ball
and the raffle starts
a speaker and MC like ting
with where's my kid/baby
to pull tickets?

and they got rid of you
she didn't want you there,
and hear got arrested for stealing
things intended for me...

But the raffle was a photo op
with sone on the other end taking phtoos
when i don't want to be in any,
and it's BMOC/BMIC
and the color problems again
we control this org and we don't like you
attitude abounds,
while i just go,
soem amusement with stres ball making
it's rice
and a kid comes up and works thorug hit
she's quiet, very quiet like
scared? and /or autistic idk
muslim mom and she's dragging behind
but mom hovering nearby too,
giving her space,
she chooses a baloon as instructed
from the likely mom daughter pair
tabling with unspoken laughter between
which i'm not party to,
it's a Black thing?
domination isn't my thing
and i'm out of there,

kid used funnel got ride in
and basically done for her,
sister come over gives /
puts on a translucent colored visor
and runs off, picking up more treats,
i guess...

I'd been in the cane seat waiting
but blocking an emergency exit
someone put a water bottle opend
near me, and i'm not sure about it
leaving it here,
or rolled away, i'm not sure
but i'd said stress relief is something
to throw at your brother/ sister/sibling
and thought better of it later,
not inside, not hard, and more like catch,
someone not getting my late day not much sleep
attempts at jokes across various lines
boundaries, maybe lost without sleep...

so i leave and go to the closest CaBi
and it's a need bikes so lose streak
and have to check before checking out
and have to unpack again,
a double Kaiser big bg
to have smaller boutique bags in,
eye care for contacts,
string bag(s), etc
and a walk to others
in the mid day 85 degree heat,
traffic and pollution,
lights and walk signs,
tired and wanted to just ride away to park
but have to play the points game losing now,

i get turns around and went the wrong way,
not knowing the names of streets,
checking app
and no satelite just road stuff
no hills nor other landmarks i'd want,
same one empty day before
i'd added a couple to,
now full and needs some gone,
so get a manal, my nly otpiong
and havae to pedal in the heat, sun
fumes, etc

but flat relatively
weight the roast beef
before goes bad,
around food all day
but couldn't eat,
no scale, time, utensils,
knife for pineapple if even ripe
veg full fridge, some more in freezer,
while wanted snacks, sugar, etc
and the pantry had that and limited
in what i took
granola bar, pretzels, chips
with croissant,
none of the Halloween stuff
on most tables
kids spinning on sugar,
having fun
Gloomy Gus or whatever
left, praise be to God/Dog/Alah, etc

and about enough out of me
extra long and felt like the day
missing more today writing this up...

and my hip hurts been doing that on and off...
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